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cmhnsâ
\ni_vZXbn acWw, ssZh¯n¦Â \n¶p
Xmsg `qanbnte¡nd§n h¶p. Hcp \Kc¯n\p Npäpw
h«an«p ]d¶psImWvSv Ah³ Xsâ t\{X§sf
hoSpIÄ¡pÅnte¡p Npgnªnd¡n.
kz]v\§fpsS NndIntedn, ]mdn \S¡p¶ Bßm¡sf
Ah³ IWvSp. \n{ZbpsS Zbmhmbv]n\p IogS§nb a\pjyscbpw
IWvSp.
N{µ³ N{Ihmf¯n\p Xmtg¡p ]Xn¡pIbpw
\Kcsa§pw CcpÄ ]c¡pIbpw sNbvXp. acWw F§pw
kv]Àin¡msX hoSpIÄ¡nSbneqsS IcpXtemsS
\S¶p\S¶v HSp¡w Hcp sIm«mc¯nÂ
F¯nt¨À¶p. Xmgn«p ]q«nb sKbnänsâ
AgnIÄ¡nSbneqsS XSÊanÃmsX AI¯pIS¶v
Ah³ Ipt_csâ i¿mKmc¯n\p kao]¯p h¶p
\nebpd¸n¨p. acWw s\änta kv]Àin¨t¸mÄ
Dd§p¶bmÄ I¬Xpd¶p. AbmÄ hÃmsX
`bNInX\mbn ImWs¸«p.
arXyphnsâ ambnIcq]s¯ IWvSXpw, `bhpw tIm]hpw CSIeÀ¶
kzc¯nebmÄ KÀÖn¨p: "tl, Zpkz]v\ta,.
IS¶pt]mIq; `oIct{]Xta, Fs¶ hn«Ieq! BcmWp \o?
F§s\ \osbsâ sIm«mcs¡«n IS¶pIqSn?
\n\s¡´p thWw? F{Xbpw s]s«¶v ChnSw hn«p
s]mbvs¡mÅq. Rm\mWo hoSnsâ bPam\³. Rm\nXm
Fsâ ASnaIsfbpw Imh¡mscbpw hnfn¡bmWv.
\ns¶ sIm¶pIfbm³ Rm³ Iev]n¡s«!'
]Xnª CSnapg¡w t]mepÅ kzc¯n acWw
]dªp: "Rm³ acWamWv. Fgpt¶äv Fs¶
\an¡q!'
Ipt_c³ tNmZn¨p: "\n\s¡´pthWw? Rms\sâ
CS]mSpIÄ ]qÀ¯nbm¡pwap¼v \o F´n\nhnsS
h¶p? Fsâ Icp¯ns\¡pdn¨v \osb´dnbp¶p?
\o ZpÀ_esâbSp¯psN¶v Abmsf Iq«ns¡mWvSp
t]mIm³ t\m¡q!
\nsâ s]mÅbmb apJhpw IqÀ¯ \Jap\IÄ
\ndª B \in¨ ]mZ§fpw F{X PpKp]vkmhlw! hr¯nsI«
AØnItfmSpIqSnb \nsâ NndIpIfpw ihXpeyamb DSepw IWvSv
Fsâ I®p ]pfn¡p¶p''.
Hcp am{Xt\cs¯ `oXnP\Iamb Xncn¨dnhns\¯pSÀ¶v
AbmÄ ]dªp: ""Hm, ImcpWyhm\mb acWta! Fsâ
]pe¼epIÄ Imcyam¡cptX! lrZbw hne¡nbn«pw
`bw kÀÆhpw shfns¸Sp¯p¶p'' (JeoÂv
Pn{_m³ : Aeªp \S¡p¶hÀ)
acWsa¶ {]tlfnI... P\\w apXÂ \nt¶msSm¸w...
