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cp sIm¨pw H¶cs¡m¨pamWv C¶s¯ AWpIpSpw_¯nepÅXv.
Cu Hsc®¯ns\ XÃnbmÂ, hà ISpwssIbpw
sNbvXmtem F¶ t]Sn. AXp Ip«nIÄ¡p in£Ww
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sNdp¸¡mcpsSbpw
Ip«nIfpsSbpw BßlXyIsf¸än ]{X¯nÂ
hmbn¡pt¼mÄ ChÀ s¡ms¡ F´p
]än F¶p tXm¶pw. CubnsS Hcp ho«nse¯nbt¸mÄ
amXm]nXm¡Ä hnjan¨ncn¡p¶Xp IWvSp. aI\v
ss_¡p thWas{X! IjvSn ]Xn\©phbkv. Rmªqept]mes¯
icocw. ss_¡v t]mbn«v, Hcp teUokv ssk¡nÄ
D´m³ t]mepw Ah\p tijnbnÃ. amXm]nXm¡sf
Ah³ `bs¸Sp¯n. taSn¨p X¶nsænÂ
Hcp ihs¸«n DWvSm¡nt¡m F¶ Xm¡oXpw.
taSn¨m \o D]tbmKn¡ptam AtXm aäpÅhÀ¡p]tbmKn¡m\mtWm?
AXv \n§fdnbWvS. ihs¸«n hm§tWm, ss_¡p
hm§tWm? Ahkm\w ss_¡v hm§n.
Hcp sIm¨pw H¶cs¡m¨pamWv C¶s¯ AWpIpSpw_¯nepÅXv.
Cu Hsc®¯ns\ XÃnbmÂ, hà ISpwssIbpw
sNbvXmtem F¶ t]Sn. AXp Ip«nIÄ¡p in£Ww
\ÂIp¶XnÂ\n¶v amXm]nXm¡sf amän
\nÀ¯p¶p.
cWvSp henb ASnIfpsS Npcpfgn¡p¶p ChnsS. \memw¢mknse
Infp´p ]¿\mbncp¶p Rm³. A¶v Htc ¢mknÂ
cWvSpw aq¶pw hÀjw tXmäv ]IzX h¶hÀ
IpsdbpWvSmbncp¶p Fsâ ¢mknÂ. XeapXnÀ¶hÀ.
As¶ms¡ Pbn¡m¯hÀ tXmähcmWv.
Cu tXmä aq¯ tN«·mÀ _oUnhen kzmb¯am¡nbhcmbncp¶p.
Hcp\mÄ Fs¶ AhcnsemcmÄ hnfn¨p ]dªp. "\ns¶
_oUn hen' ]Tn¸n¡mw. A©pss]kmbpw am§mbpw
thWw. A©p ss]kbv¡v _oUn hm§nbm Hsc®w
F\n¡v _m¡n Bim·mcmb tN«·mÀ¡v!
AXpIgnªm aTwhI ]d¼n \n¶p am§m
]dn¡Ww. AXpw Fsâ tPmen. am§m Xn¶v _oUnbpsS
aWw amäm\mWs{X!
FÃm Hcp¡§fpw ]qÀ¯nbm¡n.
A©pss]k H¸n¨p. A¶pcm{Xnbn Dd¡w
Xmakn¨msW¯nbXv. \msf BW¯apÅh\mIpw Rm³.
_oUnhenbpsS BZy]mTw ]Tn¡btÃ? A©pss]k t]m¡änepsWvS¶v
Dd¸phcp¯n Rm³ kvIqfnse¯n. D¨bqWv Ignªp.
tN«·mcpsS IqsS ]Ån¸d¼nepÅ
A½¨n¹mhv F¶phnfn¡p¶ henb ¹mhnsâ
Nph«nse¯n. tN«·mÀ _oUn I¯n¨pX¶p.
Rm³ kt´mj¯m ]pIhen¨p Ibän. AsXmcp
A`nam\¯nsâ \nanjw Bbncp¶p. Rm\pw tN«\mbn
Fs¶mcp tXm¶Â.
]t£ aWw kln¡h¿. am§m ]dn¡m³
aT¯nsâ hf¸n IbdnbXv Fs¶ ]Tn¸n¡p¶
knÌÀ skthcnb IWvSp. Rm³ amhnsâ apIfnemWv.
knÌÀ apIfnte¡p t\m¡msX \S¶pt]mbn.
Rm³ hnNmcn¨p IWvSnsöv. t\m¡nbmÂ
t]Sn¨p Rm³ Xmsgt¸mIpatÃm F¶p t]Sn¨mWs{X
knÌÀ t\m¡mXncp¶sX¶v ]n¶oSdnªp.
D¨IgnªpÅ ¢mkn\mbn eoUdmb Rm³ HmSnsb¯n
_ÃSn¨p. _ÃSn Ignªv knÌÀ
skthcnb Fs¶ Hm^okn hnfn¸n¨p. _oUn hent¨m?
CÃ F¶v Rm³ \pW ]dªp. knÌÀ
aWw ]nSn¨p. hr¯nsI« aWw. ]ns¶ ASnbpsS shSns¡«mbncp¶p.
