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kzÀKob
Hu¶Xy§fn \n¶p kvt\lZqXmbn {kjvSmhnsâ
k¦oÀ¯\w.... `qanbnte¡v
ZnK´§fn sasà Aenªp tNcp¶
Km\¯nsâ amsämenIÄ... B kzcKwKm {]hmlw
kncIfneqsS Acn¨nd§p¶p.... ChnsS \n¡mw
\{ainckvI\mbn... \naoenXt\{X§tfmsS, {]Wmaw.
DÅw \ndªp Ihnbp¶ kvt\l¯nsâ \oÀ¨mÂ
sasà Acphnbmbn... HgpIn¸c¶v, AaÀXyXbpsS
A\´\oenabnte¡v... `mj ChnsS A]qÀWamIp¶p.
\mhp Ipgbp¶p. Bßmhnsâ AKm[Xe§fnÂ
Hcp \na{´Ww. . CuizcNn´bnsXmt¶ a\pP\p
imizXaobpeInÂ. ssZhnIshfn]mSnsâ \nÀae\nanj§Ä,,,,,,,,,,
Cuizc\pthWvSnbpÅ At\zjW¯nsâ hgn¯mcIfneqsS
sasà ]n¨h¨Xv Ft¸mÄ apXÂ? HmÀaIÄ
hncp¶p hcpt¼mÄ `mWvUs¡«n\pÅnÂ
tijn¡p¶Xv aen\amb Hcp a¬IpSw am{XatÃ?
]mtYbsaÃmw XoÀ¶p. ss\thZyamIm³
H¶panÃ. au\s\m¼c§Ä am{Xw...
B s\m¼c§sf lrZbmRvPenbmbn hn®nte¡pbÀ¯m³
F\n¡msb¦nÂ? kvt\lKoXnIÄ ao«m³
Fsâ ]pÃm¦pgen\mIptam! KrlmXpcXzw
th«bmSp¶ PohnXhoYnIÄ. krjvS{]]©¯nsâ
DįpSn¸pIÄ... ss\c´cy§Ä...
`mh¸IÀ¨IÄ.. a®nepw hn®nepw
{]Xn[z\n¡p¶Xv Htc \mZ{_Ò¯n³
hoNnIÄ...""AXyp¶X§fn ssZh¯n\pkvXpXn
`qanbn k·\ÊpÅhÀ¡p
kam[m\w.''
]WvSp]WvSv... i_vZ¯nsâ BZyXcwKw Fsâ
NpWvSpIfnse¯nb \mÄ... hnip²nIpSnsImÅp¶
]ÀhXm{K¯n Ibdn Rm³ ssZht¯mSp
kwkmcn¨p. {]t`m! Rm³ A§bpsS shdpw Hcp ASna
am{Xw. A§bpsS \nKqV\nÝbamWv Fsâ \nbaw.
Rm³ F¶psa¶pw A§sb A\p[mh\w sN¿pw.
]ÀÆX§fnseImäv Fs¶ XtemSn.
H¶pw ]dbmsX.... AXniàamb sImSp¦mäpt]mse
ssZhw IS¶pt]mbn.
Hcmbncw hÀj§Ä¡ptijw hnip²nbpsS
tIZmcamb ]ÀhX¯n Rm³ hoWvSpw Ibdn.
ssZht¯mSp ]dªp. kÀhNcmNc§fptSbpw
kmcYnbmb IÀ¯mth, Rm³ A§bpsS krjvSnbmWv.
Ifna®nÂ\n¶v A§v Fs¶ sa\sªSp¯p.
FÃmän\pw Rm³ A§tbmSp ISs¸«ncn¡p¶p.
H¶pw ]dbmsX ... thKtadnb Bbncw NndIpIÄt]mse ssZhw
]d¶pt]mbn.
Hmcmbncw hÀj§Ä¡p tijw hnip²]ÀhX¯nÂ
Rm³ hoWvSpw Ibdn. ssZht¯mSp kwkmcn¨p.
]nXmth, Rm³ A§bpsS ]p{X³... ImcpWy¯mepw
kvt\l¯mepw A§v F\n¡p P·wX¶p.
