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"D¯cn¸pISw' F¶ hm¡v Hcp ss{IkvXhkw`mh\bmsW¶p
tXm¶p¶p. A\ycpsS AhImiw ssIhiw hbv¡cpsX¶v
CXp \s½ HmÀ½n¸n¡p¶p.
C¶v Cu hm¡p tIÄ¡pt¼mÄ \½Ä
Nncn¡pw. H¶p icnbmWv, FÃm¯n\pw IW¡pt_m[n¸nt¡WvS
Hcp Imew hcpw. Imesa{X ]ptcmKan¨mepw \nXykXy§Ä¡p
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FhnsSsbm hmbns¨mcp
hmÀ¯: ho«nenÃmbncp¶ ]nXmhn\v amänh¨ncp¶
tImgn¡dn kvIqfn \n¶v hni¶ph¶ \memw¢mÊpImc³
aI³ FSp¯p Ign¨p. AXp ]nXmhn\p h¨ncp¶XmsW¶v
B Ipªn\dnbnÃmbncp¶p. B kab¯v A½
AbÂ]¡s¯hnsStbm t]mbXpambncp¶p. Aev]w Ignªv
Ip«nbpsS ]nXmsh¯n. hnis¶¯nb Abmfdnªp,
X\n¡ph¨ncp¶ Idn aIs\Sp¯p Igns¨¶v.
A¸³ aIs\ Acnit¯msS H¶Sn¨p. Ip«n
hoWp... ]ns¶ \nXyamb Dd¡¯nembn B Ipªv!
Ignª sImÃw tIcf¯n \S¶ asämcp
kw`hw. amhn¡bdn Hcp Ip«n am§m ]dn¨pXn¶p¶Xp
IWvS B amhnsâ DSaس Hcp tXm¡pambn XncnsIh¶v
B Ipªns\ shSnh¨p. ssZhm\p{Kl¯m Ah³
acn¨nÃ. B a\pjys\, a\pjy\mbn¡W¡m¡mtam?
C¯c¯nepÅ apgp{`m´·msc in£n¡m\pÅ
þ AÀln¡p¶hn[w þ in£sbm¶pw
Ct¸mÄ C´ymalmcmPy¯nensöp
h¶ncn¡p¶p!
hÀj§Ä¡pap¼v, A\pkcn¡m¯
a¡sf aS¡nb IbÀsImWvSv Ip\n¨p\nÀ¯n
]pd¯Sn¡p¶ Hcp ]nXmhns\ Rm³ IWvSn«pWvSv.
B a¡Ä t]Sn¨phnd¨p \n¡p¶Xv
Ct¸mgpw Fsâ a\Ên sXfnªp\n¡p¶p.
CXp IWvS Rm³ t]mepw hnd¨p... IWvSp \nev¡m\mhmsX
HmSnt¸mbn. B ]nXmhv "Fsâ a¡Ä ]dªmÂ
]dªnS¯v \nev¡pw' F¶v A`nam\t¯msS Ab¡mtcmSp
ho¼nf¡p¶Xpw Rm³ tI«n«pWvSv.
amXm]nXm¡Ä a¡sf Imfsb ASn¡p¶Xpt]mse
ASn¡m\Ã kvt\ln¡m\pw Ahsc \bn¡m\pamWv
]Tnt¡WvSXv. kvt\lwsImWvSv ASnbpsS Xes¯ adnIS¡Ww.
£an¡pIbpw kln¡pIbpw sN¿p¶nSt¯
hfÀ¨bpÅq.
F\ns¡mcp ]nXmhns\ Adnbmw. £asImWvSv At±lw
FÃmw t\Sn, AhImi§fp¶bn¡msX FÃmwIn«nb
Hcp a\pjy³. amXm]nXm¡sf HmÀ½n¡pt¼mÄ
B ]nXmhnsâ apJamsWsâ HmÀ½bnse¯p¶Xv.