]¯ntesd XhWbSn¨p. hSnsbmSnªp. Rm³ IcªpsImWvSp
¢mkn t]mbn.
Ipsd¡gnªv knÌÀ Fs¶ hnfn¨p.
Ipsd tNmZy§Ä tNmZn¨p. F´n\m _oUn hen¨Xv?
hni¸p amdptam? F´n\m IÅw ]dªXv? F¶mepw
\obn§s\ sNbvXtÃm? BZyIpÀ_m\bv¡v Hcp§p¶h\tÃ?
knÌÀ Ft¶mSp ]dªp: "tam³ _oUn
hen¡cpXv. \pW ]dbcpXv. anSp¡\mIsWvS?' ASnsImWvS
Fsâ heXpssIbn ]nSn¨p Xncp½n. "kmcanÃ.'
B ASnbneqsS F\n¡p In«nb kvt\lw Fsâ a\ÊnepWvSv.
]n¶osSmcn¡epw ]pIhen¡Wsa¶p tXm¶nbn«nÃ.
Hcn¡Â t]mepw B Ipªp{]mb¯n t]mepw
knÌdnt\mSv shdp¸p tXm¶nbnÃ. knÌdns\
hnjan¸n¨tÃm F¶p am{Xw tXm¶n. B ASnIn«nbn«pw
BßlXy sN¿m³ tXm¶nbnÃ. C¶msW¦ntem?
C¶v Rm³ Gähpw IqSpX HmÀ¡p¶,
kvt\ln¡p¶ Fsâ A[ym]nIbmWv knÌÀ
skthcnb. CSbv¡nsS Rm³ t]mbn ImWpw. B ASnbpsS IYsbm¶pw
Ct¸mÄ knÌdn\dnbnÃ. A[ym]IÀ¡pthWvSn
Rm³ {]mÀ°n¡pt¼mÄ Rm³
{]mÀ°n¡p¶Xp Xs¶ skthcnb½sbbpw
Fsâ A[ym]Iscbpw A\p{Kln¡tW F¶mWv .
asämcSnbpsS a[pckvacWIfpw F¶nepWvSv. AXp \memw¢mkntem
atäm Rm³ ]Tn¡pt¼mgmWv. Hcp Ipfhn¡qSv
I¨n¯pdphn Rm³ IWvSp]nSn¨p. AXns\ sImÃWw.
Xohbv¡msa¶p IcpXn, Xobpambn t]mIm³ XpS§nbt¸mÄ
hey½ XSªp. I¨n¯pdp apgph³ I¯nt¸mIpw.
Ipfhn¡qSv Hgn¨v Hcp I¨n¯pdphns\¡mWm³
Fsâ _p²n¡pw I®n\pw km[n¨nÃ.
GI e£yw Ipfhn¡qSv. hey½ amdnb X¡¯n\v
Rm³ Ipfhn¡qSn\v Xoh¨p. sNdnb I¨n¯pdphmbncps¶¦nepw
BImiw aps« Xobv. ssZhm\p{Kl¯m hoSv I¯nbnÃ.
CXdnªv Nm¨³ Fs¶ Ipsd ASn¨p. XpSs]m«n.
A¶pcm{Xn InS¶pd§m³ t\c¯v XpSbv¡pthZ\bpWvSmbncp¶p.
ASn NneXp s]m«n. NneXv XSn¨p InS¡p¶p. Rm³
sNbvXXv sXänt¸msb¶p F\n¡v Adnbmw. AXn\v
k¦ShpapWvSv. Nm¨t\mSv H«pw hnjahpw tXm¶nbnÃ.
cm{Xn H¼XpaWntbmsS Rm³ Dd§nsb¶p IcpXn
Nm¨³ Fsâ I«nen h¶ncp¶v
Rm\dnbm¯hn[w \n¡dp amän ASn¸mSpIfnÂ
shfns¨® hncenseSp¯p ]pc«n. At¸mÄ
Rm³ Dd¡w \Sn¨p InS¡pIbmbncp¶p. DÅnÂ
kt´mjambncp¶p, Nm¨³ hnjan¨tXmÀ¯v.
FÃmw Ignªv Fsâ Xebn Nm¨³ XtemSn.
Fsâ Ihnfn B henb ssI¯ew sImWvSp XShn. F¶n«v
Hcp ZoÀL\nizmkw hn«p. XpSÀ¶v A½¨ntbmSv
Nm¨³ ]dbp¶Xp tI«p, "]mhw, Rms\m¯ncn
XÃn. F\n¡v \nb{´n¡m³ ]änbnÃ.
\msf ]\n]nSn¡ptam Bthm?' A½¨n Nm¨s\ Bizkn¸n¨p,
"AXp kmcanà sIm¨p \¶mIm\tÃ?' "Mvlm..
'F¶p Nm¨³ aqfnbt¸mÄ B aqfen\v CSÀ¨bpWvSmbncp¶p.
Rm³ ]pX¸phen¨v Fsâ XeaqSnbn«v, AXn\Snbn¡nS¶v
Icªp. Fsâ Nm¨sâ kvt\ltamÀ¯v,
Fsâ Nm¨s\ thZ\n¸n¨tÃm Ft¶mÀ¯v.
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