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]Iepd¡¯nsâ AÀ²hncma¯nepw Ahsf¡pdn¨mWv
HmÀ¯psImWvSncn¡p¶Xv. CcpWvSpaqSnb kÔyIfpw
CSnapg¡hpw AhÄ¡p hÃm¯ t]SnbmWv.
teiw XWp¯ Imtääm \nb{´Ww hn«p
hndbv¡pIbpw sN¿pw. ag \\ªm PetZmjhpw
hcpw. BsI¡qSn Hcev]{]mWnbmWv.
sXfnbm¯ sagpIp\ndw ]qWvS ]Iembncp¶p. Ct¸mÄ
CcpWvSncn¡p¶p. ag I\¯p XpS§nbncn¡p¶p.
AhÄ \\bpIbmWsÃm Ft¶mÀ¯v thhemXnbmWv.
an¶epw CSnapg¡hpapWvSv. AXpw AhÄ¡p t]SnbmWv.
P\mebneqsS CuÀ¸w \ndª ImäSn¨p Ibdp¶p.
apdn¡pÅnencn¡p¶ Xm³t]mepw hndbv¡pIbmWv.
At¸mÄ ]mhw Ahtfm...?
tPmenbnÂ\n¶v hncan¨tijhpw UÂlnbnse ssIemjv
F³t¢hnembncp¶p. Ip«nIsfms¡ hntZit¯¡p
IpSntbdnbXnÂ]ns¶bmWv \m«nse Xdhm«pho«nÂ
h¶p Xmakam¡nbXv. H¶pw sN¿m\nÃm¯
PohnX¯nsâ im´amb kmbmÓw AhnsSbmIs«
F¶Xpw Xsâ Xocpam\am. AhÄ HscXncpw ]dªnÃ.
cmhnse ]pcbnS¯n\p Npäpw H¶p \S¡pw. h¶p
NqSpshůn Ipfn¡pw. At¸mtg¡pw
]Ånbn \n¶hÄ h¶pIbdpw. Ieiemb kÔnhmXapWvSv.
\S¡m³ XoÀ¯pw _p²nap«mWhÄ¡v.
ImdnÂsImWvSm¡mw F¶p ]dªmepw A\pkcn¡nÃ!
AtXs¨mÃn F¶pw sNdpIelapWvSmIpw. Xncn¨p {]XnIcW§fnsænepw
Ielsa¶p ]dbmtam Bthm! Xm³ iImcn¡pw. A{XXs¶.
B iImc¯n\nSbn {]mX X¿mdmhpw. AXp hnf¼n
hnfn¡pw. hn`h§sfms¡ F§s\ F¶ `mh¯nÂ
t\m¡pw. Hs¡ \¶mIm³ Gsd ]cn{ian¨n«pWvSmhpw.
\¶mbn«papWvSmhpw. F¦nepw ]dbm³ Iq«m¡nÃ.
XWp¸Sn¨v kÔnhmXw Iq«m³ \S¡zm
F¶p Xm³ ]dªpsImtWvSbncn¡pw. ag \\ªn«psWvS¦nÂ
AhÄ \nÀ¯msX Xp½pw. cmkv\mZns¸mSn
s\dpIbn Xncp½ns¡mSp¯psImWvSv Xm³
]gn ]d¨n XpScpw. Hcp \nanj¯nsâ \qdnsemcwiw
\ofp¶ Hcp Nncn hncnbpw AhfpsS NpWvSnÂ. iImcw! AXtÃ
Ct§À¡dnbq F¶Xmhpw `mhw. PohnXw k©cn¨
Zqcw £oWambn CcphcpsSbpw Ihn fn Xq§pt¼msg¦nepw
Cu ]gn]d¨n \nÀ¯mdmbntà F¶
`mh¯n ]pcnI§fpbÀ¯pIbmWv GI{]XnIqe{]XnIcWw.
]ns¶bpw im´ambn ]p©ncn¡pw.
aq¯aI\pw CfbaIÄ¡pw hoSpw \mSpw H_vkj\mWv. CSbv¡pÅ
cWvSpt]À¡v AX§s\sb¶p ]dbm\mhnÃ.
aq¯h³ t^m¬ hnfn¨m \nÀ¯nÃ.