{kjvSmhnsâ hnfn¡p ImtXmÀ¯v... `qanbnÂ
DÅImew Ipeo\amb PohnXw... AXp Xs¶btà \Ã
acW¯n\pÅ Hcp¡w. P\\w apX¯s¶
\o Hcp§pI acW¯n\mbn. Fs´¶m Ah³
IÅs\t¸mse hcpw. GXp hn\mgnIbnemWp hcp¶sX¶v
BÀ¡pw AdnbnÃ.
hnip²amb PohnXw... Im]Sy¯nsâbpwXn·bpsSbpw
IeÀ¸nÃmsX... klPohnIÄ¡mbn \·bpsSbpw
t\cnsâbpw s\cnt¸mSn sh´pcpIn... B kzcw
ASp¯Sp¯phcp¶ntÃ? hn[nbpsS \mfpw Im¯v
HmÀ½¸pkvXI¯nsâ XmfpIfnÂ
Iq«epw Ingn¡epambn... Adnhnsâ BImi]Y§fneqsSbpÅ
bm{X... {]nb kplrt¯, Hcp§nbncn¡pI. \nsâ
{kjvSmhv GXp \nanjhpw \ns¶ hnfn¡mw. kzÀKob
k½m\¯n\mbn. \nsâ \·IÄ A¡an«p
\nct¯WvS ImcyanÃ. sN¿m¯hsb¡pdn¨v
hmKzmZhpw thWvS. Fs´¶m AhnSp¶v FÃmadnbp¶p.
\ns¶ ]qÀ®ambn. AtX CXp hn[nbpsS thfbmWv.
""FÃm InS¡Ifpw acW¡nS¡IfmWv.
\n§tfmtcmcp¯cpw acn¨psImtWvSbncn¡p¶p.
Hcp]t£ acW¯nte¡pÅ \ncbn Aev]w
IqSn AIe¯nembncn¡mw \n§Ä \n¡pI.
]t£, \n§fpsS kabhpw ASp¯psImtWvSbncn¡p¶p''
^m. t_m_n tPmkv I«nImSv FgpXp¶p.
In\mhnsâ ]SnhmXnepIÄ ISs¶¯p¶ kµÀiIsâ
\na{´Ww ImXnÂ... hn\oX\mIpI... lrZb¯nÂ
Al¦cn¡p¶hsc Ah³ NnXdn¡pw... B tIm]mán
{]]©w apgph³ Zln¸n¡m³ X¡ iànbpÅXmWv.
Cu \mÄ hsc Hcp§nbn«nsænÂ
C¶p Xs¶ XpS§pI. ]pXnsbmcp IÀ½w.
\·bpsS ]q¦mh\w XoÀ¡pI. ]n¶oSv
acWs¯ £Wn¡pI; \nsâ `h\¯nte¡v.
""]md s]m«n¨v Icn¦ÂIjW§fm¡p¶Xv
ssZhmeb§fnse XqWmIphm\mWv. sagpIpXncn acn¡p¶Xv
{]Imiambn amdm\mWv. XSn¡jWw acn¡p¶Xv AXn\pÅnse
Aánsb Pzen¸n¡m\mWv.''
acWw amSnhnfn¡pt¼mÄ F´p¯camWv \o
\ÂIpI? Hcp§m³ Hcp \nanjw IqSn \ÂIWsa¶
A`yÀ°\... Pohn¨psImXnXoÀ¶n«nsö
]cn`hw... k¼¯v ssIhnSm\mhnsö ]cntZh\w...
_豈 _Ô\§fmIp¶ \nanj§Ä...
thÀ]mSnsâ thZ\... ]m]¯nsâ \oäepIÄ...
]Ým¯]n¡pI... IW¡p]pkvXI¯nse A¡§Ä
X¿mdm¡pI, IrXyXtbmsS. \nsâ kpIrX§Ä
am{Xamhpw A´nahn\mgnIIfn \nt¶msSm¸w
klbm{Xbv¡v Iq«n\pWvSmIpI. AXn\m PohnXs¯
hnip²nbpsS XqshÅ hkv{XwsImWvSv Ae¦cn¡pI.
\nsâ I\hpIfn k¨n´IÄ \ndbs«.
