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i_¯phÀjw
Ignªn«pw, Keoebn se§pw Ip¶pIfpw XmgvhcIfpw
DW§nhcWvSp Xcnimbn InS¶p. Dghn\pw hnXbv¡pw \nÀÆmlanÃmsX
a®pw a\pjycpw s\SphoÀ¸n«p. _qÂamks¯
ap³ agbpw B_o_nse ]n³agbpw s]bvXnd§msX, aq¶phÀjw
IS¶pt]mbn. ap´ncnt¯m¸pIÄ IcnªS§n.
A¯nbpw Henhpw hmSn¯fÀ¶p. IXncpImWm¡nfnIÄ
IcªpsImtWvSbncp¶p, hbteeIfn . tZis¯¼mSpw
£maImew. IpSn\ocpw `£Whpw In«msX {KmaoWÀ
Aeªp Xncnªp. aKvZebnse sXcphoYnIfn hns«mgnbmsX
hni¸nsâ hnfn. GXpt\chpw k¼¶cpsS ho«phmXnev¡Â
`n£mÀ°nIÄ ssI\o«n \n¶p.
sImSpw th\Â s\©nteän Rm\pw heªp. hni¶p
s]mcnbp¶ A½amcpw Ipªp§fpw Fsâ bpÅnÂ
\nehnfn¨p. AhcpsS I¯eIäm\pÅ BtemN\IfmÂ
a\apcpInb \mfpIÄ . ]«W¯nse hntZinIÄ, F®bpw
[m\yhpw hoªpw KpZmapIfn kw`cn¨v hnev]\ \S¯ns¡mWvSncp¶p.
Xo]nSn¨hne sImSp¯m F´pw hm§mw. AXn\p
\nhr¯nbnÃm¯hÀ¡p ]«nWn. Fsâ
]¡Â Bhiy¯n\p ]WapWvSmbncps¶¦nÂ,
[m\yw hm§n Zn\hpw ]«nWn¡mÀ¡v Iªn
hogv¯p \S¯mambncp¶p. B hnNmc¯m Fcns]mcns¡mÅp¶
a\Êpambn, ]Ww tXSn Rm\nd§n.
]Àkyqkns\bpw Adoentbmsbbpw Xnc¡ns¨¶p.
AhtcmSp klmbw At]£n¨p. a\Êenªv Ahsc\n¡p
]Ww X¶p. AhcpsS NmÀ¨¡mcmb [\hm·mscbpw
hym]mcnIsfbpw Rm³ kao]n¨p. Fsâ BImc`wKnbnÂ
Ahcn ]ecpw ab§nt¸mbn. adp¯p]dbm³
aSn¨v DZmcamb kw`mh\IÄ Ahcpw X¶p. Hmtcm \mfnepw
sXcphnse N´ssaXm\¯v Iªnhogv¯p\S¯n
Rm\Xp sNehgn¨p. ]«nWn¸mh§Ä hni¸S¡n.
At\Iw Zo\apJ§Ä {]Imin¨p. B ImgvNbn kmbpPywt\Sn
Fsâ a\Êv.
""tIt«m adnbw ...'' Hcp Znhkw atbman Ft¶mSp
]dªp:
""v\nsâbo DZmc{]hr¯nIÄ aKvZebnse blqZ{]amWnamÀ¡p
]nSn¡p¶nÃ. ]ckv]cw shdp¡p¶ ]coi·mcpw
kZqIycpw \ns¶ ]Ibv¡phm³ Hcpan¡p¶p.
]Ån{]amWnamcpw imkv{Xnamcpw \n\s¡Xntc A]hmZw {]Ncn¸n¡p¶p.
bh\·mscbpw tdmam¡mscbpw \o ]m«nem¡n,
ssZhP\s¯ Zpjn¡pIbmsW¶v HcpIp«À.
\o ]m]n\nbmb kv{XobmsW¶v C\nsbmcpIq«À. CsXms¡bpw
tI«n«v F\n¡p kln¡m³ Ignbp¶nÃ
adnbw ...''
atbmanbpsS H¨bnSdn, I®p\ndªp. Rm\hsf km´z\s¸Sp¯n:
""CsXms¡ \nÊmckwKXnIÄ. ]«nWn¡mÀ¡v
DÅnse XobmWv hni¸v. B XobWbv¡m³ thWvSn
Rms\´p thWsa¦nepw kln¡pw. A]JymXnIfpw ]gntZmj§fpw
\ap¡p s]mdp¡mw.''