A½bpw aI\pw hÀ¯am\w ]dªpsImtWvSbncn¡pw.
CSbv¡v X\n¡mbn t^m¬ H¶p ssIamdpw. B CSthfbnÂ
Xamibmbn Ah³ tNmZn¡pw. ]«mfw C¶pw A½sb
iImcnt¨m F¶v. Xm³ tNmZyw tI«Xmbn `mhn¡nÃ.
A½tbmSpw AtX tNmZyw BhÀ¯n¡p¶p
F¶Xv AhfpsS {]XnIcW¯o¶mWv a\ÊnemIps¶.
""Gbv AsXm¶pw iImcaÃSm... shdpw ]pdw]q¨tÃ...
]mhamWv... \n\¡pw AdnbmatÃm. F\n¡Xp tI«msem¶qem.
F\n¡sXm¶pw Hcp hnjahpaÃ... ]mhatÃ...''
Ah³ AXn\ptijw ]dbp¶Xv D¨¯nem¡pw. ]tWvS
IpkrXns¨dp¡\mWh³. ""]«mf¯ns\
kln¡p¶ A½bv¡v... HchmÀUpXcWw.''
Xsâ ImtXmÀ¡en AXp h¶p hogpw.
Xm³ Pmfyt¯msS Ip\nªncn¡p¶pWvSmhpw.
""t]mSm... ]mhatà Nm¨³...'' AXp ]dbpt¼mÄ
Hcp sNdp]p©ncnbpWvSmhpw AhfpsS NpWvSnÂ. AXn\nsS Xs¶
t\m¡pw. tIt«m Ip«nIsfms¡ ]dbp¶Xv
F¶ `mhamhpw apJ¯v. Hs¡ kln¨v IqsS Pohn¡p¶Xnsâ
{]Xn^ew F¶m Xcps¶ F¶p tNmZn¡p¶Xpt]mse
tXm¶pw B IpkrXn¨ncn IWvSmÂ. Xm³ anWvSmsX
Ip\nªncn¡pw. ]n¶oShfpw. AtX¡pdns¨m¶pw
Ccphcpw ]dbnÃ.
A¶pcm{Xn Xm³ ]Xnhnepw teiw IqSpXÂ aZyw Ign¨p.
k¸À icnbm¡ntbm F¶p tNmZn¨Xpt]mepw
]cpjambn«mWv. H«pw sshImsX `£Ww icnbm¡n
AhÄ hnfn¨p. hdp¯ tImgn hoWvSpw Ìqhm¡nbXv.
kmeUpw. Nps«Sp¯ N¸m¯nbpw HmSvkpw. Hs¡
cpNnIcw. Hcp]mSp ]Wns¸«ncn¡p¶p. FÃmw
\¶mbn F¶p ]dbmambncp¶p. AXp {]Xo£n¨mWhÄ
t\m¡nbncp¶Xv. ]t£ sNbvXpioeanÃm¯
Hcp Imcyw s]mSp¶s\ sN¿m³ _p²nap«mWv.
{]tXyIn¨pw {]mbambXn\ptijw. Hcp\nanjw BtemNn¨v H¶\ptamZn¡m³
X¿mdmbn h¶XmWv. At¸mgmWv B apSn hmbnÂ
IbdnbXv. Xs¶ hÃmsX Atemkcs¸Sp¯p¶
H¶mWXv. \ofapÅ \c¨apSn hmbn \n¶v
DucnsbSp¡pt¼mÄ \ncmitbmsS AhÄ apJw s]m¯n.
\ymbambpw Xsâ {]XnIcWw tamiamIpw F¶p {]Xo£n¨n«pWvSmhpw.
]t£, ]XnhpIÄ sXän¡m³ Ignªp F¶
BizmkapWvSv X\n¡v. H¶pwanWvSmsX Fgpt¶äv
ssIIgpIn. teiw hmbn¨p. Sn.hn. IWvSp. Gsdt\cw NmcpItkcbnÂ
InS¶t¸mgmWv BtemNn¨Xv. Hcp P·w apgph³
IqsS Pohn¨ AhtfmSv Hcn¡Ât]mepw Hcp \Ã
hm¡v ]dbm³ Iq«m¡nbn«nÃ.
