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Hcn¡Â
{]ikvX\mb Hcp tUmIvSÀ hgnbn Xsâ tcmKnsb
IWvSpap«n. kvt\lt¯msS Hcmiwk t]mepw ]dbmsX tUmIvSÀ
AbmtfmSp tNmZn¨p: ""Imense apdnhpW§p¶Xphsc
\S¡cpsX¶v Xs¶ Rm³ IÀi\ambn hne¡nbncp¶XtÃ?''
""AXp kpJambn tUmIvSÀ.''
""AsX§s\ km[yamIpw? Imen Ct¸mgpw
apdnhpWvSv. \n§Ä \S¡m³ C\nbpw amk§sfSp¡pw.''
""Rm³, _mÂtjwtSmhv F¶ Znhy\mb Hcp
dºnbpsS ASp¡Â t]mbncp¶p. B sshZy\mWp ]dªXv
AkpJsams¡ amdnsb¶v.'' DS³ adp]Sn h¶p.
tUmIvSdmIs« H¶pw anWvSmsX \S¶pt]mbn. HcmgvN
Ignªt¸mÄ Cu tUmIvSÀ _mÂtjwtSmhv
F¶ B dºnbpsS hmXnen tZjyt¯msS CSn¨p.
dºn h¶v hmXn Xpd¶t¸mÄ tUmIvSÀ
]dªp: ""\n§Ä Hcp sshZy\msW¶v NneÀ
]dbp¶p.''
dºn ]dªp: ""Rm\Ã, ssZhamWv sshZy³.
\n§Ä Zbhmbn AI¯phcq.''
tUmIvSÀ AIt¯¡p {]thin¨nÃ.
AbmÄ ]dªp: ""BcmWv bYmÀ° sshZys\¶v
Adnbm³ \aps¡mcp ]co£Ww \S¯mw. BcmtWm A]csâ
tcmKw IsWvS¯n \nÀWbn¡p¶Xv AbmÄ bYmÀ°
sshZy³. F´m k½Xnt¨m?''
""\n§Ä B{Kln¡p¶Xpt]mse sN¿mw;
BZyw \n§Ä AI¯phcq.''
tUmIvSÀ dºnbpsS apdnbn {]thin¨v At±ls¯
]cntim[n¡m³ XpS§n. Hcp aWn¡qÀ Ignªv
tUmIvSÀ ]dªp:
""\n§Ä¡v bmsXmcp tcmKhpw CÃ.''
""F¶n tcmKw IsWvS¯m³ \n§Ä¡p
km[n¡m¯Xn F\n¡ÛpXanÃ''
dºn ]dªp: ""ssZhkm¶n[y¯n\pthWvSn
am{Xta Rm³ IcbmdpÅq. ssZh¯n\pthWvSnbpÅ
ZmlamWv Fsâ tcmKw. C\n Rm³ \n§sf ]cntim[n¡s«.''
_mÂtjwtSmhv, B tUmIvSdpsS ssIIÄ Xsâ ssIbnseSp¯v
AbmfpsS I®pIfn Däpt\m¡n tNmZn¨p: ""\n§Ä¡v
Fs´¦nepw \jvSs¸«n«ptWvSm?''
""Fsâ ]¡Â hnetbdnb Hcp cXv\w DWvSmbncp¶p.
Hcn¡Â Btcm AXv tamjvSn¨p.''
""AXmWv \n§fpsS tcmKw.''
""GXv? Fsâ cXv\w ssItamiw h¶tXm? AsX§s\bmWv
tcmKamhp¶Xv?'' tUmIvSÀ AÛpXs¸«p.
dºn hniZoIcn¨p. ""ssZh¯n\pthWvSnbpÅ
ZmlamWv Fsâ tcmKw. A§s\sbmcp Zmlw \n§Ä¡nÃ
F¶XmWv \n§fpsS tcmKw. \n§Ä hnes¸«Xmbn
IcpXp¶Xv \jvSs¸«pt]mb ssZhnIssNX\ys¯bÃ,
ssItamiw h¶pt]mb cXv\s¯bmWv.''
dºnbpsS hm¡pIÄ tI« B \nanjw tUmIvSÀ
ZoÀLambn \nizkn¨p. I®oÀNmepIÄ HgpIn.
_mÂtjwtSmhnsâ ssIIfn AaÀ¯n¸nSn¨psImWvSv
tUmIvSÀ ]dªp: ""ssZh¯n\p thWvSn Zmln¡m³
Fs¶bpw ]Tn¸n¡q.''