]n¶oSv Hcp¡\mfnÂ, Idp¯]pÅnIfpÅ
shfp¯ Aizw IpXns¨¯n Fsâ hoSn\p ap¶nÂ
. IpXncbpsS Po\n¸pd¯v ISnªm¬ ]nSn¨psImWvSv
]Àkyqkv. shbnsem¶p Nmªt¸mÄ, ]¯p
IgpX¸pd¯v [m\yw \nd¨ Nm¡pIfpambn AbmfpsS
`rXy·mcpw. Rm\nd§ns¨¶v ]Àkyqkns\bpw
`rXy·mscbpw kzoIcn¨p. IgpX¸pds¯ [m\y¨m¡pIÄ
NqWvSn¡mWn¨v AbmÄ ]dªp;'' CXv adnbansâ
\·\ndª {]hr¯n¡pÅ Fsâ D]lmcw.''
sXcpthmc¯v At\Iw ]«nWn¸mh§Ä Im¯p\nev]pWvSmbncp¶p.
Fs¶ IWvSXpw AhÀ HmSnh¶p hnfn¨pIqIn: ""
aKvZeadnbw h¶p. aKvZe adnbw h¶p.''
AhcpsS kt´mjw sISp¯msX, Rm\pw atbmanbpw IgpX¸pd¯p
h¶ [m\yw AhÀ¡p hnXcWw sNbvXp. Cu £maIme¯v
C{Xbpw ta·tbdnb tImX¼v AhÀ BZyambn ImWpIbmbncp¶p.
]«nWn ad¶v, tImX¼ns\ IoÀ¯n¨p]m«p]mSn
ssI¯mfan«v, AhÀ \S¶pt]mbn. AXp IWvSp\n¶
]Àkyqkv Ft¶mSp ]dªp: ""hÀj§Ä¡p
ap¼v \o Ft¶mSp ]dªXv Rm\nt¸mÄ icnsh¡p¶p.
ssZh¯nsâ I\yIXs¶ adnbw.''
""icnbmWp {]t`m. Ct¸mgpw A§s\ Xs¶.
Rm³ ssZh¯nsâ I\yI.''
`àn]mchiyt¯msS Fsâ ssI¸Sw Npw_n¨v,
AbmÄ bm{X]dªp. Idp¯]pÅnIfpÅ shfp¯
IpXnc¸pd¯v ]Àkyqkv ]mªpt]mbn. ]ndtI IgpXIsf
sXfn¨psImWvSv `rXy·mcpw aS§n.
]nä¶mÄ tIm]mIpecmb ]coi·mcpsS kwLw sXcphnend§n.
AXn{Ia¡mcpw ap«mf·mcpw AhtcmsSm¸w tNÀ¶p.
AhÀ hgn\osf Fs¶ Bt£]n¨p hnfn¨p IqIn
\S¶p. s]mXpØe§fn ]ckyambn Rm\nd§p¶Xpw
s]mXp¡mcy§Ä \S¯p¶Xpw ,\ymb{]amW§Ä¡pw
amaqeyIÄ¡pw FXncmWs{X. BIbm ChÄ ]m]n\n...
ChÄ ]m]n\n.... AhÀ BÀ¯phnfn¨p. a²ymÓambt¸mtg¡pw
Fsâ hoSn\p ap¼n AhÀ IqSn h¶p.
AhcpsS ]m«pImÀ Fs¶ ]cnlkn¨psImWvSv D¨¯nÂ
]mSn.
FdnI®n«psImWvSpw Igp¯p \o«nbpw \nKfn¨p
\S¡p¶ kotbm³ ]p{Xntb \o ]m]n\n, \o ]m]n\n.
þNm©mSn \S¶v Nnes¼m¨ tIĸn¨v,
[\hm·msc \o ]m«nem¡p¶p.
þ \o \nan¯w Cu tZiw i]n¡s¸«ncn¡p¶p.
