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XmgvhcbneqsS
cWvSpt]À \S¡pIbmbncp¶p. AhcnsemcmÄ ]ÀÆX{]m´¯nte¡p
hnc NqWvSnbn«p ]dªp: AXm, Hcm{iaw ItWvSm?
hfsc¡meambn Cu temI¯nÂ\n¶pw tamN\w t\Snb
HcmÄ AhnsS Xmakn¡p¶pWvSv. Cu `qanbn AbmÄ
At\zjn¡p¶Xv ssZhs¯ am{XamWv.
AbmÄ ssZhs¯ IsWvS¯pIbnÃ; Xsâ B{iahpw
B{ia¯nse GIm´Xbpw Dt]£n¨v \½psS
temI¯nte¡p aS§nhcpw hsc. \½psS thZ\bpw
kt´mjhpw ]¦nSm\pw hnhmlmtLmj§fn \r¯w
sN¿m\pw acn¨hcpsS iha©¯n\p Npäpancp¶v
Icbm\pw aS§nhcp¶Xp hsc AbmÄ ssZhs¯ IsWvS¯pIbnÃ.
\n§Ä ]dªsXÃmw Rm³ k½Xn¡p¶p.
F¶ncp¶mepw B alÀjn \Ãh\msW¶mWv
Fsâ hnizmkw. Hcp \Ã a\pjy³ Xsâ Akm¶n²yw
sImWvSv \· sN¿pIbmsW¦n AXp \ÃXtÃ?
Cu a\pjyscÃmw A`n\bn¡p¶ [À½njvTXtb¡mÄ
al¯catà AXv?
(ssZhs¯ IsWvS¯phm³: Jeo Pn{_m³)
ssZhmt\zjW¯nsâ hgnIfneqsSbpÅ GIm´]YnIsâ
]n¨hbv]v... Kpcpsh¶ al¯mb ]Zw ]cnNbn¨Xv B
bm{XbnemWsÃm. `mÞs¡«nse ]mtYbsaÃmw
k½m\n¨Xv ]hn{Xamb B Ic§fmWsÃm. AÔImcs¯
\ntcm[n¡p¶ amkvacnIhnZy F¶nepw {]` sNmcnªXv
HmÀ¡p¶p; P·w sImWvSv XoÀ¡m³
h¿m¯ IS¸mSpItfmsS. Kpcp{]kmZw \ndbp¶
\nc¯pIfneqsS, N§mXn¡q«§Äs¡m¸w.
Adnhnsâ BZym£c§Ä sNmÃn¯¶
\nes¯gp¯pIfcn bmim³ apXÂ Ct¶mfw...
Kpcp]c¼cIfpsS Ir]mISm£w. Adnhv \ndhmsW¶pw
CuizcÚm\amWv bYmÀ° Adnsh¶pw ImXnÂ
HmXn¯¶ hnÚm\`ÞmKmc§Ä... tdmÄ
tamUepIÄ... A²ym]\w X]kybmbn IcpXp¶hÀ...
XeapdIsf hnÚm\¯nsâ shÅnshfn¨w sImWvSv
hnip²oIcn¡p¶ t{ijvTmNmcy·mÀ...
`qanbn ssZh¯nsâ {]Xn]pcpj·mÀ...
\· sN¿m\mbn hnfn¡s¸«hÀ...
hnÚm\k¼mZ\w PohnX{hXambn IWvS BÀj`mcXkwkvImc¯nsâ
tijn¡p¶ XpSn¸pIÄ... Kpcp\nµ Dan¯obnÂ
Zln¨mepw Xocm¯ ]m]amsW¶p Nn´n¨ncp¶
Hcp Xeapdsb \mw ad¶pt]mtbm?
""Hcp A[ym]I³ hnZymÀ°nbpsS PohnXho£Ww
amänsbSp¡pI am{XaÃ, AbmfpsS A´ÀZÀi\w
BgapÅXm¡pIbpw sN¿p¶p'' tUm. kÀtƸnÅn
cm[mIrjvWsâ hm¡pIÄ Hcp D¯aKpcp\mYsâ
kzm[o\w hyàam¡p¶p. ""bYmÀ°
hnZym`ymkw \½psS DÄ¡mgvNsb hÀ²n¸n¡p¶p.
PohnXN{Ihmfw hnIkn¸n¡p¶p. \½fnÂ
AÀ°]qÀ®amb ImgvN¸mSv krjvSn¡pIbpw
sN¿p¶p.''
""hnZy Kpcp¡·mcpsSbpw KpcphmWv. ]ctZhXbmWv.
B]Â_ÔphmWv. hnZybnÃm¯h³ arKamWv''
þ `À¯rlcn.
