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incÊnÂ
F«pImenheIfpw IS¶Â¡qSpIfpw tNt¡dm³
XpS§nbt¸mÄ A´¸mbn XoÀ¯pw
AkzØ\mbn. AbmÄ¡v AsXm«pw kln¡m\mhp¶Xmbncp¶nÃ.
Ccn¡s¸mdpXn sI«t¸mÄ AbmÄ ]gb
hÀ¯am\§Ä Hmtcm¶mtemNn¨p Iq«n
Xe]p®m¡n.
F§s\ IgnªpIqSnb Hcp IpSpw_amWv C{]Imcw Xmdpamdmbnt¸mbXv.
k¦ev] koaIÄ¡v F{Xtbm ImXw A¸pdambncn¡p¶p
AXnsâ cq]ant¸mÄ.
On{Zam¡s¸« cmPyhpw On{Zam¡s¸«
IpSpw_hpw £Ww sImWvSv AkvXan¨pt]mIpsa¶tÃm
IÀ¯mhv Acpfns¨bvXncn¡p¶Xv.
A´¸mbnbpsS angnIÄ [mc[mcbmbn I®oÀ
hmÀ¯p. ISseSp¯pt]mb ]gb Icbmbn¯oÀ¶ncn¡pIbtÃm
Nndbv¡¸d¼n XcyXnsâ XdhmSv?
AbmfpsS lrZbw hymIpehmfm ]nfÀ¡s¸Sp¶p.
IjvS¸mSpIfpsS acp`qanIfnÂ\n¶pw DÄ¡SepIfnÂ\n¶pw
F{XZqcw ssIsabv ad¶[zm\n¨n«Ãtbm ]qÀÆnIÀ
IpSpw_w DbÀ¯n FSpt¯mWvSph¶Xv!
At¸mÄ XrÈnt]cqÀ Xmeq¡v Sn hntÃPv
A¶Ic Awiw tZi¯v Nndbv¡¸d¼nÂ
XcyXv s]mdn©p¡p«n aI³ tem\¸mbn am¸nf
F¶hÀ¡v hntijn¨v sXmgnsem¶papWvSmbncp¶nÃ.
BI¸msSbpÅ hcpam\amÀ¤w ]¯p]d Hcp¸q
IrjnbnSw am{Xw. AsXm¶p sImWvSp thWambncp¶p Hcp Uk³
a\pjyhbdpIÄ ]peÀ¯m³. PohkÔmcW¯n\pÅ
GI D]m[nbn tem\¸mbn am¸nf FÃpapdnsb
]WnsbSp¯p. H¶p cWvSp ]ip¡sf A¶mhp½bpw
t]män. F¶n«pw Imet£]w Ign¡m³
_p²nap«mbn. ]dªns«´p ^ew? ]«nWnbpw
]cnh«hpw tem\¸mbnbpsS ho«nse \nXykµÀiIcmbn,
XpSÀ¨bmbn hncp¶ph¶p.
]¯pa¡fn ISnªqÂ]p{X\mbmWv A´¸mbn
`qPmX\mIp¶Xv. `cWn \£{Xw. A\´cw F«p s]¬Ip«nIsf
XpSÀ¨bmbn s]äpIq«n A¶mhp½
Ncn{X¯nenSw t\Sn. HSphn ISÈns¡mf´bmbn
P\n¨p hoWh³ Np½mcpIp«³. X¶nan¯w
Ah³ ktlmZc§fpsS Acpabpw Hma\bpambn.
s]¬a¡Äþ A¨m½, kmdm½,
timim½, I{Xo\m½, adnbm½, Zo\m½,
XmWvS½, Nn¶½ F¶o ktlmZcnamÀ.
ImgvNbn AgIpähcmbncp¶Xn\m buh\mcw`¯nÂXs¶
hnhmlnXcmbn, `À¯rKrl§fn sN¶p]än.
Imcyamb kv{Xo[\sam¶pw acpa¡Ä Bcpw tNmZn¨XpanÃ.
A½ A¶mhp½ X{X¯n s]m·mWn
C«namWnbpsS GI k´m\ambncp¶p.
apXnÀ¶Xn\ptijw A´¸mbn ITn\ambn A[zm\n¨pWvSm¡nbhbmWv
C¶p Xdhm«n \ndªp Ipanbp¶ hkvXp hlIfpw
ØmhcPwKa hkvXp¡fpsaÃmw.
