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Cu PohnXIY {i²n¡q. P\n¨t¸mÄ¯s¶ "km{IÂ GPvs\knkv' F¶ A]qÀÆ P\nXItcmK¯nsâ ]nSnbnembncp¶p tdmkv. AhfpsS cWvSp ]mZ§fpw FXnÀZnibnte¡p hfªv hncq]ambncp¶p. B ImepIÄ kzm[o\anÃmsX Acbv¡pXmsg Xq§n¡nS¶p. \s«Ãn\v \mep Iticp¡fpsS IpdhpWvSmbncp¶p.
cWvSmwhbÊnÂ AhfpsS cWvSp ImepIfpw apdn¨pamän. ssIIp¯n \nc§nbmWv Atacn¡bnse sImfdmtUmbnepÅ hkXnbnÂ AhÄ _meyw sNehgn¨Xv. AhfpsS A\pP³ Hcp aµ_p²nbmbncp¶p. Ir{Xna¡mepIÄ LSn¸n¡mt\m hoÂsNbdnencp¯mt\m A½ X¿mdmbnÃ. Hcp kvtIäv t_mÀUv AhÄ¡v A½ hm§ns¡mSp¯p. ho«n\I¯pw ]pd¯pw CXnemWv AhÄ k©cn¨ncp¶Xv.
tdmkv kvIqfnÂ t]mbXpw kvtIäv t_mUnemWv. Ir{Xna¡mepIÄ hbv¡m³ kvIqÄ A[nIrXÀ \nÀ_Ôns¨¦nepw AXn\v Ahfpw amXmhpw X¿mdmbnÃ.
tdmkn\v sNdp¸¯nte Xs¶ hml\t¯mSp henb I¼ambncp¶p. CXp a\Ênem¡nb amXm]nXm¡Ä AhÄ¡v Hcp Imdp hm§ns¡mSp¯p. A¶v AhÄ¡v ]Xn\mdp hbÊmbncp¶p. ssIIIÄsImWvSv ]qÀ®ambpw \nb{´n¡mhp¶ hn[¯nÂ cq]Iev]\ sNbvXv \nÀ½n¨ Imdmbncp¶p AXv. XmaknbmsX tdmkv s]mXp\nc¯pIfnÂ ImÀ HmSn¡m³ XpS§n. Bscbpw B{ibn¡msX FÃm¡mcy§fpw AhÄ kz´ambn sNbvXp. IpSpw__nkn\knÂ AÑs\ klmbn¡m\pw AhÄ¡p Ignªp.
1997þÂ AhÄ tUhv kn¤n³kns\ ]cnNbs¸«p. aq¶phÀj¯n\ptijw AhÀ hnhmlnXcmbn. XmaknbmsX AhÄ KÀ`w [cn¨p. tUmIvSÀamscÃmw Ahsf ssIsbmgnªp. P\nXItcmKw _m[n¨v KÀ`nWnbmIp¶ BZys¯ Bfmbncp¶p tdmkv. hbÀ`mKw hfsc IpdhmbXn\mÂ KÀ`w hfcpt¼mÄ AXv AhfpsS izmktImi§sf sRcp¡psa¶v FÃmhcpw `bs¸«p. ]t£, tdmkv KÀ`Ñn{Z¯n\p X¿mdmbnÃ. tUmIvSÀ hm«vk¬ AhfpsS klmb¯ns\¯n. A½tbm Ip«ntbm GsX¦nepw Hcmsf am{Xw c£s¸Sp¯mhp¶ Hcp kmlNcyapWvSmbmÂ Ip«nsb c£s¸Sp¯m³ tdmkv \nÀt±i§Ä \ÂIn. kabambt¸mÄ hbdnsâ apIÄ`mKw Xpd¶mWv Ip«nsb ]pds¯Sp¯Xv.
Ipªnsâ ImepIfnte¡mWv AhÄ BZyw t\m¡nbXv. Ah³ ]qÀ®BtcmKyhm\mbncp¶p. AhÄ¡v kt´mjambn.