Kpcp`àn A\yw \n¶p t]mIp¶pthm? aqeyNypXnbpw
D]t`mKkwkvImchpw I]SkZmNmchpw ssk_À bpKhpsaÃmw
krjvSn¡p¶ `hnjy¯pIÄ... ap¶nte¡p
t\m¡q... kplrt¯ \nsâ ImeSnIÄ {i²n¨pam{Xw
\o¡pI. \ns¶ Im¯v Xn·bpsS IcmflkvX§Ä...
ChnsSbmWv \n\¡v Hcp Kpcphns\ thWvSXv. \nsâ hgnIÄ
Hcn¡epw ]ng¨pt]mImXncn¡m³ \nt¶msSm¸w
k©cn¡p¶ kz´w Kpcp\mY³... \n¶nse
\·sb Adnªv... Xn·bnÂ\n¶v AIän\ndp¯n
\n\¡v {]tNmZ\ambn kZm \nt¶msSm¸w. AXv Hcp {_ÒÚm\nbmb
Kpcphnt\ Ignbq. XeapdIfn A]qÀÆw IWvSphcp¶
alm{]Xn`mkw... Adnhnsâ BÄcq]§Ä... ZoÀLZÀinIÄ...
A§s\bpÅ Kpcp\mY·mÀ¡v Z£nWbmbn
s]cphnc sImSp¯mepw aXnbmhnÃ.
Ipcpt£{Xbp²w Ahkm\n¨ kµÀ`w. `oasâ
KZsImWvSpÅ ASntbä Zptcym[\³ GXmWvSv acWmhØbnÂ
InS¡p¶p. AhnsSsb¯nb Aiz°mamhv Zptcym[\\sâ
Zp:Jw amäm³ {ian¨p. AXn\pthWvSn AbmÄ ]mÞhcpsS
IqSmc¯n AÀ²cm{Xnbn \pgªpIbdn
A©v ]mÞh_me·msc h[n¨p. AhcpsS XeIÄ
sh«ns¡mWvSph¶v Zptcym[\\p kaÀ¸n¨p.
F¶m Zptcym[\³ AXp IWvSp kt´mjn¡p¶Xn\p
]Icw "Fsâ i{Xp¡Ä ]mÞh·mcmWtÃm!
AhcpsS a¡fmb Cu _me·mÀ AÃ. F´n\mWv
Cu Ip«nIsf h[n¨Xv!' F¶v AXohZp:Jt¯msS ]dªtijw
acWaSªp.
Xsâ Ip«nIÄ A©pt]À NXnhnÂ
h[n¡s¸«XpIWvS ]m©men henb kzc¯nÂ
Aeapdbn«p Icªp. ]m©mensb B \nebn IWvS
AÀÖp\³ "{]ntb, \½psS Ipªp§sf
sIm¶ B Aiz°mamhnsâ Xesh«n ChnsS sImWvSphcmw.
CXv Fsâ KmÔoh¯nt·epÅ i]YamWv.
Ahsâ Xe ]m{Xam¡ns¡mWvSv, \½psS Ipªp§fpsS
icocw Ipfn¸n¡q' F¶ D{Ki]Yw sNbvXpsImWvSv ZrV\nÝbt¯msS
t]mbn.
t]Sn¨cWvSv HmSp¶ Aiz°mamhns\ AÀPp\³
]n³XpSÀ¶p sN¶p. Ahkm\w cWvSpt]cpw X½nÂ
s]mcnª bp²w XpS§n. Aiz°mamhv FbvXphn«
A¼pIsfÃmw ]mgmbn. tXmä Aiz°mhns\ AÀPp\³
h[n¨nÃ. IbdpsImWvSv Abmsf hcnªpsI«nbtijw
Xsâ IqSmc¯nte¡p hen¨ng¨psImWvSpt]mbn.
CXp IWvS I®³ "AÀPp\m, Cu {Iqcs\ Ft§m«mWv
hen¨ng¨psImWvSpt]mIp¶Xv? KmÔoh¯nt·Â
i]Yw sNbvXXv Chs\ sImÃpsa¶tÃ? AsX´mbn?
Dd§n¡nS¶ Ip«nIsf Hcp ZbhpanÃmsX
Ch³ sIm¶ntÃ? Chs\ X£Ww sImÃpIbmWv
thWvSXv' F¶p ]dªp. "I®m Rm³ F´p
sN¿Ww? Fsâ Ipªp§sf sIm¶ ZpjvS³
Fsâ Kpcphnsâ aI\mbnt¸mbntÃ? Chs\ sIm¶v
Fsâ Kpcphnsâ IpSpw_¯n\msI F§s\bmWv C{Xbpw
ISp¯ Zp:Jw hcp¯p¶Xv?' F¶mbncp¶p AÀÖp\sâ
adp]Sn. hen¨ng¨psImWvSph¶ Aiz°mamhns\ AÀPp\³
]m©menbpsS ap¼msI C«p. Xe Ip¼n«p
\n¶ Aiz°mamhns\ IWvS ]m©men¡v a\Êenªp.