þ \nsâ Aip²nbm agtaL§Ä s]¿msX
t]mIp¶p.
þ \nsâ ]m]§fm `qanbnse shÅw hänt¸mbncn¡p¶p.
þ\nsâ ZpÀ¶S¸pIfm tZi¯p
£maw h¶ncn¡p¶p.
þ]m]n\nbmb \nsâ ]«pI¨bpw ]cnafs¸«nbpw
hens¨dnbs¸Spw.
þkpKÔ¯n\p]Icw ZpÀKÔhpw ]pcnIpgen\p]Icw
IjWvSnbpw kuµcy¯n\p ]Icw Icnhmfn¸pw \n\¡pWvSmIpw.
þ\nsâ ImXnebpw Im¯fbpw aq¡pIp¯nbpw
tamXnchpw ImWmsXt]mIpw.
þ \nsâ s\dpIbn No¡s¨mdnbpWvSmIpw.
þ \nsâ Kply{]tZi¯p ]p®p]nSn¡pw.
þ \nsâ ]pcpj·mscms¡bpw hmfn¶ncbmIpw.
þ \nsâ hmXnepIfn \n¶v hnem]w DbÀ¶psImtWvSbncn¡pw.
AS¨p]q«nb hmXnen\p ]ndInÂ, FÃmw IWvSpw
tI«pw \ntÝjvSbmbn \nev¡pIbmbncp¶p atbman.
AhÄ t]Sn¨cWvSv FsâbSp¡Â HmSnh¶p.
IpfnIgnªv Is®gpXpIbpw apSn NoIpIbpambncp¶p Rm³.
Fsâ {]mW{]nb\pthWvSnbpÅ AWnsªmcp¡w. tXtPmab\mb
B t{]aaqÀ¯nbpsS ZÀi\¯n\pÅ Ae¦mcw.
atbman Fs´ms¡tbm \ndp¯msX ]dsª¦nepw
Rms\m¶pw tI«nÃ. apSnbn ]cnafssXew ]qins¡mWvSp
Rm\ncp¶p. GtXm aqfn¸m«p ]mSpIbmbncp¶p
a\Ê.v atbmanbpsS km¶n²y¯m A[c§Ä
hnSÀ¶v, I\ymcmK¯nepÅ t{]aKoXw Xpfp¼n.
þ Fsâ Bßmhpw icochpw A§bptSXv.
þ Fsâ tZlhpw NnIpchpw At§¡mbn Ae¦cn¡p¶p.
þAt§ Xncp\b\§Ä Fs¶ ZÀin¨mepw.
þ At§ Xncpamdn Fs¶ AW¨mepw.
B hnemkIoÀ¯\w atbmansb AZv`pXs¸Sp¯n.
`oXhnkvab§fm AhÀ Ipg§n. D¨¯nÂ
hnfn¨psImWvSv AhÄ tNmZn¨p:
"" adnbw Rm³ ]dªsXm¶pw \o tI«nÃtbm?''
"" CÃtÃm.''
""]pd¯v Cu ho«phmXnev¡Â henb
_lfw. Bt£]§fpw im]hm¡pIfpw tImcns¨mcnbp¶p.''
""F´n\v?''
""A]am\n¡m³. adnbs¯ A]am\n¡m³.''
""Ahsc´n\v Fs¶ A]am\n¡Ww? Rms\mcmsfbpw
\nµn¡mdnÃtÃm.''
""]coi·mÀ¡v HSp§m¯]IbpWvSp
\nt¶mSv. Hcp kv{XobpsS \·{]hr¯nIÄ ]coi·mÀ¡p
kln¡ptIe.''
""\·bv¡v kv{Xo]pcpjt`ZanÃtÃm
atbman.''
""icnbmbncn¡mw. F¶m AhÀ...''
""AhÀ IqInhnfn¡s«. sXmWvSbSbpt¼mÄ
s]mt¡mfpw.''
B \mgnIbnÂXs¶ hmXnev¡Â sXcpsXsc ap«ptI«p.
hmXn XÃns¸mfn¡m\pÅ{iaw. AeÀ¨bpw
IqIn¨bpw.
