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amÀkntbm
Iqen¸Wn¡mc\pw KmbI\pambncp¶p. apSnbgn¨n«v
]m«p]mSn AbmÄ \r¯w Nhn«pt¼mÄ
kZkyÀ IctLmjt¯msS AXp kzoIcn¨p. s]s«¶v
Hcp Znhkw ]WnØe¯v amÀkntbm XfÀ¶phoWp
tlmkv]näense¯n. Xet¨mdn\v AÀ_pZw
]nSnIqSnbncp¶p. NnInÕbpsS \oWvS Zn\§Ä.
H¸w I®ocnsâbpw. UnkvNmÀPv sNt¿WvS
Znhkw. AbmÄ apdnbnse \ne¡®mSnbnÂ
t\m¡n s]m«n¡cªp. ]m«nsâ
Xmf¯n DeªmSnbncp¶ apSn¨pcpfpIsftbmÀ¯v.
Zp:Jt¯msS ho«nte¡v.
""amÀkntbm'' {]nb N§mXn¡v kzmKXw
Btcm hnfn¨p]dªp.
""Zm amÀkntbm'' F¶p tI« am{XbnÂ
Ccp hi§fnepapÅ sI«nS§fnÂ
\n¶v kv{XoIfpw ]pcpj·mcpw Ipªp§fpsams¡
Cd§nh¶p. X§fpsS {]nbs¸« amÀkntbmsb
Hcp t\m¡p ImWm³. AbmÄ¡p hnizkn¡m\mbnÃ.
AhscÃmhcpw Xe apÞ\w sNbvXncn¡p¶p.
AbmÄ s]m«n¡cbpIbpw ]ns¶ s]m«n¨ncn¡pIbpw
sNbvXp.
AtX, \Ã N§mXnamcmbncn¡pI F¶Xnsâ
AÀ°w A]csâ s]mÅepIfpw hn§epIfpw
lrZb]qÀÆw Gäphm§pI F¶Xp Xs¶.
{]nb kplrt¯, \nsâ N§mXnsb ssZhw \n\¡mbn
IcpXnh¨ k½m\atÃ? A\pkyqXamb Ime{]hml¯nepw
Xm§mbn XWembn... \nsâ IpdhpItfmsS \ns¶ kvt\ln¡p¶h³...
\nsâ hyànXzs¯ BZcn¡p¶h³.
ZuÀ`mKy¯nsâ CcpWvS hgnIfneqsS \o bm{X
sN¿pt¼mÄ \ns¶ I¬aWnbmbn IcpXp¶bmÄ...
CutimbmIs« \nsâ {]nb N§mXn.
""hmfnt\¡mÄ aqÀ¨tbdnbXpw
Bgntb¡mÄ BgapÅXpw BImit¯¡mÄ
hnimehpamWv bYmÀ° kulrZw.'' \nsâ Zp:J§Ä
]¦phbv¡m³... kvt\l¯nsâ hmXnepIfneqsS
\ns¶ \bn¡m³... ImX§tfmfw \nt¶msSm¸w
k©cn¡m³... \odp¶ a\kn\v km´z\kv]ÀitaIm³...
AenhpÅ hm¡pIfm \ns¶ IqSpXÂ
BÀ{Zam¡m³... ssZh¯nte¡pÅ
hgn \n\¡p sXfn¨pXcm³... t\cnsâ hgn¯mcIfneqsS
\obpsam¯v... Htc Xqh ]£nIÄ t]mse...
icnbtÃ? \sÃmcp kplr¯v \sÃmcp {[ph\£{Xw
t]msebtÃ? H¸w Hcp Kpcp\mY\pw. GIm´XbpsS
\mgnIIfn kvt\l¯nsâbpw ImcpWy¯nsâbpw
IpfnÀs¯¶embn \obpsWvS¶pÅXv
Hs«m¶paà Fsâ Bizmkw. Poh³ t]mepw
XrWhXvKWn¨psImWvSv Fsâ Poh³ Im¡p¶
{]nb N§mXo... Cu kulrZ¯n\v ]Icambn Rms\´p
\ÂIpw?
BâWn UnsatÃm D¯akulrZw hc¨pIm«p¶Xp
ImWq.
""kmÀ, Fsâ kplr¯v bp²¡f¯nÂ
\n¶p Xncns¨¯nbn«nÃ. Abmsf sImWvSphcm³
t]mIm³ A\phZn¡Ww.''
""km²yaà A\phmZw \nckn¨ncn¡p¶p.''
Hm^okÀ ]dªp. ""Hcp]t£ CXn\Iw
acn¨pIgnª HcmÄ¡pthWvSn Xm¦Ä
kz´w Poh³ A]ISs¸Sp¯p¶Xv F\n¡njvSaÃ.''
F¦nepw ]«mf¡mc³ t]mbn.