Cu ]c¼cbn Hcn¡Â At´m\nt¨«s\¸än
Rms\gpXnbncp¶p. B ]nXmhns\¸än Hcn¡Â¡qSn
FgpXp¶p.
henbhcpw {]mbambhcpsams¡bmb \ap¡v ]et¸mgpw
\s½¡mÄ {]mb¯nepw Adnhnepw Xmgv¶htcmSp
£an¡m\pw £a tNmZn¡m\pw aSnbmWv. sXäp
\½ptSXmsW¦nepw NnetcmSp £a tNmZn¡nÃ
\½Ä. At´mWnt¨«³ Ft¸mÄ
X\n¡p sXänbmepw aäpÅhtcmSv AXpw Gähpw
{]mbw Ipdª Ipªnt\mSpt]mepw "£an¡Ww'
F¶p ]dbpambncp¶p. kz´w a¡tfmSpt]mepw £atNmZn¨ncp¶p
At±lw. Hcn¡Â kz´w aIt\mSv, Rm³
a\knem¡nbXpw sNbvXXpw sXänt¸mbn, Ft¶mSp
£an¡Ww' F¶v At±lw ]dªp. AhnsS B
]nXmhv IpdbpIbà hfcpIbmWp sNbvXXv. Ipªpa¡sf
Nnet¸mÄ hg¡p]dªmÂ, `£Ww t]mepw
Ign¡msX AhtcmSp £a tNmZn¡m³ At±lw
Im¯ncn¡pambncp¶p. AhtcmSp ]dbpw "Nm¨³
AdnbmsX ]dªpt]mbXmWv... a¡Ä £an¡Ww.
C\n hg¡p ]dbnÃ...' CXp tIÄ¡p¶ Ipªp§Ä¡v
F§s\ B ]nXmhns\ shdp¡m³ Ignbpw? A\pkcn¡mXncn¡m³
Ignbpw? kvt\ln¡mXncn¡m³ Ignbpw? aäpÅhcpsS
Gähpw sNdnb Bhiy§fnÂt¸mepw At´mWnt¨«³
klmbambn F¯nbncp¶p. aäpÅhtcmSp hn«phogvN
sN¿p¶Xns\mscmä X¯zimkv{XtabpÅq:
FÃmw FÃmhÀ¡pw AhImis¸«XmsW¶
[mcWam{Xw aXn. B Hcp [mcWbmbncp¶p At´mWnt¨«s\
aäpÅhcn \n¶v hyXykvX\m¡p¶Xv...
FÃmw ImWm\pw tIÄ¡m\pw Xpd¶ph¨ I®pIfpw
ImXpIfpw At±l¯n\pWvSmbncp¶p.
]¯pap¸Xp hÀjwap¼p \S¶ Hcp kw`hw
Rmt\mÀ¡p¶p. Fsâ Abev¡mcnsemcmÄ
At´mWnt¨«sâ AXncn \nev¡p¶
Hcp acw XtâXmsW¶v AhImihmZap¶bn¨p. Abev¡mcsâ
AXncp am´p¶Xv C¶pw Hcp tlm_nbmWv ]eÀ¡pw!
AhImihmZap¶bn¨p h¶ Abev¡mcs\ At´mWnt¨«sâ
_Ôp¡Ä FXncn«p. A¶v aqhmbnc¯ntesd
cq]m hnebpÅ B acw hn«psImSp¡nà F¶mbn
a¡fpw _Ôp¡fpw. F¶m At´mWnt¨«³
B Abev¡mcsâ ASp¡Â sN¶p ]dªp:
""tN«³ ]dªXp icnbmWv. Cu Bªnen
tN«tâXmWv. AXv F{XbpwthKw sh«nt¡m...''
Abev¡mc³ ]ntä¶p Xs¶ B acw sh«n.