]t£, B kt´mj¯n\p a§teäp. IpSpw_¯nsâ FÃmambncp¶ tdmknsâ A½ Im³kÀ _m[n¨p acn¨p. AtXmsS AÂjntagvkv _m[n¨ AÑs\bpw aµ_p²nbmb A\pPs\bpw kwc£nt¡WvS NpaXe tdmknsâ Npaenembn. ]XdmsX Cu `mcsaÃmw kt´mjt¯msS AhÄ Npa¶p. FÃmbnS¯pw AhÄ HmSnsb¯n. FÃm¡mcy§fnepw AhÄ {i²n¨p.
AXn\nsS sshZyimkv{Xs¯ shÃphnfn¨psImWvSv AhÄ cWvSmaXpw {]khn¨p. AsXmcp s]¬Ipªmbncp¶p. ""aäpÅhÀ sN¿p¶ FÃm¡mcy§fpw F\n¡p sN¿m\mhpw. ]t£ Rm\Xp sN¿p¶Xv FtâXmb coXnbnemsW¶p am{Xw.'' Bßhnizmkt¯msS tdmkv ]dbp¶p. kÀ¤mßINn´bpw Bßhnizmkhpw CÑmiànbpamWv Ahsf iàns¸Sp¯nbXv. kÀ¤mßINn´bpw CÑmiànbpwsImWvSpw GXp hn]coXkmlNcy§sfbpw t\cn«v hnPbw hcn¡m³ Ignbpsa¶Xnsâ D¯aDZmlcWamWv tdmknsâ PohnXw.
Atacn¡³ {]knUâp Øm\t¯¡v dn¨mÀUv \nIvkWpambn aÕcn¨p ]cmPbs¸« hyànbmWv lyq_À«v lw{^. BZÀi§Ä¡pw aqey§Ä¡pw At±lw henb hne Iev]n¨ncp¶p. Ct±lw XfÀ¶Xv X\n¡p Im³kÀ _m[n¨p F¶dnªt¸mgmWv. GXm\pw amk§Ä am{Xta PohnXw Ahtijn¨n«pÅq F¶v tUmIvSÀamÀ hn[nsbgpXn. ]e kvt\lnXcpw Cu Ahkc¯nÂ At±ls¯ kµÀin¨v ss[cys¸Sp¯n.
Hcp Bßob{]hÀ¯I\pw kplr¯pamb tdm_À«v jqfÀ lw{^sb kµÀin¨p. kw`mjWat[y t]mcm«§fnÂ ]XdmsX apt¶dm³ klmbn¨ t{]cIiànsb¡pdn¨v At±lw lw{^tbmSp tNmZn¨p. Xm³ kq£n¨ncp¶ {it²b§fmb D²cWnIÄ, t{ijvTkqà§Ä F¶nhbnÂ \ns¶Ãmw e`n¨ aqeyt_m[amWv Xsâ t{]cIiàn F¶t±lw shfns¸Sp¯n. F¶mÂ Xs¶ Gähpw kzm[o\n¨ ss__nÄ hmIyw At±lw {]tXyIw XncsªSp¯p. Pdanbm {]hmNI\neqsSbpÅ ss__nÄ hmIyambncp¶p AXv. ""kÀtÆizc³ Acpfns¨¿p¶p! \n§sf¡pdn¨pÅ Fsâ ]²Xn Fsâ a\ÊnepWvSv. \n§fpsS \mi¯n\Ã; t£a¯n\pÅ ]²XnbmWnXvþ\n§Ä¡p ip`amb `mhnbpw {]Xymibpw \ÂIp¶ ]²Xn.''