Imew tkzÑbm sh¨Sn apt¶m«p apt¶m«p
\S¶p t]mbn.
HcpZnhkw, cmhnse Dt±iw Gsg«paWnbmbn¡mWpw.
A´¸mbn XdhmSp hoSnsâ ap³`mK¯pÅ
tImembn NmcpItkcbn Nmcn¡nS¶v ]{Xw hmbn¡pIbmWv.
CSbvs¡mcp ab¡w. A´¸mbn Hcp kz]v\w IWvSp.
s]mSp¶s\ ]pd¯v ImÂs¸cpamäw tI«v
sR«nbpWÀ¶v A´¸mbn Xe DbÀ¯nt\m¡n.
ap¼n \n¡p¶q sIm¨\nb³
Np½mcpIp«³. apJhpcsbt\y sIm¨\nb³
t\sc sNmsÆ Imcy¯nte¡p IS¡p¶p.
""tN«³ Rm³ ]dbm³ t]mW Imcy§Ä
\¶mbn {i²n¨p tIÄ¡Ww''.
Np½mÀ XpS¡an«p.
""Mvlpw. ]dbv.''. A´¸mbn aqfp¶p.
""XdhmSp hoSpw AXncn¡p¶ `qanbpsS ap³his¯
A¼Xp skâv Øtemw, tN«³ Fsâ
t]cnev thKw FgpXn dbnkv{Sm¡n¯cWw. H«pw Aam´w
]mSnÃ''.
Häizmk¯n A\nb³ sN¡³ Bhiys¸SWXv
tI«n«v A´¸mbn AÔmfn¨pt]mbn.
""Zv´m Cs¨¡\v ]täy?''. AbmÄ
a\Ên ]dªp.
""AsX´m Np½mcpt«y \obn§s\
tNmbv¡m³?''.
A´¸mbn hmÕeyw hgnsªmgpIp¶ kzc¯nÂ
tNmZn¨p.
""\m«p\S¸p{]Imcw XdhmSp hoSn\hImiw Ftf
tam\m¶dnªpIqtS tN«\v?''.
Np½mcv Xncn¨p tNmZn¨p.
A\nbsâ \ymbhmZw A´¸mbn¡§Sv ]nSn¨nÃ.
""AsX§\ymicymÆm Np½mtd.' aqt¯Ä
Rm\tÃ? IpSpw_¯n\pthWvSn Ft´mcw IjvSs¸t«m\m
Rm³? AXpw Np½mcp«n¡dnªpIqtS? AtXmWvSv
C\n¡tà XdhmSp IpSnbncn¸n\hImiw?''
H¶p \nÀ¯nbtijw A´¸mbn Hcp kwibw
D¶bn¡pIbpw sNbvXp.
""ho«pImcmcpw tI¡WvS \½Ä ]dbW
Imcy§Ä. \obn§s\ Bhiys¸Sm³ F´m
Hcv tlXp? \ymbw? .. Mm.. ]d tI¡s«. AXp ]dbmtWvS,
s\s¶ hnSney Rm³''.
A´¸mbn hm¡p apdp¡n, A¼p Ipe¨p.
Np½mcv AhnsS heªp.
""tN«³ C§s\ Kdphn¡WsX´q«n\m?
A¸sâ \nÝbm Rm\n¸dtª. A¸³
hn¸{X¯nev A§\ym FgpXn sht¨À¡Wv.
Adntbzm?''.
""FMv? \osb´m ]dtª? A¸sâ acW]t{Xm?''.
A´¸mbn HmÀ¡m¸pd¯v sR«ns¯dn¨p.
""acW]t{Xm, A¸tâym? F´m \obn¸tdWv
Csâ Np½mcpt«y? AsX¸gm X¿mdmt¡y.
Bcm X¿mdmt¡y. FhvSym dbnkv{Smt¡y?''. A´¸mbn
icitc¶v tNmZy§Ä DXnÀ¯p.
""B Mv lm þ AtXs¸m, {X \¶mtb!''.