{]mÀ°\bneqsSbpw kaÀ¸W¯neqsSbpw
A§bpsS km{amPy¯n\v Rm³ AhIminbmhpw.
C¯hWbpw adp]Sn H¶pw ]dbmsX... AIsebpÅ
Ip¶pIsf adbv¡p¶ aqSÂaªpt]mse
ssZhw sasà A{]Xy£ambn.
Hcmbncw hÀj§Ä¡ptijw hoWvSpw Rm³
hnip² ]ÀhX¯n Ibdn; ssZht¯mSp
kwkmcn¨p...
Fsâ ssZhta, Fsâ e£yta... Fsâ kmbpPyta...
Rm³ A§bpsS C¶sebmWv. A§v Fsâ \msfbpw.A§bpsS
`qanbnse thcmWv Rm³. A§v BImi¯nse Fsâ
]pjv]hpw. kqcysâapJZmhn \msam¶n¨v
hfcpIbmWv.
ssZhw Fsâ t\sc Nmªp. XpSÀ¶v a[pchN\§Ä
Fsâ ImXn a{´n¨p. HgpInsb¯p¶
sIm¨cphnsb ISÂ BenwK\w sN¿p¶Xpt]mse
ssZhw Fs¶bpw BenwK\w sNbvXp.
]n¶oSv XmgvhcIfnte¡pw kaXe§fnte¡pw
Rm³ Cd§n h¶t¸mÄ Fsâ ssZhw AhnsSbpWvSmbncp¶p.
F\n¡p ]mX Hcp¡m³. Jen Pn{_msâ
hmMvab§Ä... {kmjvSmhnsâ alXzw.. AXnsâ
ZmÀi\nIXe§fnte¡v... \nKqVXIfnte¡v
\s½ \bn¡p¶p. ]cw s]mcpfmbn... BZn]cmiànbmbn..
AJnemWvUaWvUe inev]n. Imeta \an¸q atlm¶Xs\.
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alm\mb tPm¬t]mÄ cWvSma³ amÀ]m¸
kz´w kzXzw Xncn¨dnªt¸mÄ... {]mÀ°\bnepw
X]knepw DcpIn kzbw hnaeoIcn¨t¸mÄ C§s\
Ipdn¨p:
""cm{Xn Gsd sshIn Rm³ tPmenbn hym]rX\mbncp¶p.
Znhk§fpWvSmbncps¶¦nepw ITn\m[zm\¯nsâ
Zn\§sf Dd¡¯nsâkzÀW¸q«psImWvSv
Ahkm\n¸n¡msX {]mÀ°\bpsS h{P¯nÂ
Hfn¸n¡m³ {ian¨ncp¶p.''
\nc´camb P]eb[ym\§fneqsSbmWv `ànbpsS
AÀ°Xe§fn \n¶v B²ymßnIXbpsS
\nKqVXe§fnte¡v Hcphsâ ]cnWmaw. At¸mÄ
HmÀ¡pI; ""\n§sf¡pdn¨pÅ
]²Xn Fsâ a\ÊnepWvSv. \n§fpsS \mi¯n\Ã.
t£a¯n\pÅ ]²XnbmWvþ \n§Ä¡v
ip`amb `mhnbpw {]Xymibpw \ÂIp¶ ]²Xn.' (Pdanb
29:11)
ssZhXncpap¼n amd¯Sn¨p \nehnfn¨
Np¦¡mcsâ {]mÀ°\btÃ
ssZh¯n\p{]oXnIcambXv? ^cntkbsâ Alw`mhw
ssZh]nXmhv Xncn¨dnªp. AtX \nsâ k¼qÀW
hnt[bXzhpw kaÀ¸WhpamWv ssZh¯n\v {]oXnIcw...
At¸mÄ AhnSp¶v \ns¶ hnip²oIcn¡pw.
\nsâ {]mÀ°\IÄ IrXÚXmkvtXm{X§fm¡pI.
At¸mÄ ssZhw tIÄ¡pw \n\¡v D¯cw
\ÂIpw.