A¶p cm{Xnbn A¯mgkab¯v At´mWnt¨«³
a¡tfmSv ]dªp: ""a¡tf, B Bªnen
\ap¡pthWvS. \½psS ]d¼nemsW¶Xp icn...
]t£, B acw sImWvSv C¶v \½psS Abev¡mc\v
BhiyapWvSv. hnhml{]mbw Ignª ktlmZcnsb hnhmlw Ign¸n¨p
hnSm³ \½psS Bªnen AhÀ¡v thWw.
AXv \½fdnªpsImWvSp sImSp¡Ww.'' ho«nseÃmhcpw
B ]nXmhv ]dªXp kzoIcn¨p. HcmfpsS ]¡Â A\mhiyambn
cn¡p¶ km[\w AXymhiy¡mcsâ AhImiamsW¶v
At±lw hnizkn¨ncp¶p. FhnsStbm hmbn¨tXmÀ¡p¶p:
""\½psS {^nUvPn an¨ancn¡p¶
`£Wkm[\w hni¡p¶hsâ AhImiamWv.'' Hcp ]t£,
Cu Nn´bmbncn¡pw At´mWnt¨«s\ C¯c¯nsemcp
a\pjy\mIm³ klmbn¨Xv.
"D¯cn¸pISw' F¶ hm¡v Hcp ss{IkvXhkw`mh\bmsW¶p
tXm¶p¶p. A\ycpsS AhImiw ssIhiw hbv¡cpsX¶v
CXp \s½ HmÀ½n¸n¡p¶p. C¶v
Cu hm¡p tIÄ¡pt¼mÄ \½Ä
Nncn¡pw. H¶p icnbmWv, FÃm¯n\pw IW¡pt_m[n¸nt¡WvS
Hcp Imew hcpw. Imesa{X ]ptcmKan¨mepw \nXykXy§Ä¡p
amäanÃ.
I¨hS¡mc\mb tN«³ ]m¸cmbn. At±lw
]eÀ¡pw ]Ww sImSp¡phm\papWvSmbncp¶p,
sNdnb XpIIÄ apXÂ henb XpIIÄ hsc. FÃmw
_p¡n IrXyambn Ipdn¨n«p. GsX¦nepw
Ime¯v Rm³ acn¨pt]mbmepw Cu XpI XncnsI sImSp¡Wsa¶v
FgpXnbpw h¨p. ]¯ncp]Xp hÀj¯n\ptijw ]Ww
Xncn¨psImSp¡m³ ]äp¶ AhØbmbn
At´mWnt¨«\v. A¶t±lw tcmKnbmbncps¶¦nepw,
B ]Whpambn At±lw FÃmhcpsSbpaSps¯¯n.
Hcp Ime¯v ]Ww sImSp¯p klmbn¨ FÃmhÀ¡pw
At±lw AhcpsS ]Ww XncnsI sImSp¯p. AXv hm§n¡m³
aSn¨htcmSt±lw ]dªp: ""AhImianÃm¯
Cu ]WwsImWvSv Fsâ a¡Ä `£Ww Ign¡m³
CSbm¡cpXv. AXpsImWvSv \n§Ä CXp hm§Ww.''
]W¯n\pap¼n B²ymßnIXbpw [À½imkv{Xhpw
tXmäpt]mIpw ]et¸mgpw. ]t£, At´mWnt¨«³
]Ws¯ tXmev]n¨p. kpJt`mK§sf tXmev]n¨p... C¯c¯nepÅ
P·§sf ssZhw AdnªpsImWvSv \ap¡nSbnte¡p
hnSp¶XmImw... Hcp {]Imihpw hgnIm«nbpamIm³...
C§s\bpw Pohn¡m³ Ignbpsa¶p ImWn¡m³.
At´mWnt¨«sâ a¡Ä ]dbpw: ""C\nsbmcp
P·apsWvS¦n Cu A¸sâbpw A½bpsSbpw
a¡fmbn P\n¨m aXn.'' |
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