Np½mcv ]Ãp ap¸¯ncWvSpw shfn¡p
Im«n apJw tIm«n Xncn¨Sn¨p.
""F´m Np½mtcz, Rm\dnªnÃmtÃm
H¶pw''. Atijw hn«psImSp¡m³ X¿mdÃ
A´¸mbn.
""]ns¶ acW]{Xw FÃmtcw hnfn¨p Iq«o«m
FgvXzm? Ct¨«\v kmam\yt_mt[mweymWvSmbotem''.
Np½mcv arZphmbn tN«s\ \pÅn ]cnlkn¨p.
A´¸mbn adptNmZyw \o«n.
""As¸m¸ns¶ \obv am{Xw F§\ym
B clkyw Adntª Np½mcpt«ymb''
A´¸mbn \njvIf¦amb tNmZyw hnÃnÂ\n¶v
FbvXphn«p.
""A½ acn¡pw apt¼ Cs¶ Fev]n¨Xm
kwKXn. AsXt´mWvSm A½ A§s\ s\t¶mSpam{Xw
clkyw ]dbm³? s\s¶am{Xw AtXev]n¡m³ Imcyw?
\n§fv _m¡oÅ H¼Xpt]cpw At½sS a¡fÃm¶ptWvSm?
''
A´¸mbn hnSp¶ `mhanÃ. Np½mdnsâ
XeXcn¨p
""\o¿n¸dbWsX§\ymt«m icymÆm?
A¸³ acn¡WXv 1988etÃ? A½ym¨m
1999epw ]¯p ]Xns\m¶p sImÃmbn«pw A½
CXmtcmSpw ]dbm WvSvcn¡ym? s\t¶msSmgn¨v?
]dªp]dªp apdpIns¡m WvSncnt¡ P·\m
kuay\mb A´¸mbn¡v ASnapSn IenIbdn¯pS§n.
tZls¯ tcma§fv apgph³ Fgpt¶äp\n¶p
þ s\sâ ]n¯ems«m¶pw A´¸mboâ
Sp¯v sNehm hnÃymSmtamt\. tNmbv¡s« s]¬Ipt«ymÄ
s¡«®¯n\pw hn¸{X ¯ne`q
taym¶pw FgvXn sht¨WvSm À¶vtey A¸³?
ftÃ?
A´¸mbn kXymt\zjWhy{K\mbn. AhnsS Np½mcp«n
kmcamsbm¶v sXm«p. ""þCWvStem, s]§·m
tcmtcmcp¯n¡pw ap¸¯n A¿mbncw Ddp]y
hoXw sImSv ¡m\m FgvXnsht¨À¡WXv. tN«³
a\Êpsh¨m, s\m½Ä¡v cWvSmÄ¡zmbn
AX§vSv `mKns¨Sp¡mw. CjvSwt]mse kv{Xo[\w sImSp¯v
sI«nt¨mäy tÃAhäIsf tN«³
H¶v k½Xw aqfymaXn ]n¶s¯ Imcyw Cu Rmt\äp.
Ht¡y§Sv sh¡w icym¡mw''
AXpwIqSn tI«tXmsS A´¸mbnbpsS a\Êv \nivNeambn.
AbmfpsS lrZb¯neqsS ]ns¶bpw Hcp hmÄ icthKw ]mªpIbdn.
tNmcs]mSnªt¸mÄ A´¸mbn ]gbImew HmÀ½s¨¸nÂ
\n¶p X¸nsbSp¯p. ISnªp ]nd¶h³
Xm³. ]ns¶ F«ps]¬InSm§Äs¡mSphnÂ
h¶p ]nd¶h³ Np½mcp«³, s]m¶\nbs\
s]m¶n³ IpSwt]mse emfn¨p. F´pw sIm¨\nb\psImSp¯tijta
aäpÅhÀ¡p thWvSq. Xmtemen¨p Xmtemen¨p
sN¡³ hÃmsX hjfmhpw¶v A¸\pa½bpw
Xcw In«pt¼msgms¡ D]tZin¡pambncp¶p.
F¶n«ptWvSm hÃamtämw? AXv Rm§fv klnt¨mfmw¶v
H¼Xpt]cpw H¶n¨p H¨sh¡pt¼mÄ
]ns¶ Ahscm¶pw anWvSm³ \n¡nÃ.