Hcn¡Â Hcp kq^n k\ymkn injytcmsSm¸w h\¯neqsS
k©cn¡pIbmbncp¶p. I¯n¡mfp¶
shbnÂ... \áamb ]mZ§Ä... ImenÂXdbp¶
apÅpIÄ... DÅw \odp¶p. k\ymkn CuizcNn´bnÂ
ebn¨v sasà bm{XXpSÀ¶p..{]XnkÔnbnÂ
]XdmsX; CSdmsX. ZmlPeanÃ; `£WanÃ.
hni¸nsâ hnfn... CÃmbvabpsS hÃmbva.
kabw kÔy... k\ymknbpw injycpw hni¸nsâ ssZ\yXbnÂ
Dd§m³ Hcp¡w XpS§n. InS¡p¶Xn\pap³]v
k\ymkn C§s\ {]mÀ°n¨p." Cuizcm, C¶§v
F\n¡p X¶cpfnb FÃmän\p \µn!'
Dds¡bmbncp¶p At±l¯nsâ {]mÀ°\.
CXp tI« injyÀ¡v tZjywtXm¶n. hni¶p
s]mcnª hbdpambmWv AhÀ Dd¡s¯ kao]n¡p¶Xv.
AhÀ¡v tX§Â....
""Cuizc³ C¶v \aps¡m¶pw X¶nÃtÃm
F¶n«pw A§v \µn]dbp¶sX´n\mWv?CXnsâ
AÀ°sa´mWv?
k\ymkn sasà ]p©ncn¨p. ]ns¶ C{]Imcw ]dªp.""Cuizc³
C¶v \aps¡m¶pw X¶n«nsömcp
]dªp? Xsâ Ip«n¡v F´p sImSp¡Ww
F´psImSp¡cpXv F¶v AhnSpt¯¡v
\¶mbdnbmw. Cuizc³ C¶p \ap¡p hni¸p
\ÂIn. AhnSp¶v F´p sNbvXmepw AXp icnbmbncn¡pw.
AXn\memWv Rm³ \µn ]dªXv.''
{]nb kvt\lnXm, krjvSnsb ]qÀ®ambn Adnbm³ {kjvSmhn\tÃ
Ignbq AhnSps¯ Xocpam\w Ft¸mgpw \oXn]qÀÆIambncn¡pw.
FÃmw \ÃXn\p Xs¶. kwibnt¡WvS.
cho{µ\mY SmtKmÀ {]mÀ°n¨ncp¶Xv
C§s\: ""ZpxJ§Ä DWvSmhtÃ,
F¶Ã Rm³ {]mÀ°n¡p¶Xv.
Ahsb t\cnSm\pÅ Icp¯p XcWtasb¶mWv. Fsâ
ho«n hn]¯pWvSmItà F¶Ã,
Ahsb Pbn¡m\pw thWvSn h¶m AhtbmSp kacks¸Sm\pw
iàn \ÂIWtasb¶mWv Rm³ {]mÀ°n¡pI''.
AtX, PohnX¯n\v DWÀthIm³ {]mÀ°\bv¡p
Ignbpw. \nt¶mSp kwkmcn¡m³ ssZhw sImXn¡p¶p.
tIÄ¡m³ \o X¿mdmtWm?
Pq\nbÀ F¶bmÄ skâv {^m³koknt\mSp
]dªp: ""\n§fpsS {]mÀ°\ IWvSn«v
sImXnbmIp¶p. F\n¡p {]mÀ°n¡m\mhp¶nÃtÃm?.''
skâv{^m³kokv tNmZn¨p. \o F´mWv sN¿p¶Xv?
""Rm³ Hcp hgntbmc kwL¯nse tImamfn''. AXp
XpScpI. AXmhs« \nsâ {]mÀ°\.
Ah³ A{]Imcw sNbvXp. skâv {^m³kokv At¸mÄ
aäp tkmZctcmSp ]dªp: ""Rm³ IWvSn«pÅXnÂ
h¨v Gähpw at\mlcamb {]mÀ°\.''
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