Cuizc\p Xs¶¡pdn¨v hyàamb ]²XnbpsWvS¶pw AXv BXy´nIambn \· ssIhcp¯psa¶pw At±lw hnizkn¨p. CXmWv hn]coXkmlNcy¯nÂ ]nSn¨p\nÂ¡m³ Xs¶ klmbn¨sX¶pw At±lw hyàam¡n. hfsc {]XymitbmSpIqSn At±lw acn¨p. Nca{]kwK¯nÂ HcmÄ A\pkvacn¨Xn§s\bmWv: ""Xsâ ]n¼nÂ A`nam\hpw Xsâ Npänepw kvt\lhpw Xsâ ap¼nÂ {]Xymibpambn«mWv At±lw Xsâ A´y¯nte¡v F¯nbXv.'' ip`m]vXnhnizmkt¯msS PohnXs¯ kzoIcn¨ Hcp henb a\pjysâ IYbmWnXv.
BtcmKyhm\pw ZrVKm{X\pamb Hcp bphmhnsâ IY IqSn {i²n¡q: Cu bphmhn\v cWvSp hbÊpÅt¸mÄ Ahsâ ]nXmhv Ahs\bpw Ahsâ A½sbbpw Dt]£n¨pt]mbn. amXrkwc£WbnÂ Ah³ hfÀ¶p. {]mW\pXpeyw Ah³ A½sb kvt\ln¨p. ]e {]bmk§fpw ChÀ¡p t\cntSWvSn h¶p. km¼¯nI AhiX, kmaqlnIamb AhKW\ apXembh Ahsc XfÀ¯nbnÃ. A½ \ÂInb D]tZiw thZhmIyw t]mse Ah³ kzoIcn¨p.
Hmtcm XSÊs¯bpw Ahkcam¡n amäWw. iànbpw [ocXbpw shfns¸Sp¯m\pw hnPbw hcn¡m\papÅ Ahkc§fmbn XSÊ§sf ImWWsa¶mWv A½ sImSp¯ Hcp D]tZiw.
\ntj[mßIambXns\ kzÀ¤mßIam¡pI, tZmjambn«pÅXns\ \·bm¡n amäpI. AsÃ¦nÂ \jvSambn«pÅXv em`am¡n¯oÀ¡pI CXmbncp¶p cWvSmas¯ D]tZiw. A½bpsS Cu D]tZi§Ä Ahsâ PohnX¯nse NmeIiànbpw t{]cIiànbpambn.
Cu bphmhnsâ t]cv em³kv F¶mWv. 25 hbÊmbt¸mÄ Ahsâ hrjW¯n\v Iym³kÀ _m[n¨p. NnInÕ Bcw`n¨p. em³kv Xsâ NnInÕsb¸än ]dbp¶p: ""amk§Ä \oWvSp \nÂ¡p¶ "ssItamsXdm¸n' F¶ NnInÕm{Iaw XfÀ¯n¡fbp¶ H¶mbncp¶p. Nnet¸mÄ `£Ww Ign¡m³ Xs¶ hnjaambncp¶p. Sn.hn. ]cn]mSnIÄ AtcmNIambn tXm¶n. X]menÂ hcp¶ I¯pIÄ t]mepw hmbn¡m³ XmÂ]cyanÃmXmbn. Rm³ Gähpw \ncmi\mb Ahkc§fnÂ Fsâ A½bpsS hm¡pIÄ Fsâ HmÀ½bnÂ HmSnsb¯n. Cu kmlNcys¯ \·bm¡n amäm³ Ignbptam? XSÊ§sf Ahkc§fm¡n¯oÀ¡m³ km[ytam? Fs¶ _m[n¨ncn¡p¶ Iym³kdns\ IogS¡pI Xs¶ thWw. \ncmi Fs¶ ASns¸Sp¯m³ A\phZn¨pIqSm. 1977þÂ Rm³ tcmK¯nsâ Hcp hÀjw ]n¶n«p. ssk¡nÄ khmcnbmbncp¶p Fsâ hnt\mZhpw Rm³ CjvSs¸« aÕchpw. Ft¸mgpw aÕc¯nÂ H¶ma\mbncp¶p Rm³. hoWvSpw aÕc¯nÂ ]s¦Sp¯p. ]t£ ]Xn¶memas¯ Øm\amWv F\n¡p In«nbXv. Rm³ ]n·mdnbnÃ.''
