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km´z\¯nsâ [hfna F\n¡p ap¶nÂ
ZriyamIp¶p. H¸w {]Xo£bpsS ]pÂ\m¼pIfpw.
Hmtcm I®oÀIW¯nepw Hcmbncw kucaWvUe§Ä
HfnªpInS¡p¶p. Hmtcm ]p©ncnbnepw \nXy\nÀaeamb
]uÀWan hnScp¶p. hnclw {]Wb¯nsâ `mKw Xs¶btÃ?...
Ipcninse ]oU\§Ä¡ptijw D°m\¯nsâ
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Km\§fpsS am[pcyw GdpIbntÃ?..
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HmÀ¡pI, kt´mj¯nsâ ]q¡mew
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Nmc¯p \n¶pXs¶. kl\§Ä k½m\amIs«.
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hm§pIbmbncp¶ntÃ?.
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F®aä inJc§Ä \ndsb am¼g§Ä
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kz´am¡m³ AhÀ amhn IÃpIÄ
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Ip´n I®ocpIpSn¡p¶p.
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amhns\ Dt]£n¨p.
ASp¯ hÀjw hchmbn... hk´tZhXtbmSv tX·mhv
{]mÀ°\ BhÀ¯n¨p: hn\bt¯msS.
""Ignª hÀjw Rm³ [mcmfw am¼gw
\ÂInbXn\m \nsâ kl\§Ä GdnbntÃ?..
C\nbpw IjvS¸mSpIÄ Gäphm§m\mtWm \nsâ
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H«pw XmaknbmsX tX·mhnsâ adp]Sn: ""
Fsâ s\m¼c§Ä A\ycpsS kt´mj¯n\p
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Pohn¡p¶Xnepw F\n¡njvSw kar²naqeapÅ
Zp;Jw kln¡pIbmWv. AXn\m ZbhpsNbvXv Cu hÀjhpw
F\n¡p am¼gw kar²ambn X¶mepw!''
kzbw iq\yh¡cn¡p¶ kvt\lw. kzmÀ°XbpsS
t\cnb emRvO\ t]mepanÃmsX... ! A\yPoh\pXIn kzPohnXw
[\yam¡m³.... tX·mhv sXfn¡p¶
t\cnsâ hgn¯mcIÄ...
skhnensehnip² CkntZmÀ \ÂIp¶ km£yw
t]mse.
kl\§Ä \s½ Xcw Xmgv¯pIbnÃ; DbÀ¯pItb
DÅp. IjvSXIÄ \n§Ä¡v Hcp ]mTamIp¶p.
Ah \n§sf \in¸n¡pIbnÃ. Cu temI¯nÂ
F{X IWvSv IqSpXÂ IjvSs¸Sp¶pthm A{XIWvSv
Dd¸mWv kzÀ¤w. C¶v IqSpX k¦Ss¸Sp¶hÀ¡v
IqSpXembncn¡pw B\µw!!
ss\anjnIamb PohnXw... "" hbense ]pjv]wt]mse...
AXv hmSp¶p'' {kjvSmhn hnebw {]m]n¡p¶
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""aÀ±nXÀ¡pw ssZh¯n\panSbnÂ
A[nIw AIeanÃ.''
Hmtcm XpÅn tNmcbn \n¶pw Hcmbncw t]À
DWÀs¶Woev¡pw. NqjnXcpw ASn¨aÀ¯s¸«hcpw
kzmX{´y¯nsâ s]m³]pecnbnte¡v.
B \mfpIÄ hnZqctam?
thZ\ a\pjyNn´sb D±o]n¸n¡pw. Nn´
Úm\¯nte¡p \bn¡p¶p. Úm\w
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amdp ]nfÀ¶v lrZvcàw Ipªn\v Duän
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sNdpXmIp¶ kvt\l¯nsâ apdn¸mSpIÄ...
CXn\mbn \mw C\n F{X hftcWw!
Ihn_meN{µ³ NpÅn¡mSnsâ hcnIÄ
HmÀ½n¸n¡p¶Xpt]mse
""hymIpemw_sb³ ZWvUkm£nbmbn I®ocp¸pþ
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bpsS hnj`mP\w, HgpIpsa³
tNmcbm {]]©¯nt\IpI Úm\kv\m\w
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embncw XncpapdnthmsS Rm\pbnÀ¡phm³
{]nb kqlrt¯, \nsâ thZ\Isf Ipgnsh«naqSpI.
ip`m]vXn hnizmk¯nte¡v a\kns\ \bn¡pI.
