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HmSnbpw
\S¶pw Hcp hn[¯n R§Ä intamsâ
]SnhmXnev¡se¯n. IptdbmfpIÄ AhnsS IqSn\nev]pWvSmbncp¶p.
Bscbpw AIt¯¡p IS¯n hnSmsX hmXneS¨pImhÂ\nev¡p¶
cWvSp t]À. Fs¶bpw atbmansbbpw AhÀ XSªp.
"" F\n¡p hncp¶pimebn t]mIWw...''
Rm\htcmSp ]dªp:"" tbiphnsâ k¶n[nbnÂ.
Zbhmbn hmXn Xpd¶p Xcq.''
Imhev¡mÀ hg§nbnÃ. AhcnsemcmÄ Dd¨p
]dªp: "" ]SnhmXnen\n Xpd¡pIbnÃ.
£Wn¡s¸«hscÃmw AI¯p t]mbncn¡p¶p.''
F\n¡v B[nbmbn. tbiphnsâ AcnInse¯m\pÅ
Cu hmXn Xpd¡mXncp¶m F´mIpw Fsâ
KXn? B hnNmc¯mepWvSmb A]qÀÆ hocyt¯msS
Imhev¡mtcmSv Rm³ XÀ¡n¨p:""
DSt\ \n§Ä hmXn Xpd¡Ww. AsænÂ
\n§Ä¡p tZmjapWvSmIpw. \n§Ä¡dnbntÃ
tbip BcmsW¶v?''
""tbip Bcmbm R§s¡´m..''
""F¶m \n§f\p`hn¡pw. A\p`hn¨dnbpw.
Rm\m ]dbps¶.''
Fsâ Akm[mcW`mhhpw I\¯ i_vZhpw Imhev¡msc De¨p.
HcmÄ BwKyw ImWn¨v aq¶pklmbnIsf hnfn¨phcp¯n.
apJ¯p iucyw apänb ]cm{IanIÄ. AhÀ \nc¶p\n¶v
Fs¶ {]Xntcm[n¨p. Ahcnse s]m®³ Fs¶ `ojWns¸Sp¯n:
""kv{Xotb, \o ChnSp¶p amdnt¸mhpI. IelapWvSm¡nbmÂ
\ns¶ ]nSn¨psI«n ZWvU\Øe¯v Gev]n¡p.
AbmÄ R§Ä¡pt\tc I®pcp«n. AhÀ
A©pt]cpsSbpw sN¦®pIfn Xosbcnbp¶Xv
R§Ä IWvSp. atbman AS¡w ]dªp: ""adnbw,
F\n¡p t]SnbmIp¶p.''
""F´n\v?''
""ChÀ Zpcmßm¡fmWv. F´p sN¿m\pw
aSn¡m¯hÀ. IWvSntà I®nse Xobv!''
atbman ]dªXv icnbmsW¶v F\n¡pw tXm¶n. ZpcmtemN\tbmsS
R§sf t\m¡p¶ ZpÀ½qÀ¯nIÄ!
Chsc IS¶v F§s\ AI¯p{]thin¡pw? t]mwhgn ImWmsX
a\Êp tX§n. \ncmibm DÅp \odn. Rm³
Cudntbens\ HmÀ¯p. DudntbÂ, DudntbÂ..
DÅw Icªp hnfn¨p.
Is®m¶na¨Xpw ImcymfnbpsS hchpWvSmbn. hncp¶pimebnte¡v
ImgvN¡mcmbn IptdbmfpIsf IS¯nhnSm³ AbmfpsS \nÀt±iw.
]SnhmXn Xpd¡m³ XmakapWvSmbnÃ. ImhemfnIÄ
IptdbmfpIsf AIt¯¡p IS¯nhn«p. A¡q«¯nÂ
Rm\pw atbmanbpw ]SnhmXn IS¶p. intamsâ hkXn¡p
ap¼n R§sf¯n. Zo]ameIfm Xnf§p¶
aWnaµncw! sh®¡Â ]mInb hnimeamb apäw.hnXm\ns¨mcp¡nb
hncp¶pime \Spapä¯v.