FSo Xpds¡So hmXnÂ
FSo hmXn Xpd¡m³
Xpd¶ntà hmXn ASn¨ps]mfn¡pw.
\nsâ ]q«p XIÀs¯dnbpw.
B tIÄhnbn Rms\gpt¶äp. F´n\p hmXnÂ
Xpd¡mXncn¡Ww? ImWm³ ]mSnÃm¯sXm¶pw
Cu hkXnbnenÃ. AXpt\cn«p ]dbmw AXn{Ia¡mtcmSv.
]coi·mÀ Im«n¡p«p¶Xv Im]SyamsW¶p
Xpd¶Sn¡Ww. AhcpsS ]q¨p]pd¯m¡Ww. ]pdtaip²nbpw
lrZb¯n tZmjhpw NcXn¨psh¡p¶hÀ.
kzbw \ymboIcn¨p \S¡p¶ I]S`à·mÀ.
ChcpsS IcpWbpw \ymbhpw sXcphp\nhmknIÄ Adnbs«.
hmXnev¡te¡p \o§pt¼mÄ atbman Fs¶
XSªp:"" t]mItà adnbw. t]mItÃ. AhÀ
IenXpÅn \nev¡pIbmWv. F´psN¿m\pw aSn¡m¯
Iq«À. AhÀ \s½ ISn¨pIodpw. thWvS
adnbw. hmXn Xpd¡cpXv.''
atbman¡p Ic¨n h¶p. F¦nepw sXÃpw
IqkepWvSmbnà F\n¡v. Dd¨ ImÂhbvt]msS sN¶v
Rm³ hmXn Xpd¶p. Hcp kwLw BfpIÄ AhnsS IqSn
\nev]pWvSmbncp¶p. Ahscs¶ angn¨pt\m¡n A¼c¡p¶p.
BÀ¡pw \mh\§p¶nÃ. apSnb{Xbpw amdnte¡n«p
XgpIns¡mWvSv hmXnev¡Â Rm³ Dd¨p\n¶p.
apSnbpsS ]cnafw ]escbpw hcnªp apdp¡n. Fsâ apJw
ImWmXncn¡m³ ]coi·mÀ XeIp\n¨p. AXn{Ia¡mÀ
]ecpw ]s¿ ]ndtIm«pamdn. FÃmhscbpw Fdnªpt\m¡n
Rm³ hotdmsS tNmZn¨p:""F´m ? F´mthWvSXv?
F´n\m hnfn¨pIqInbXv? F´m \n§Ä¡p
thWvSXv?''
Fsâ tNmZy¯n\p adp]SnbpWvSmbnÃ. ]coi{]amWnamÀ
]ecpw ]cp§n¸cp§n ]n¶m¡w \S¶p.
aäpNneÀ I®pa©n hnkvabn¨p \nev]mW.v
F\n¡p klXm]w tXm¶n. kulmÀ±ambn Rm³
kwkmcn¨p:
""hcq, hcq. Cu hmXn \n§Ä¡p
thWvSn Xpd¶XmWv. \n§Ä¡v AIt¯¡p
hcmw. AI¯ncp¶p kwkmcn¡mw.''
Fsâ hm¡pIÄ Ahsc `bs¸Sp¯nsb¶p
tXm¶n. Bcpw hmXpd¶nÃ. Xncnªpt\m¡msX
AhÀ AhnSp¶p ]ncnªpt]mbn. B t]m¡pIWvSv
hmXnen ]nSn¨p\nev¡th, Fsâ I®p\ndªpt]mbn.
atbman h¶v Fs¶ sXm«p.
""F´m adnbw CXv? I®p\ndªtÃm!''
""k¦Sw h¶p.''Rm¼dªp.
""F´n\v?''
""IWvSntÃ, _lfw Iq«nb ]pcpj·mcpsS
]n·mäw. shdpw _elo\]m{X§Ä. AXpsImWvSÃtbm
tdmam¡mÀ Keoe AS¡n`cn¡p¶Xv. HmÀ¯t¸mÄ
I®p \ndªp.''
sXcphv hnP\ambncp¶p. hmXneS¨v R§Ä ho«n\pÅnte¡pt]mbn.