{]XymibpsS kvt\l k¦oÀ¯\w hgnshfn¨taIm³
{]mÀ°\maRvPcnItfmsS ap«paS¡pI....
Fs´¶m "\o \n¡p¶ Øew
hnip²amIp¶p.
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Ignªncp¶ sshZnI³... {IqcXbpsS s\cnt¸mSnÂ
sh´p\odp¶ s\©Iw. Zp:Jn¸n¡m³
ImcW§Ä \nch[n... ]oU\§Äþ am\knIhpw
imcocnIhpw. Iq«neS¨ ]«nsbt¸mse...
A`n\bn¨pw A\p`hn¨pw I®ocn IpXnÀ¶
Zn\cm{X§Ä.... PohnX¯nse Zpc´IY ]dbp¶
kz´w Ubdn¡pdn¸pIÄ... \ntbmKwt]mse
IcpXnb Ubdn¡pdn¸n\v C\n hnS... Hcp shfn]mSnsâ
\nKqV \nanjw... XpSÀ¶v tImdnbn« hcnIÄ
C§s\:
""C¶se cm{Xn F\ns¡mcp ZÀi\apWvSmbn.
ZÀi\¯n {InkvXphnsâ apdnhpIfpsS
Bgw Rm³ IWvSp. ]ns¶ Fsâ apdnhpIÄ Fs¶
Icbn¨n«nÃ...''
icnbtÃ... kvt\lnXsâ apdnhpIfpsS Bgw t_m[yamIpt¼mÄ
\ap¡p Xncn¨dnhpWvSmIpw. AXv {InkvXphntâXmsW¦ntem?
Fsâ thZ\ H¶paÃ... Rm³ F{X km`mKyw kn²n¨h³!
\nsâ Zp:JatÃm hepXv.sXän²cn¨XnÂ
£an¡q.... \o F\n¡p amÀKZÀin...
AtX! " Hcp apfwXWvSn \n¶v kwKoX¯nte¡pÅ
Zqcw Ggp apdnhpIfptSXmsW¶v' Fs¶ ]Tn¸n¨Xv
\o Xs¶btÃ?..
{_koenb³ t\mhenÌv ]mhvtem sImbvtem ''^n^vXvauWvS³''
F¶ IrXnbneqsS \ÂIp¶ ktµiw t]mse...
"Misfortunes
are not a punishment from God , but a challenge to prove your
worth''
(a\pjy\v kz´w iànbpw hnebpw hnizmkhpw sXfnbn¡m³
ssZhw \ÂIp¶ shÃphnfnIfmWv Ahsâ PohnX¯nse
Zpc´§Ä; AÃmsX in£IfÃ.)
hgnbm{Xbn ]mtYbw (s]mXnt¨mdv) XoÀ¶mepw
s\m¼c¯m sRcpt§WvSn h¶mepw th]Yp¡Ä
]n´pSÀ¶mepw ap¶n sXfnbp¶
a¬NncmXv {i²n¡q: ]gbhm¡pIÄ acn¨phogpt¼mÄ
am{XatÃlrZvX{´nIÄ ]pXnb CuW§Ä ao«pI?
""Fsâ Ignhnsâ A´yL«¯nÂ
Fsâ bm{X Ahkm\n¡pIbmsW¶p
Rm³ hnNmcn¨p
hgn Fsâ ap³]n ASbv¡s¸«p.
]mtYbsaÃmw XoÀ¶pIgnªpþ
\ni_vZamb ZpcqlXbnÂ
A`bw tXSm\pÅ kabw
CXm h¶p Ignªp.
F¶mÂ
F¶n A§bpsS Xncpa\Ên\v
A´yansöp Rm\dnbp¶p.
]gbhm¡pIÄ \mhn acn¨p hogpt¼mÄ
]pXnb CuW§Ä lrZb¯n DbÀ¶phcp¶p.
]gb ]mXIÄ \jvSs¸Spt¼mÄ ]pXnb tZiw
AXnsâ AZv`pX§tfmsS shfns¸Sp¯s¸Sp¶p.''
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