{]tem`\§Ä \ns¶ kzm[o\n¡mXncn¡s«.
\obpw \nsâ ssZhhpw... \nsâ Cutimbpw F¶pw...
""Xsâ hnip²cpsS acWw IÀ¯mhnsâ
ZrjvSnbn F{Xtbm AaqeyamWv.''
(k¦oÀ¯\§Ä 16:5)
acWw {]IrXn\nbaamWv. Hcp¡w F{Xtbm ap¼v XpS§mtam
A{Xbpw \¶v. kzman hnthIm\µ³ hfsc s]s«¶mbncp¶p
bqtdm¸nse§pw BßobXbpsS ]cymbambn amdnbXv. F¶n«pw
buh\¯n¯s¶ t]cpw s]cpabpw thsWvS¶p
h¨v kzman Xsâ {Kma¯nte¡p aS§p¶p.
]pgtbmc¯pÅ Xsâ ho«n GXmWvSv Hscmfnhp
Xmakw Xs¶. hntZi]{X¡mÀ At±ls¯
sXcªp]nSn¡pIbmbncp¶p. AhnsS kzman F´mWp
sN¿p¶sX¶v AhÀ AÛpXs¸«p.
AhtcmSp im´ambn At±lw ]dªp: ""Me,
I am preparing for my death'' (AtX, Rm³ Fsâ acW¯n\pÅ
Hcp¡¯nemWv.)
acWw hn[nhmNIhpambn h¶m cmPm¡·mÀ
t]mepw IogS§ntb aXnbmhq. AhnsS ]ZhnbpsS ]cnKW\bnÃ.
A[nImc¯nsâ kwc£W§fnÃ. IpX{´§fpsS
I]SXIfnÃ. PmXnaXt`Z§fnÃ. t]cp hnfn¡p¶hÀ
t]mtb aXnbmhq. kÀhw XyPn¨v...
sXcsªSp¡s¸«hÀ {kjvSmhnsâ
apJw ImWpw. tijn¡p¶hÀ \cImánbnÂ
\n]Xn¡pw, \nXyZp:J¯nsâ _o`ÕXbnte¡v.
I®oscmgp¡nbn«p ImcyanÃ. {]hmNIÀ
\n§Ä¡p shfns¸Sp¯nb Imcy§Ä
\n§Ä [n¡mc]qÀÆw XÅn¡fªntÃ?
AhcpsS \mhv tOZns¨Sp¯ntÃ? \·bpsS ]mXbnÂ
\n¶pw \o hyXnNen¨ntÃ? \nsâ hn[n \o kzoIcn¡pI:
AhnSp¶p ]dbpw.
tImSoizc\mb HcmÄ Xm³ ]pXpXmbn ]Wn XoÀ¯
aWnamfnIbnte¡p k\ymknsb £Wn¨p: ""aµncw
at\mlcambncn¡p¶p. F¶m CXns\mcp {]iv\apWvSv.''
aµnc¯nsâ {][m\ IhmSw NqWvSn¡m«n
k\ymkn ]dªp: ""CXn\v Cu hmXnepÅXmWv XIcmdv.''
AbmÄs¡m¶pw a\ÊnembnÃ. k\ymkn Imcyw
hyàam¡n. B hmXneneqsS \n§sf Hcn¡Â
Ahkm\ambn sImWvSpt]mIpw. ]n¶oSv Xncn¨phcm³ \n§Ä¡mInÃ.
AtX {]nb kplrt¯, \n§Ä ssZht¯mSp bmNn¡ntÃ,
""Cu at\mlcXoc¯v Xcptam C\nsbmcp P·w IqSn,
F\n¡n\nsbmcp P·w IqSn'' F¶v? CXv sshInb thf.
Hcp§m³ C\nbpw Gsd. \S¡m³ ImX§Ä...
PohnXw ]hn{Xam¡pI. \·bn hym]cn¡pI.