]p©ncn¨psImWvSv dºn ]dªp:
""\n§Ä¡v Zmlw XpS§n¡gnªp;
\n§fpsS tcmKw amdn¯pS§n.''
(_p²sâ Idp¯ aq¡v)
ssZhw I\nªp\ÂIp¶ k¼¯v... AhnSps¯
Bßmhnsâ Ccn¸nSw... FtagvkWnsâ `mjbnÂ
"\½psS BZyk¼¯v...' AtX, BtcmKyapÅ
icocw hninjvSamb Zm\w Xs¶.
ss__nfn ]dbp¶p.
""BtcmKyw kzÀ®s¯¡mÄ t{ijvTamWv;
_enjvTamb icocw Afhä [\s¯¡mfpw.''
({]`mjI³ 30:15)
]Izamb icochpw a\Êpw... hnip²amb {]hr¯nIfpw
DZm¯amb Nn´Ifpw... BtcmKyapÅ hyànXz¯nsâ
amäp Iq«phm³... lrZb¯n \n¶v
kvt\ls¯fn\oÀ HgpIn¸c¡m³... ImeSnIÄ
]ngbv¡msX apt¶m«v... thWw, AtcmKZrVKm{Xamb
PohnXku`mKyw.
HmÀ¡pI, kplrt¯, \n\¡v ZoÀLmbpkv
\ÂIm³ ssZh¯n\p am{Xta Ignbq. \nsâ tcmK§fnÂ,
kl\]ÀƧfn \n\¡v BizmktaIm³
aämÀ¡pamhnÃ. imizXamb im´n ssZh¯nsâ
Zm\as{X. ssZhw `njKzc\neqsS \nsâ tcmKw kuJys¸Sp¯p¶p.
\nsâ a\knsâ aWn¨nangn BizmkZmbI\mb Hcp
sshZysâ cq]w sXfnªp\n¡p¶ntÃ?
km´z\kv]Àiambn... kvt\l¯nsâ IpfnÀsX¶embn,
XtemSembn... ImcpWyw \ndªpXpfp¼p¶ hm¡pIfmbn,
lrZbs¯ kv]Àin¡p¶ kzÀKob A\p`hambn,
ssZh¯nsâ I\nhv BÄcq]¯nÂ... \n\¡p
ap¼nÂ... Aenhnsâ amemJbmb B `njKzc³...
\n\s¡mcp cWvSmw P·w k½m\n¨ \nsâ
{]nb Bßkplr¯v; hgnIm«n; Nn´I³...
\nsâ hm¡pIfn ]dªm "Cu `qanbnse
Gäw anI¨ tUmIvSÀ! B ssI¸pWyw A\p`hn¡m³
IgnªXv \nsâ \ntbmKw; \nsâ ]qÀÆkqcnIÄ
sNbvX ]pWy¯nsâ ^ew. A§s\ \o IsWvS¯nb `njKzc³
ssZhw \n\¡mbn Im¯ph¨ A\p]a kvt\lnX³ Xs¶.
AtX, \nsâ c£I³. At±l¯n\v NnInÕ
tIhew "tPmen'bÃ, ]pWyIÀ½amWv... XeapdIsf
km´z\s¸Sp¯emWv... angn\oÀIW§Ä
H¸p¶ ]hn{X\nanj§fmWv... ssZh¯nsâ
hnfn¡pÅ {]Xyp¯camWv... IrXyhntem]w IqSmsXbpÅ
IÀ½ImÞw cNn¡emWv. IÀ¯hy\nÀÆlW¯nsâ
hyYIfn sh´pcpIemWv. ssZhw \bn¡p¶ hgn¯mcIfneqsSbpÅ
au\k©mcamWv... s\m¼cs¸Sp¯p¶ a\pjyP·§Ä¡v
Xm§mIphm\pÅ kpIrXamWv. ]W¯nt\mSpÅ BÀ¯nbÃ
At±ls¯ `njKzc\m¡nbXv. adn¨v IZ\§fpsS
temI¯v Aebp¶ a\pjyP·§Ä¡v ImcpWy¯nsâ
XtemSÂ... tcmK]oUIfn \n¶v Bizmk¯nsâ
]pXpP·w...
Hcp D¯a`njKzc\v BZywthWvS KpWw ]mhs¸« tcmKnIfnÂ
ssZhs¯ ZÀin¡phm\pÅ DÄ¡mgvNbmWv.