BfpIÄ¡nSbneqsS Xn¡n¯nc¡n, Rm³
ImgvN¡mcpsS ap³\ncbnse¯n. icdm´epIfpsS
{]Imis¸mena. tZhZmcphn ISsªSp¯ Ccn¸nS§Ä.
AXnYnIÄ bYmtbmKyw D]hnjvScmbncn¡p¶p. apJyØm\¯v
tXmtPmab\mb tbip!
Fsâ at\mcmPyw AS¡nhmgp¶ cmPIpamcs\, I¬IpfnÀs¡
IWvSp\n¶ \nanj§Ä! ]mZ]oT¯n ImepIÄh¨v,
taita ssIbq¶n, ]«phncn¨ Nmcpa©¯nÂ
tbip! Npatemfw NpcpWvSpInS¡p¶ apSn. an\p§p¶
IpdnbXmSn. angnIfn \nÀ½eamb Kuchw. \oWvS\mknI.
kzÑXbpÅ apJ¯v hyk\¯nsâ DuSp]mhpIÄ.
Xsâ ap¶nse s]m³Xme¯nÂ\n¶v, kmh[m\w
`£Ww Ign¡p¶p. Hcp hi¯v BXntYb\mb intam³
{]uVntbmsS. CcphÀ¡pw AI¼Sn tkhn¨psImWvSv
hncp¶phmgn. I¼nhmZy§fpsS t\À¯kzc§fmÂ
kwKoXkm{µamb hncp¶pime.
IWvSpIWvSp \nevs¡ Fsâ lrZbXmfw D¨¯nembn.
kckcmK¯nepff t{]aKoXw Be]n¡p¶Xpt]mse. \nb{´Wwhn«v
apt¶m«pIpXn¡p¶ a\Êv.{]mW{]nbsâ
icWXfncpIfn \an¡phm\pÅ Xzc. ASp¯am{XbnÂ
Fsâ ImepIÄ apt¶m«p]mªp. B ImÂNph«nÂ
sN¶v Ccp]mZ§fnepw Ip¼n«pRm\ncp¶p.
Fsâ I®pIÄ \ndsªmgpIn. _mjv][mcbmÂ
B ]mZ§Ä IpXnÀ¶p. a\ÊpXpd¶v
Rm³ k¦Sw ]dªp.
þCXv BßkaÀ¸W¯nsâ Ddh.
þBßmhn IcpXnh¨ncp¶ kvt\l_mjv]w.
þ CsXsâ Bßkm£m¡mcw.
þA§bpsS ]mZ]qPbv¡mbn Cu ]m]n\nsb ip²oIcn¨mepw.
lrZb`mcw \o§nt¸mb \nanj§Ä. DÅnÂ
XWp¸ngªp. tbip]mZ§fn Fsâ Ip\pIp´fw
DeªpInS¶p. XncpNcW§Ä Fsâ apSnbmÂ
XpS¨pan\p¡n ]eh«w Npw_n¨p.Fsâ ]¡epWvSmbncp¶
kv^SnI]m{X¯nse ]cnafssXew B ]mZ§fn ]qin. AXnsâ
kuc`yw hncp¶pimebnemsI hym]n¨p. hncp¶pImcpw ImWnIfpw
BÝcys¸«p. asäm¶pw {i²n¡msX
tbip]mZ§Ä XtemSns¡mWvSp Rm\ncp¶p.
CsXm¶pw Adnbm¯ `mh¯nembncp¶p tbip. kmhImiw
`£Ww]qÀ¯nbm¡n At±lw ssIXpS¨p.
]m\]m{X¯nse hoªpIpSn¨p NpWvSpIsfm¸n AtX
a«nencp¶p.
