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Rm³ _mÀaoÀ BImihmWnbpsS UbdIvSdmbn NmÀsPSp¯ Imew. cmPØm³ shÅwIn«m¯ Øew Fs¶ms¡bmWv Fsâ i{Xp¡Ä Fs¶ ]dªp `bs¸Sp¯nbncp¶Xv. Rm\pw A§s\ Xs¶bmWv IcpXnbncp¶Xv. F¦nepw {Sm³kv^dpw A\ytZihmkhpw Gsd CjvSs¸«ncp¶ Fsâ `mcybpw a¡fpw Fs¶ t{]mÕmln¸n¨p. ""tIcf¯nsâ Cu "T' h«¯n InS¶m a\pjyXzw DWvSmInÃ. \ap¡v kÀ¡mÀ sNehn ]e\mSpw ImWmasÃm F¶mWv `mcy ]dbmdv. a¡fpw AXv Gäp]mSpw. B Hcp ss[cy¯nemWv C´y apgph³ F\n¡v Gsd¡psd k©cn¡m\pw ]Tn¡m\pw IgnªXv.
Rm³ cmPØm\nse¯p¶Xv 1997þemWv. \½psS \m«n Pehpw agbpw [mcmfapsWvS¦nepw Idâv I«v kpe`w. F¶pw {]Jym]nXhpw A{]Jym]nXhpamb A\h[n IdâpI«v A\p`hn¨v, AsXmcp {]iv\tabà F¶p [cn¨v cmPØm\nse¯nb Fs¶ AÛpXs¸Sp¯nbXv Hcn¡epw I«mIm¯ Idâpw hm«À kss¹bpw Xs¶bmWv. CXv R§fpsS kÀ¡mÀ IzmÀt«gvknsâ ImcyamWv. AhnsS PeZuÀe`yhpw sshZypXn¡pdhpw DÅ Øe§Ä Ct¸mgpapWvSv. ]t£, P\§Ä a\ÊpsImWvSv k¼¶cmWv. AXpsImWvSpXs¶ Ahcmcpw A\mhiyambn k¦Ss¸Sp¶nÃ.
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ssIbnencp¶ apjnª Nm¡psI«v Agn¨v AXnÂ\n¶v hben³t]mes¯ Hcp kwKotXm]IcWw ]pds¯Sp¯p. cmPØm\nkwKoX¯nse {]apJ hmZyamb "IambN' bmWXv F¶v F\n¡p a\Ênembn. "IambN' hbensâbpw kn¯mdnsâbpw BIrXn GXmWvSv ka\zbn¡p¶Xpt]mse H¶n kv{SnwKvkv (I¼n) bpsS Øm\¯v NcSv hen¨psI«n Hcp {]tXyI Xcw t_m sImWvSv hmbn¡p¶ am{´nIkwKoXamWv. At±lw taLvhÀjv cmK¯n (\½psS AarXhÀjnWnt]mse) Hcp ip²kwKoXw hmbn¨ptIĸn¨p. Rm³ Ccp¶ Ccp¸n ebn¨pt]mbn F¶p ]dbp¶XmWv kXyw.
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