H¸w ssZh¯m \bn¡p¶ PohnX¯n\v
DSabpambncn¡Ww. Cuizchnizmkhpw Adnhpw a\pjykvt\lhpw, shÃphnfnIÄ
AXnPohn¡m³ [ocXbpw kt½fn¡p¶ PnÚmkp¡fmIWw
AhÀ. tcmKnIfpsS Pohsâ ImhemÄ BIm³ hnfn¡s¸«hcmWv
AhÀ. BÀ{Zamb a\kn\pSabmbncn¡Wsa¶p Npcp¡w.
"k´m\tKm]mew' F¶ IhnXbn Ihn hn. a[pkqZ\³
\mbÀ ]cmaÀin¡p¶Xp t]mse lrZbs\m¼c§Ä
Ahsc apdns¸Sp¯Ww.
""C¶p Rm³ \nd¨pWvS s\Ã cnt¨mdn\pÅnÂ
I®p\oÀ¡S¯nsâ Ibv]p IÄ IS¡p¶p
C¶p Rm³ I®n¡WvS am\pjt¡me¯nsâ
FÃntem hni¸nsâ thÀ¸p \oÀ
Xpdn¡p¶p''
(k´m\tKm]mew)
{]nbkplrt¯, \nsâ {]nb `njKzc³ ImXn sNmÃp¶Xv
ssZhhmIyambn IcpXpI. ssZhamWv At±ls¯ \n\¡mbn
IcpXn h¨Xv. At±lt¯mSpÅ IS¸mSpIÄ
Hcn¡epw hnkvacn¡bpacpXv. At±l¯nsâ
ap¼n \nsâ apJwaqSnIÄ Agn¨pIfbpI.
]qÀ®hnizmkw AÀ¸n¡pI. ssZhamWv
At±l¯neqsS {]hÀ¯n¡pI F¶v
HmÀ¡pI. tcmKnIsf kpJs¸Sp¯n Keoenbmbnepw
kao]{]tZi§fnepw ssZhcmPy¯nsâ ktµiw ]IÀ¶p
\ÂInb "apdnthä kuJyZmbI³' (wounded healer)
Cutim At±l¯nsâ hgnIm«nbmWv.
BtcmKyapÅ Xeapd Hcp cmjv{S¯nsâ k¼¯mWv.
AXpsImWvSp Xs¶bmWv \sÃmcp BtcmKyapWvSmbncn¡pI
F¶Xv kzmX{´y¯nte¡pÅ Hcp {][m\ NphSphbv]mWv
F¶v "sk\¡' A`n{]mbs¸Sp¶Xv.
"ss__nfnÂ' C{]Imcw ]dbp¶p. ""k´pjvSlrZbw
BtcmKyZmbIamWv. XfÀ¶ a\Êv BtcmKyw sISp¯p¶p.''
(kp`mjnX§Ä 17:22)
lnt¸m{Imäkv A`n{]mbs¸Sp¶p.
""Wherever the art of medcine is loved,
there also is love of humanity''
(NnInÕmk{¼Zmbw kvt\ln¡s¸Sp¶nSs¯Ãmw
a\pjykvt\lhpw DWvSmIpw).
"a\pjy³ a\pjys\ kvt\ln¡pt¼mÄ a\ÊnÂ
ssZhw P\n¡p¶p' F¶ alXvktµiamWv ChnsS ZÀin¡m\mhpI.
D¯a\mb `njKzc\neqsS ssZhw \½psS "IZ\w Xn§pw
PohnX' ¯n kvt\lt¯msS CSs]Sp¶p.
ImcWw ssZhw kvt\lamWv F¶Xp Xs¶. PohnX¯nsâ
Dujc`qanbn AhnSp¶v ImcpWy¯nsâ hÀj_nµp¡fmbn
s]bvXnd§p¶p.
a\knsâ ]pWykv\m\¯n\v Znhy`njKzc\mb ssZhs¯ £Wn¨psImWvSv
cho{µ\mYv SmtKmÀ "KoXmRvPen' bn FgpXp¶Xv
{it²bamWv.
""lrZbw DW§n hcfpt¼mÄ
ImcpWyhÀjambn
A§v F¶nte¡p h¶mepw
PohnX¯n \n¶p
{]kmZhcw \jvSamIpt¼mÄ
Km\marXhpambn
A§ph¶mepw
_lfmbam\amb tPmen
AXnsâ Bchsa§papbÀ¯n
Fs¶ ]pd¯m¡pt¼mÄ
A§bpsS iànbpw hn{im´nbpambn
\ni_vZXbpsS \mYm,
A§v F¶nte¡p h¶mepw.'' |
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