Ahsâ A½bpw `mcybpw Ahs\ t{]mÕmln¸n¨p. ssk¡nfnÂ aeIbäaÕc¯nÂ AbmÄ ]s¦Sp¯p. 5000 ASn Dbc¯nepÅ aebmWv IogSt¡WvSnbncp¶Xv. A½ Aht\mSp ]dª Hcp hmIyw Aht\mÀ¯p. \qdp iXam\aÃ \qän¸¯p iXam\w sImSps¯¦nÂ am{Xta hnPb¯nse¯m³ Ignbq. aIt\ \o Hcn¡epw ]n·mdcpXv. Cu hm¡pIÄ Ah\v t{]ciànbmbn. cWvSmbncmamWvSnÂ {^m³knse ssk¡nÄ ]cyS\¯nÂ Ah³ H¶ma\mbn. Ct¸mÄ Im³kÀ tcmKnIsf klmbn¡m³ Bwkvt{SmMv ^utWvSj³ Øm]n¨v em³kv {]hÀ¯n¡pIbmWv.
NnInÕbv¡p ]pdta cWvSp Imcy§fmWv tcmKs¯ IogS¡m³ Abmsf klmbn¨Xv. H¶v Ahsâ A½bpsS kÂt{]cWIfpw kZp]tZi§fpw. cWvSv, Ahsâ CÑmiàn. sNdp¸w apXÂ kÀ¤mßINn´Ifpw {]Xo£Ifpw ]peÀ¯m³ A½ klmbn¨p. Bßhnizmkhpw Cuizchnizmkhpw CÑmiànsb ]cn]pjvSam¡pw.
Hcp {KmaoW _me³ A½bpambn hg¡n«p. Rm³ \ns¶ shdp¡p¶p F¶v BhÀ¯n¨p ]dªtijw Ah³ AhnsS \n¶v HmSnt¸mbn. ASp¯pÅ XmgvhcbnÂ sN¶v Rm³ \ns¶ shdp¡p¶p F¶v hnfn¨p]dªpsImWvSncp¶p. XÂ£Ww AtX i_vZ¯nepw hnImc¯nepw Btcm Cu hm¡pIÄ hnfn¨p]dbp¶Xmbn Cu _me³ tI«p. Rm³ \ns¶ shdp¡p¶p F¶v hoWvSpw BhÀ¯n¨t¸mÄ Xncn¨pw AXp Xs¶ _me³ tI«psImWvSncp¶p. Ah³ `bs¸«p Xncn¨v A½bpsS ]¡se¯n C¡mcyw Adnbn¨p. Ah³ ]dª hm¡pIfpsS {]Xn[z\nbmWv AsX¶p a\Ênem¡nb A½ Ahs\ km´z\s¸Sp¯n.. AXn\ptijw AhÄ Aht\mSp ]dªp. apt¼ t]mb Øe¯psN¶p \n¶psImWvSv AtX kzc¯nÂ "Rm³ \ns¶ kvt\ln¡p¶p' F¶p ]dbpI. A½bpsS \nÀt±ia\pkcn¨v Ah³ {]hÀ¯n¨p. Rm³ \ns¶ kvt\ln¡p¶p F¶v Ah³ hnfn¨p]dªt¸mÄ AXp Xs¶ Xncn¨pw Ah³ tI«p.
\mw sImSp¡p¶XmWv \ap¡p e`n¡p¶Xv. \½psS Nn´tbm, {]hr¯ntbm, s]cpamätam F´p Xs¶bmbncp¶mepw Ah \½nte¡p Xs¶ Xncn¨phcpw. \mw hnXbv¡p¶Xp \mw sIm¿p¶p. aäpÅhcnÂ \n¶v \·bpw kvt\lhpamWv \mw {]Xo£n¡p¶sX¦nÂ, Iehd IqSmsX AXp \ÂIphm³ X¿mdmhpI. kÀ¤mßINn´bpw CÑmiànbpw BXy´nIambn FÃmw \·bv¡mbn `hn¡pw.