Zcn{Zt\mSp Zb ImWn¡pI. Fs´¶m PohnXw
£WnIamWv. Hcp\mÄ \mw acWs¯ hcnt¨ aXnbmhq.
hn. {^m³kokv AÊokn hnfn¨p]dªXpt]mse ""h¶mepw
tkmZco, acWta.''
acW¯n\p ap¼n {]tXyI ]cnKW\bnà BÀ¡pw;
A[nImcnsbt¶m Zcn{Zs\t¶m Fs¶m¶pw.
""kaÀ°\mb kokdpw {]kn²\mb tlmadpw,
kaXzaä tkmfa³ XpS§nbpÅ hnÚcpw,
]ncnªpt]mbn ImeN{Ihn{`a¯nse¦neo,
\ap¡p ]ns¶sb´p i¦ amäsam¶panÃXnÂ.''
þtacn tPm¬ tXm«w.
KmÔnPnbpsS PohnX¯nse Ahkm\Znhkhpw Bcw`n¨Xv ]Xnhp
{]mÀ°\tbmSpIqsSbmbncp¶p. ssht¡mÂInS¡bnÂ
N{aw ]Snªv AcptWmZb¯n\pap¼v At±lw ""`KhZvKoX'
bnse hcnIÄ Be]n¨p.
""PmXky ln {[pthm arXypÀ
{[phw P·arXkyN
XkvamZ ]cnlmtcÀtY
\Xzw timNnXpaÀlkn''
(P\n¨h\p acWhpw acn¨h\p P\\hpw \nÝbamIp¶p.
AXn\m \nhr¯nbnÃm¯ C¡mcy¯nÂ
\o hyk\n¨n«p ^eanÃ.)
{]nb kplrt¯, \o acn¨mepw Pohn¡Ww. XeapdIÄ¡v
\ntâXmb kw`mh\IÄ k½m\n¨v... \nsâ
Imev]mSpIÄ Ahtijn¸n¨v... \nsâ kpIrX§Ä
hgn A\ya\kpIfn IpSnbncp¯s¸«v.
t¹täm acW¡nS¡bn Bk¶acW\mbn
InS¡pIbmbncp¶p. injy·mÀ tNmZn¨p:
"F§s\bpÅ A´yIÀaamWv R§Ä
At§¡pthWvSn sNt¿WvSXv?'
acWw ASbp¶ Hcp PmeIaÃ, Xpd¡s¸Sp¶
Hcp henb hmXnemsW¶v t_m[yapWvSmbncp¶ t¹täm
injytcmSp tNmZn¨p:
"hnUvVnItf, \n§Äs¡s¶ kwkvIcn¡m³
km[n¡ptam?'
icnbtà {]nb kplrt¯, At±lw C¶pw P\lrZb§fnÂ
Pohn¡pIbtÃ?
\nXyXbpsS Xoc§fnte¡pÅ bm{Xsb¡pdn¨v
""KoXmÚen' bn SmtKmÀ FgpXp¶p.
bm{X ]dbp¶ Cu kab¯v kplr¯p¡tf, \n§sf\n¡p
ku`mKyw Biwkn¨mepw. BImi¯v {]`mX¯nsâ sh¬IXncpIÄ.
F\n¡p t]mIphm\pÅ hgn F{X at\mlcw! F\n¡p sImWvSpt]mIms\´pWvSv
F¶p Nn´n¨v \n§Ä BIpecmtIWvS.
shdpw ssIIfpambn Rm³ bm{X XpS§p¶p.
{]Xo£m\nÀ`camb lrZbhpambn.
Fsâ hcWameyw Rm³ AWntª¡mw.
bm{X¡mctâXmb sNa¶,
[q{athjambncn¡nà FtâXv.
hgnat[y A]IS§Ä
]Xnbncp¶mepw F\n¡p `banÃ.
bm{X Xocpt¼mtg¡pw kmÔy\£{Xw
sXfnªp\nev¡p¶pWvSmhpw.
cmPmhnsâ {]thi\IhmS¯nÂ
IcpWkzc¯nepÅ
kmÔycmK§fpw apg§p¶pWvSmhpw.''
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