"Fsâ Ipªp§sf Cu s]cpw]m]n sIm¶p. ]t£,
Chs\ sIm¶p \½Ä Kpcpim]w hcp¯nhbv¡cpXv.
Rm³ Fsâ Ipªp§sf \jvSs¸«p Zp:Jn¡p¶Xpt]mse
\½psS Kpcp]Xv\n k¦Ss¸Sm³ ]mSnÃ.
Chsâ sI«pIfgn¨v kzX{´\mbn hnSpI.' F¶v
AhÀ ]dªp. kzX{´\mb Aiz°mamhv XeIp\n¨p
\S¶p.
{]nb Kpcphns\ lrZb¯n ]qPmhn{Klambn [ym\n¡p¶
{]nbinjy³... Bßs\m¼c¯nsâ I\epIÄ
AÀPp\\n I¯n¡mfpt¼mgpw icnbmb
Xocpam\w DS³ h¶p. Kpcphns\ Zp:Jn¸n¡pI
]m]amWv. sImSnb ]m]w. B ]mZw sXm«v \akvIcn¡mw. PohnX¸mXIfnÂ
FhnsSsb¦nepw Kpcp\nµbpsS thZ\n¸n¡p¶
\nanj§Ä... am¸nc¡mw, Kpcp]c¼cIsf
a\Ên [ym\n¡mw.
[ym\n¡pIbmsW¦n {]]©w apgph³ Kpcphnsâ
A\´amb kzm[o\atà {]Imin¡pI? \£{X§Ä
]mX sXfn¡p¶ntÃ? kqcyN{µ·mÀ
{]` hnXdp¶ntÃ? AÔ\pw \ap¡v hgnIm«nbmIp¶ntÃ?
\nsâ DÅw hnXp¼pt¼mÄ... s\m¼c¸mSpIfnÂs¸«pgept¼mÄ
\o HmSnbWbpI... B khn[¯nte¡v... \nsâ {]nbKpcphnsâ
Ir]mISm£§Ä¡mbn... a\Ênsâ km´z\¯n\mbn.
At±lw KhÀWÀ Bbncp¶p. FÃm thZnIfnepw
At±l¯n\mbncp¶p apJyØm\w. ]t£,
Hcp DÕhcwK¯n At±l¯nsâ Kpcp\mY\mb
kÀ bZp\mY kÀ¡mdpw ]s¦Sp¡p¶pWvSmbncp¶p.
Kpcp\mY³ DÅt¸mÄ injy³ F§s\ At±ls¯
]n´Ån apJyØm\¯v Ccn¡pw? KhÀWÀ¡v
AXv Nn´n¡m³t]mepw Ignbpambncp¶nÃ.
At±lw Xsâ AwKc£It\mSp ]dªp: ""ChnsS
Øm\am\§Ä t\mt¡WvSXnÃ. Fsâ
Kpcp\mY\mWv Rm³ apJyØm\w \ÂIm³ t]mIp¶Xv.''
FÃmhcpsSbpw ap¼nÂh¨v bZp\mYvkÀ¡mcn\v
apJyØm\w \ÂInbncp¯nbnt« At±lw
Ccp¶pÅq. A§s\ PohnXImew apgph³ Xsâ
Kpcp\mYs\ _lpam\n¨v BZcn¨ KhÀWÀ Bsc¶dntbtWvS
{]nb kplrt¯? At±lamWv A´cn¨ ltc{µIpamÀ
apJÀPn. Xsâ k¼mZyw apgph³ I¡¯
kÀÆIemimebv¡pw A©v aäp Øm]\§Ä¡pw
kw`mh\ sNbvX alm\mWv At±lw.
FÃmhcpw \ap¡v Kpcp¡·mcmWv. Bcnepw
\n¶v Fs´¦nepsams¡ ]Tn¡m\mhpw.
icnbtÃ? PohnX¯n \mw IWvSpap«p¶
apJ§Ä \s½ kzm[o\n¡mdntÃ? KpcpkmKc¯neqsS
\mw \o´n¯pSn¡pt¼mÄ hn\oXcmIpI.
""hnPvRm\¯nsâ ajnt¡mepsImWvSv B´cnI\b\§Ä
Xpd¶v AdnhnÃmbvabpsS AÔImcw XpS¨p \o¡p¶
Kpcphns\ Rm³ \akvIcn¡p¶p.''
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