Hcp aWn¡qÀ Ignªv acWIcamb coXnbnÂ
apdnthä Iq«pImcsâ arXtZlhpambn AbmÄ
Xncns¨¯n.
]«mfHm^okÀ¡p Ien Ibdn. ""Rm³
]dªntÃ, AbmÄ acns¨¶v. Ct¸mÄ
F\n¡v \n§Ä cWvSpt]cmWv \jvSs¸«ncn¡p¶Xv.
Hcp arXtZlw hen¨psImWvSphcp¶Xn\v AhnsS hsc
t]mbXpsImWvSv F´p t\«amWpWvSmbXv?''
acWmk¶\mb B a\pjy³ ]dªp: ""t\«ambncp¶p
kÀ, Rm³ sN¶t¸mÄ AbmÄ¡p
Poh\pWvSmbncp¶p. "Pm¡v \o hcpsa¶v
F\n¡pd¸pWvSmbncp¶p' F¶v AbmÄ
]dbpIbpw sNbvXp.''
BßmÀ°kplr¯ns\ acW]miw Npänhcnbpt¼mÄ
IcfenthmsS Poh³ c£n¡p¶ Däan{X¯nsâ
PohnXKÔnbmb IY... "kvt\lnX\pthWvSn Poh³
_enbÀ¸n¡p¶Xns\¡mÄ henb
kvt\lanÃ' F¶ ktµiw temI¯n\p \ÂInb
tbipth, A§v Fsâ kvt\lnX\mbn Ft¶msSm¸apsWvS¦nÂ...
acW¯nsâ Xmgvhcbn¡qsS \S¡m\pw
Rm³ `bs¸SnÃ. ssZh¯nsâ IcpXÂ
Ft¶msSm¸apsWvS¦n Hcp i{Xphns\bpw
{]XnkÔnsbbpw F\n¡p `banÃ. Cu t_m[yamWsÃm
PohnXt¯mWnbntedn XocaWbm³ \s½ \bn¡p¶
DÄ¡cp¯v. Hmf¡p¯pIsf AXnPohn¨v
apt¶dp¶ \½psS kvt\lt¯mWn.
kulrZ¯nsâ Xnf§p¶ Hcp ZrjvSm´w BwKekmlnXy¯nÂ
\n¶v:
Ihn ss_dsâ kl]mTnbpw Dä kplr¯pambncp¶p
Cw¥WvSnse {][m\a{´nbmbncp¶ kÀ
tdm_À«v _oÂ. Hcn¡Â kvIqfnÂ
\n¶v aS§nhcsh Hcp apcS³ Ip«n tdm_À«v
_neos\ ASn¡m³ XpS§n. DSs\ ss_d³ "\o
tdm_À«ns\ F{X ASn ASn¡m\mWv Dt±in¨ncn¡p¶Xv'
F¶v Aht\mSp tNmZn¨p.
""\n\¡v AXp tNmZn¡m³ F´mSm
AhImiw?'' apcS³ tNmZn¨p.
""Ah\p sImSp¡m³ Dt±in¡p¶
ASnbpsS ]mXn F\n¡p Xcm³ \nt¶mSp ]dbmsa¶p
hnNmcn¨mWv A§s\ tNmZn¨Xv.'' ss_d¬ KZvKZt¯msS
]dªp. Ahsâ CcpI®pIfn \n¶pw I®oÀ
HgpIp¶pWvSmbncp¶p.
apcS³ eÖn¨p Xe Xmgv¯n. ss_d\v kplr¯nt\mSpÅ
kvt\l¯nsâ Bghpw ]c¸pw IWvSv AÛpXs¸«
Ah³ tdm_À«ns\ H¶pw sN¿msX AhnsS
\n¶p \S¶pt]mbn.
Ahkc¯ns\m¯pbÀ¶pÅ kplr¯nsâ
\o¡w Xsâ kl]mTnsb c£n¨ kw`hw XeapdIÄ¡p
amXrIbmbn Xnf§p¶p.
A\´amb Cu PohnXbm{Xbn \mw IWvSpap«p¶
apJ§Ä... Ahbn NneXv \s½ kzm[o\n¡p¶p...
BIÀjn¡p¶p... amÀ¤Zo]amIp¶p.
B hyànXz§fpw \½psS PohnX¯nsâ
`mKamIp¶p. ]n¶oSv Hgnhm¡m\mhm¯ km^eyamIp¶p.
