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"Ah,
but a man’s reach should exceed his grasp,
Or what’s a heaven for?''
Robert Browning:
"Andrea del Sarto"
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Hcphsâ tamlw Ahsâ Icp¯n\pa¸pdamhWw. AsænÂ
]ns¶ kzÀKsa¶ ]Z¯ns\´À°w?''
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kmÀtXm.
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AtX, ""a\pjys\ \in¸n¡m³ Igntª¡mw.
F¶m a\pjya\Êns\ ]cmPbs¸Sp¯pI km[yaÃ.''
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kvt\l¯n A½sbt¸mse.
a\Êv BImiw t]mse''
\nsâ kz]v\§Ä kmÀ°IamIpsa¶v Dd¨phnizkn¡pI.
Hcp iàn¡pw \ns¶ XSbm³ IgnbnÃ.
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cho{µ\mYSmtKmÀ ""KoXmRvPen''bnÂ
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""{]t`m CXmsWsâ {]mÀ°\:
Fsâ lrZb¯n \n¶v
ZuÀ_ey¯nsâ thcp Xs¶
tOZn¨p Ifªmepw.
Fsâ k´m]kt´mj§Ä
eLphmbn kln¡m³
F\n¡p iàn \evInbmepw
tkh\¯neqsS Fsâ kvt\lw
^eZmbIam¡m³
F\n¡p iàn \evInbmepw.'' |
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