CsXÃmw IWvSncn¡sh, a²yhbkvI\mb intam\p klnjvWpX
\jvSs¸«p. AbmÄ IqS¡qsS I®pNn½n.
AbmfpsS XmSnhnd¨p. ]dªptIÄ¡p¶t]mse,
{]hmNI\söptWvSm tbip? ZoÀLZÀinbmsW¦nÂ
AdntbWvSXtÃ, Xsâ Imen Npw_n¡p¶
Cu kv{XobpsS hnIekz`mhw? ]c]pcpj·mcpsS at²y apSnbgn¨n«p
{]Xy£s¸Sp¶hÄ¡v, Keoebn {]Nmc¯nepÅ
t]cv AdnbnsöptWvSm tbiphn\v? F´p]dbm³!;Np¦¡mtcmSpw
]m]nItfmSpw tXhSn¨n ItfmSpt]mepw, N§m¯w IqSp¶
Chs\ ChnsS £Wn¨phcp¯nbtX A_²w. tbiphnsâ
kulrZ¯m X\n¡pw s]cpa t\Smsa¶p hnNmcn¨mWv
Cu hncps¶mcp¡nbXv. F¶n«p kw`hn¨tXm?
aäpÅhcpsS ap¶n X\n¡p \mWt¡Sv.
eÖmhlw! eÖmhlw! intam³ s\änNpfn¨ncp¶p.
tbip incÊpbÀ¯n intams\ Ncnªp t\m¡n.
Ahs\ arZphmbn hnfn¨p:
""intam³, HcpImcyw Rm³ ]dbs«...''
""]dbq {]t`m.''
""hncp¶n\p \osbs¶ £Wn¨phcp¯n.
F¶m BXnYyacymZ \o ImWn¨nÃ. Fs¶ kzoIcn¨v
D]NmcNpw_\w X¶nÃtÃm \obv. \S¶ph¶
F\n¡p ImepIgpIm³ \o shÅw Hgn¨pX¶XpanÃ.
hnbÀ¸pKÔaIäm³ AXnYnsb kpKÔw
]qip¶ \m«p]XnhpWvStÃm; AXpw \o ]men¨nÃ.
Ft¶mSv BZcanÃmªn«tÃ, C¯cw
]XnhmNmc§Ä \o Hgnhm¡nbXv? A§s\btÃ
intam³?''
BtNmZy§Ä intams\ A¼c¸n¨p Ah\p Pmfyw
tXm¶n. Xsâ at\mKXw Cu bphmsh§s\ a\Ênem¡n?
Akm[mcW_p²nssh`hw Xs¶! Ah³ aSn¨p aSn¨p
\mh\¡n: "" A§s\sbm¶pw Rm³ IcpXnbnÃ.''
""F¶m FÃmw Adnbp¶h³ FÃmw
Adnbp¶p. Cu kv{Xo sNbvX {]hr¯nIÄ \o IWvSnÃtbm?
Fs¶ NqWvSn¡mWn¨psImWvSv tbip ]dªp: ""intams\,
F\n¡p \o sN¿mXncp¶sXÃmw ChÄ sNbvXncn¡p¶p.
BXnYyacymZIÄ ]men¨v Chsfs¶ kzoIcn¨p. ChfpsS
a\Ênse hncp¶pimebnte¡v. AXnhfpsS Bßhnip²nbpsS
sXfnhv. Im^ew sImWvStÃm ^ehr£§sf Xncn¨dnbp¶Xv.''
B hN\§fpsS A\nXc{]`mh¯n hncp¶pime Xcn¨ncp¶p.
tbiphnsâ ImÂNph«n hoWpt]mbncp¶p
Rm³. At±lw Fs¶ ]nSn¨pbÀ¯n.