A¯mWnbmIp¶p. Bßmhn kv^pSw sNbvX
kvt\l¯nsâ ]hn{Xamb cq]ambn... IpfnÀs¯¶embn
HgpInsb¯p¶ Poh{]hmlambn... càw s]mSnbp¶
HmÀ½IÄ k½m\n¨v a¬adª
kplr¯p¡fpw C¶v \½psS \n\hnÂ
NncRvPohnIfmbn... AtX, kplr¯n\p acWanÃ.
t_m_n tPmkv I«n¡mSv FgpXp¶p: ""kplrt¯,
ssZhw \n\¡v \qdphÀjw Bbpkv \ÂIp¶psh¦nÂ
Rm³ AhnSt¯mSp {]mÀ°n¡p¶p,
F\n¡Xnt\¡mÄ Ipds¨mcp Zn\w aXn. ImcWw
\obnÃm¯ `qanbn F\ns¡mcp \nanjmÀ²w
t]mepw Pohnt¡WvS. Cu `qan C{Xta at\mlcnbmbncn¡p¶Xv
\obXn\p aotX hkn¡p¶XpsImWvSp am{Xw... AXnKmVamsbmcp
BßkulrZ¯nsâ Xncptijn¸pIfpÅ
Cu ]«W¯n hoWvSpw F¯pt¼mÄ
]pds¯Ãmw ]gbXpt]mse Xs¶. Imew sXän
ag t]mepw s]¿p¶psWvS¶pÅXv Hcp AXnbmZrÑnIX
Bhm³ hgnbnÃ... kulrZ¯nsâ Hcp ag
s]bv¯pImew Ignªmepw HmÀ½IfpsS NnÃ
]ns¶bpw ]ns¶bpw s]bvXpsImWvSncn¡p¶p.
F{X AI¶mepw Aeªmepw... kvt\lw \n\s¡´p
\ÂIn, sNdp ]qthmfw ]p©ncnþHcp IStemfw I®ocpw
]pd¯p s]¿p¶ agbpsS shÅn\qepIfnte¡p
ssIIÄ \o«n Rm³ \n\¡mbn {]mÀ°n¡p¶p.''
(lrZbhbÂ).
{]nb kplrt¯, \o k¼¯n\mbn {]mÀ°n¡msX
Adnhn\pw BßmÀ°kplr¯n\pambn {]mÀ°n¡pI.
sIWnbnte¡p \bn¡msX \·bnte¡p \bn¡p¶
kplr¯v... Bhiyt\c§fn \ns¶ klmbn¡p¶h³...
A`nemjv t{^kÀ FgpXp¶p: "a\pjy³ GImInbmbncn¡p¶Xp
\¶Ã' F¶v ssZh¯n\p ]dbmsa¦nÂ
XoÀ¨bmbpw B ssZh¯n\v \½psS GIm´XIÄ
a\knemhpw. "F\n¡n¶p \nsâ ho«nÂ
Xmaknt¡WvSnbncn¡p¶p' F¶p ]dªv,
_lnjvIrX\mb Hcmsf GIm´XbpsS ac¨nÃbnÂ
\n¶p Xmtg¡p hnfn¨nd¡p¶ ssZhw XoÀ¨bmbpw
Cu `qanbn AXn\pÅ Huj[§fpw h¨n«pWvSmIpw.
F¦nepw Bßkplr¯v F¶v hnfn¡m³
F{X t]sc In«pw? {]mÀ°\bpWvSmhs«
ssZhta, R§Ä¡v Bßkplr¯p¡sf
XcWtasb¶v.
Bßkplr¯v Hcp ZqX\mWvþssZh¯nsâ.
\½psS GIm´XIsf Npw_n¡p¶ ssZh¯nsâ
kvt\lm[c§Ä. AXv Bcpamhmw. A½tbm A¸t\m
Bhmw. `mcytbm Iq«pImcntbm s]§tfm Bhmw. kplr¯mhmw.
Nnet¸mÄ BcpaÃm¯ Hcmfmhmw.
]dbtÃ. F\ns¡mcmßkplr¯ns\ Bhiyansöv!
KXvksa\nIÄ PohnX¯nte¡p hcpt¼mtg
Adnbq, AXnsâ hne!
HcnSs\©v, Hcp amemJ, Henhpac¯nsâ Hcp NnÃ...
ssZhabbv¡p¶ ZqX³ GXp cq]¯nepw ht¶ms«.
B ZqXv \ap¡mhiyansöp am{Xw ]dbcpXv.
t\ctà kplrt¯, \½psS ]mXIÄ t\scbm¡m³,
hgnshfn¨w sXfn¡m³, a¬sNcmXv F¦nepamIm³
\nsâ DÅw Hcmsf Xncbp¶ntÃ? t\cnsâ
hgn¯mcIÄ \n\¡v A\yamImXncn¡m³ {]nban{X¯nsâ
Ic§Ä \n\¡v Xm§mhs«. CXmhWw s\©Iw
hnXp¼nbpÅ \½psS {]mÀ°\.
Ccpfn³ alm\n{Zbn \n¶pWÀ¯n
\o \ndapÅ PohnX¸oen X¶p
Fsâ NndIn\mImihpw \evIn
\n³ BßinJc¯n HcpIqsSmcp¡n
AScphm³ h¿ GXp kzÀKw hnfn¨mepw
\n¶neenbp¶XmsWsâ kzÀKw.
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