A´¸mbnbpsS DÅpNp«p. I®p\ndªp
. sXmWvSbnSdn. AbmÄ CSdnb kzc¯n ]dsªm¸n¡p¶p.
þ Gbv, AsXm¶pw t\cymhney Np½mcpt«y.
AXp§sf ]än¡m³ Cu P·¯nev Cs¶s¡mWvSp
]änÃ.
\o¿m Hky¯nsâ AÊsem¶v Im«n¯tczm?
A´¸mbn XmgvatbmsS At]£n¨p.
tN«sâ a\Ênsâ ip²KXnbpw shSn¸pw
hr¯nbpw AShnsâ s]mcpfpw s]mSp¶s\ {Kln¨p
himb Np½mcv XoÀ¯p ]dªp;
Gbv AsXzm¶pw XcmhnÃy.hnÃv BÀ¡pw
Im«n¯cm³ ]äney.
þlpw, AsX´m A§s\?
þ hnÃv FIvknIyq«v sN¿m³ C\ym
A¸³ sNmaXes¸Sp¯oÀ¡WXv. AXv
thdmtc¦nepw Im«n t_m[ys¸Sp¯WvS _m[ysXym¶pw
eym, \n¡v. a\ÊvemhvWptWvSm tN«\v?
þtM..?
A´¸\v k¦Sw ap«n I®p\ndªp
þFt´mcw emfn¨p hfÀ¯nb Ip«ymWv
Ct¸m Xt¶mSv I®nep tNmcyeymt¯mWw s]cvamdWXv.
{]mbw t\m¡msWvS ipWvTn FS¡WXv?
A´¸mbnbpsS lrZbw \qdp\q dmbn ]nªn\pdp§n..
A]cnNnXtcmsSt¶mWwÅ sIm¨\nbsâ s]cvamäw.
s\©nepapÅv Ip¯nt¡dpWqtem, sâ IÀ¯mth?
A´¸mbnbpsS BßKXw D¨¯nembn. lrZb`mcw
sImWvSm s\©p Ie§p¶p. sImSnb thZ\bn AbmÄ
InS¶p]pfªp Imin\v Ct{Xw am{Xw iàotWvSm? ]cp´nt\¡m«nepw
Dbc¯nepw thK¯nepw]d¡m³ Ignbp¶pWvStÃm
AXn\v. _Ô§sfm¶pw AXvs\mcv {]iv\Ãms{X!
C¸gs¯ Hcv temIKXn A§\yms{X!
A´¸mbn at\mKX¯n Npcpfp¶XpIWvSn«p
Np½mcphn\v IfnXamitXm¶n. tN«\v aXn{`aw ]nSnt¨zm
Bthm ?
þ A´¸mbn AXp Ku\n¡p¶nÃ.
þA\nbsâ sem«psemSp¡phnZyIÄ A´¸mbn¡p
\¶mbn«dnbmw. B[mcsagp¯nt\msSm¸w shWvSdp]WowIqSn
sNbvXn«m Ah³ IpSp_w s]meÀ¯WXv. IpSpw_w¶p]dªm
Ah\pw sIt«ym¡pw am{Xw. IuiehnZy¡v Aht\mfw
hcpXpÅhÀ C¶v A¶IcAwiw tZi¯nÃ.
sNdp¸¯nte almIpkrXn¡mc\mbncp¶p Ah³.
A´¸mbn [rXthK¯n `qanbnte¡nd§n
h¶p. A\nbs\ angn¨pt\m¡n.
""þ As¸m \nbv Hky¯nsâ HdnPn\ev
BÀ¡pw Im«n¯cneym¶v kmcwtÃ?''
"" þ Hm.. Rm³ ]dªqtem? AXn\pthWvSn
sa\s¡«v tN«\n\n _p²n{`sam¶pWvSm¡WvS
''AXp tI«t¸mÄ A´¸mbn¡p k¦S¯n\ptaÂ
k¦Sambn.
tN«³ hgns¸Sp¶nsöp a\ÊnembtXmsS
Ien _m[n¨hs\t¸mse A\nb³ Cd§nt¸mIp¶XpIWvSvA´¸mbnbpsS
DÅp ]SpapfNo´pt¼mse tX§n.