A¶pcm{Xn Dd§m³ IgnbmsX
Rm³ InS¡bn ]pfªp. Ft¸mgpw \nevbv¡m¯
\nehnfn ImXnenc¼p¶p. A½amcpw Ipªp§fpw.
hr²·mcpw tcmKnIfpw. A\mYcpw Bew_lo\cpw. AhcpsS \nehnfntIÄ¡m³
BcpanÃm¯Imew. tZihmgnIfpw {]amWnamcpw ImXpw]q«n
kpJtemep]cmbn hmgp¶p. NqjW¯nsâ ImIZrjvSnIfpambn
Np¦¡mcpw ]ptcmlnXcpw. tdmam¡mcpsS IncmXhmgvNbv¡p
IogS§p¶ Keoem]pcpj·mÀ. I]S`àcmb
]coi·mcpw kZqIycpw imkv{Xnamcpw. AhkchmZnIfpw kzmÀ°aXnIfpamWv
FhnsSbpw. Chscsbms¡bpw am\km´cs¸Sp¯m³
F¶mWv c£I³ AhXcn¡pI? kÀhP\¯n\pw
im´nbpw kam[m\hpw ]Icp¶ aninl. ZoÀLZÀinamcpsS
{]hN\§fnse
C½m\pthÂ. Zp:JnXÀ¡pw ]oUnXÀ¡pw
{]XymibpsS {]Imihpambn C\nbpw c£I³ AhXcn¡m¯Xv
F´psImWvSmWv?
]mXncmt¡mgnIÄ IqIn¯n anÀ¯Xpw, Fsâ
hnNmc§sf Nn¶n¨nXdn¨psImWvSv HcnSnapg¡apWvSmbn.
sR«n¸nSªv Rms\gpt¶äncp¶p. At¶cw
\ndp¯nÃmsX CSnapg¡§fpsS ]c¼c.
InfnhmXneneqsS sImÅnao\pIÄ \mep]mSpw ]mbp¶p.
]Snªmdp\n¶v hoinbSn¡p¶ ag¡mäv.
H¨tI«v NmSn Fgpt¶äp atbmanbpw. At¸mtg¡pw
agbpsS Cc¼w tIÄ¡mbn. XmaknbmsX ta¡qcbnÂ
tLmci_vZt¯msS ag¯pÅnIÄ NnXdnhoWp. ]n¶mse
s]cpagbpsS {]hmlw. \mephÀj¯n\ptijw BImi¯nsâ
InfnhmXnepIÄ Xpd¡s¸«ncn¡p¶p!
B\µm{ip¡tfmsS Rm³ ]dªp:
""btlmth \Ãag! \Ãag!''
""ag XnanÀ¯p s]¿p¶p.'' atbman
BËmZn¨p. AhÄ tNmZn¨p ""P\hmXnÂ
Xpd¡t«?''
"" Xpdt¶mfq. ssZhImcpWyw HgpInhcnIbtÃ
`qanbnte¡v. DÅp\ndtb \ap¡Xp ImWmw.''
P\me Xpd¶Xpw Imäpw ]nidpw AIt¯¡v ASn¨pIbdn.
tZlamkIew \\ªv Rm³ tImcn¯cn¨p. Imäpw
agbpw atbmansbbpw \\¨p. AhÄ ]pfIt¯msS ]dªp:
""]pd¯v ag tImcns¨mcnbpIbmWv.''
""CsXmcZv`pXwXs¶. \n\¨ncn¡msXbpÅ
s]cpag.''
""AtXbtX.''Rm³ ]dªp:"" C§s\bmWp
ssZh¯nsâ Ir]. Ft¸mgmWp s]cpagt]mse sNmcnbpI
F¶dnbnÃ.''
P\hmXneneqsS ssIcWvSpw ]pdt¯¡p \o«n, agsb Rm³
hmcn¸pWÀ¶p.
]pd¯v agsb FXntcev¡m³ sXcphnend§nb aKvZe¡mÀ.
ag\\ªv AhÀ XpÅn¨mSpIbmWv. agshÅw
sam¯n¡pSn¡pIbmWv. F{Xtbm \oWvS Im¯ncn¸n\ptijamWv
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