B Xncpap¼n \an¨p\nevs¡, At±lw
Ft¶mSp kwkmcn¨p. ""\nsâ t]cv?''
hndNpWvSpItfmsS Rm³ ]dªp:
""a...dn...bw.''
tbiphnsâ angnIÄ Fsâ lrZb¯n ]Xnbp¶Xp
Rm\dnªp. hn\bhXnbmbn incÊpXmgv¯n Rm³ \n¶p.
I\nhnsâ ap¯paWnIÄ s]dp¡n X¶psImWvSv
At±lw ]dªp:
""adnbta kam[m\t¯msS t]mIpI. c£bpsS k\mX\
amÀ¤¯nemWp \o. apàn \n\¡pÅXmIp¶p.
im´n... im´n.... im´n...''
Hcp \mfpw tIÄ¡m¯ AarX`mjWw! FsâbpÅw
Imw£n¨ncp¶ kZm\µ {]hmlw! Rm³ {ihn¨Xv
]cam\µw ]Icp¶ apàna{´w! D¸pXq¬t]mse
Rm\hnsS \n¶pt]mbn.
tbip Fgpt¶äv BXntYbs\ kao]n¨p. ¾m\apJ\mbn
\nev¡p¶ intams\ BenwK\w sNbvXv tbip Bizmkw ]dªp:
""kmcanà intam³. Al½Xn BÀ¡mWnÃm¯Xv.
BcpanÃtÃm \oXnam³. FÃmhcpw Hcpt]mse
hgnsXän k©cn¡p¶p. A§s\bpÅhsc
t\Àhgn ImWn¡m\tÃm a\pjy]p{X³ h¶ncn¡p¶Xv.''
tImcn¯cn¨pt]mbn intam³. Fsâ Kptcm, Fsâ
Kptcm, F¶phnfn¨v, AbmÄ tbiphnsâ tXmfnÂ
Npw_n¨p. Ah\p \µn{]Imin¸n¨psImWvSv tbip
bm{X ]dªp: "" \µn ktlmZcm, \µn. Rm³
t]mIs«. C\nbpw Hcp]mSpZqcw k©cnt¡WvSnbncn¡p¶p.
Imew F{Xtbm Npcp¡w. the F{Xtbm A[nIw.''
AhnsS DWvSmbncp¶hÀs¡Ãmw `mhpIw Biwkn¨psImWvSv
At±lw hncp¶pimehn«v ]pdt¯¡p \S¶p.
]ndtI injy·mÀ. Kpcphns\ bm{Xbm¡m³ ]SnhmXnÂ
hsc sN¶p intam³. BfpIÄ Iq«w tNÀ¶v
tbiphns\ A\pKan¨p.
atbman h¶v Fsâ ssI]nSn¨p. ""hcqadnbw,
\ap¡pw t]mImw. ''
""t]mImw. Hcp \nanjw. C¶v Kpcphns\ IsWvS¯nb\mÄ.
F\n¡p ]n´pScm³ C\n B Imev]mSpIÄ. Fsâ
apSn Rms\m¶p sI«nhbv¡s« atbman.''
AhÄ I®nabv¡msX Fs¶ t\m¡n\n¶p.
C¡mea{Xbpw sI«nhbv¡msX InS¶ Fsâ
apSn, kmhImiw Rm³ sI«nh¨p. CsXsâ PohnXkm^eyw.
Kpcp]mZw apIÀ¶ Cu apSn C\nsb¶pw kp`{Zw.
Fsâ tIi`mcw IWvSv BÝcys¸Sp¶ atbmantbmSp
Rm³ ]dªp:
""C\nsb¶pw Rm\n§s\ apSn s]m¡ns¡«nhbv¡pw.
IptdIqSn kzÀ¤¯nte¡v ASp¡m³.''
Ahsfm¶pw anWvSnbnÃ. Rm³ hnfn¨p: ""hcq
atbman. Kpcphpw injy·mcpw Hcp]mSpap¶nembn. \ap¡pw
thKw t]mImw.''
apt¼t]mbhcpsS H¸sa¯m³ R§Ä thKw
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