Np½mcv IpSnbn sN¶pIbdpt¼mÄ ImWWw
AhnsSbpw ]pImdv.
AhnSs¯ ImgvN AbmfpsS Xe¡Ãnf¡n. Xet¨mdnÂ
s]cp¼m¼ngbp¶p. I®pIÄ IncpIncp¡p¶p.
HcphÄ ssIbpw Iemihpw Im«n\n¶v ap¨qSpw {]mhpIbmWv
Ipªne¡p«n AXyp¨w im]hNÊpIÄ Dcphn«psImWvSncn¡p¶p.
Aev]kzev]w aXn{`aw `mcy¡psWvS¶Imcyw AbmÄ¡dnbm¯XÃ.
AXn\pÅ acp¶pw tkhn¡p¶pWvS.v F´mWvSo
aqt[thy shdvsX sIS¶v sNe¡WXv. C¶p t\cs¯
sXmSt§ym {]m´v? A{ioIcw!
Ipªne¡p«n ]nt¶w sIS¶p sXmÅ
t]mfnIymWv.
þ \«m samfbv¡m¯ s\mtWw sht¨WvStÃtSm
Xm³ IqS¸ndt¸msf ]än¡m³ s]mds¸t«¡WXv?
Ipcp¸w. IÅ{]amWw NmÀ¯o«tÃSm
ZpjvSImÀt¶mcvsS `qan Hgv¸ns¨Sv¡m³
Xm³ tIm¸pIq«WXv? IÀ¯mhn\p s\c¡WImcymtWmtSm
IŸpWymfm CsXms¡? BÀ¯n¸nimN.v
shdvsXeym X\ns¡mcv IvSmWvSmhms¯. `n¯nbnÂ
IÀ¯mhnsâbpw A¸\½amcpsSbpw ]Sw
Xq§n\n¡p¶p. sIt«ymÄsS hncmaanÃm¯
iImcw tI«ptI«p Np½mcn\p hiwsI«p. Xet¨mdn\I¯v
km¯m³ hesI«n. ]ns¶ XmakapWvSmbnÃm,
s\mSnbnSbn AbmÄ ]mªpsN¶v kÀÆiànbpsaSp¯v
`mcybpsS IcW¯v BsªmcSn. Ipªne¡p«nbpsS
I®pIfneqsS s]m¶o¨]d¶p.
ASnIn«nbXpw s]®p]nÅbpsS BÀ¯\mZw
hoSnsâ IÂ`n¯nIÄ t`Zn¨v BImit¯¡p
IpXn¨p Ab¡mcpsS sskzcw sISp¯n. F¶n«ptWvSm
s]®nsâ Ien AS§p¶p?
""þ N¯pt]mb Xt´sS IsÅm¸n«v
hymP{]amWapWvSm¡nb km¯m³. NmhptZmj¯nev
N¯mev Xm³ \cI¯obnev sIS¶v sh´p t]mhpw.
AtXmsS Np½mcphn\v kpt_m[w \jvSs¸«p ]n¶o«p
kw`hn¨sXm¶pw AbmÄ¡v Atijw HmÀ½bnÃ.
Ipªne¡p«n C{XthKw kn²nIqSpsa¶v AbmÄ
\nco¨XpaÃ!
AXnibaXÃ. A\nbs\ Pmay¯nend¡m³ hbÊmw
Ime¯v h¡oem¸oknepw tImSXnbnepsas¡ Ibdnbnd§n
XfÀ¶Xpw A´¸mbn.
]t£, s]§·mcptWvSm hnSp¶p? Hky¯nsâ
hnizmkyXsb tNmZyw sNbvXpsImWvSv PnÃmtImSXoev HdnPn\Â
kyq«v ^b sNbvXncn¡ym Fs«t®mw Hcpan¨v.
Nndbv¡¸d¼n XcyXvs]mdn©pIp«n
tem\mbnbpsS a¡Ä Ct¸mÄ Hcph³ Ipfn¨Ipf¯nÂ
A]c³ Imep Ip¯nsö ]cph¯nemWp sN¶p\n¡WvXv.
Hmtcmtcm sNbvXnIfpsS A\´c^e§tf! |
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