IjvSamWv Xsâ ioe§Ä. F{X kvt\lw X¶p. F{X
kwba\t¯msS FÃmw £an¨pw s]mdp¯pw s]mcp¯s¸«pw
IqsS Pohn¨p. Hcn¡Ât¸mepw Xsâ iImc§tfmSv
]cpjambn {]XnIcn¨n«nÃ.
Xm³ `£Ww \nÀ¯n Fgpt¶Â¡pt¼mÄ
AhÄ teiw Icbp¶pWvSmbncp¶p. kmcanÃ, Hcp
apSnbtÃ... AXpw \ntâXtà \osbtâXtÃ...
Fs¶ms¡ ]dbmambncp¶p. F´n\pw thWw Hcp XpS¡w.
AXns\m¶pw IgnªnÃ. sshInbn«nÃ.
C\nbpamImw. BtemN\bn apgpIn. hÃm¯ Ipät_m[w.
I¯n¨ Npcp«p sISp¯n NmcpItkcbpsS ssIIfnte¡p
ImseSp¯p h¨mtemNn¨p. F´mbmepw Hcp {]mhiysa¦nepw
\ÃXp ]dbm³ {ian¡Ww. Hcp P·w apgph³
\oWvS IrXyhntem]w. Hcp \nanjwsImWvSv AXns\ adnIS¡m\mIpw.
]t£ ]dbm\dnbnÃsÃm. Hcp sNdnb X¿msdSp¸v
thWw. sNdpXpt]mcm. henb X¿msdSp¸pthWw. a\Êns\
]mIs¸Sp¯n BtemNn¨p. hÃm¯ kt¦mNamWv.
F¦nepw thWsa¶pd¸n¨p. AhÄ Dd§pwap¼v
]dbWw. ]WvSpw ]et¸mgpw C§s\sbms¡ BtemNn¨n«pÅXmWv.
]cmPbs¸«XpamWv. ]t£ C¶§s\bmhcpXv.
s\änbnse hmÀ²Iy¯nsâ hcIfneqsS hnctemSn¨v
]cnhÀ¯\¯nsâ ]mXbnse¶t]mse im´ambn
InS¶p. cwK§Ä Hmtcm¶mbn a\ÊnÂ
sXfnbp¶p. AhfpsS AcnInencn¡Ww. kvt\lambn s\änbnÂ
XShWw. AhÄ I®pXpd¡pw. sseäWbv¡msX
Xs¶ B I®pIfnte¡p t\m¡Ww. F¶n«v
kvt\lt¯msS ]dbWw: ""Rm³ Cu Im«p¶sXm¶pw...
icnbmb tZjyaÃ... ]dbp¶sXm¶pw iImchpaÃ.
F\n¡v FÃmw A§s\sbms¡ sN¿m\pw
]dbm\pta Adnbq. A§s\sbms¡ s]cpamdmt\ Adnbq. sNdp¸wapXÂt¡
IpkrXn Im«n XÃpwsImWvSv XdpXebpw ]dªv hfÀ¶XmWv
{]iv\w. BIWw. F¶pw C§s\bmbncp¶p.
A½bpw Nm¨\pwt]mepw Fs¶s¡mWvSv aSp¯q¶p
]dªn«pWvSv. F¶m sN¿m\m. \o Hcp]mSv \ni_vZambn
kln¨p. \nsâ im´XbmWv \½fpsS kpJambn«pÅ
PohnX¯n\p hgnsbmcp¡nbXv. \ns¶ F\n¡p henb
kvt\lam... henb kvt\lamsW¶p ]dªm henb kvt\lam. Rm³
Hcn¡epw Btcbpw H¶ns\bpw C{Xb[nIw kvt\ln¨n«nÃ.
a¡sft¸mepw F\n¡n{X kvt\ln¡m³ ]änbn«nÃ.
C¶pw \nt¶mSm Gäw kvt\lw. \nsâ FÃmw
F\n¡njvSam... AXp \nsâ apSnbtÃ. AXpsImWvSXpw
F\n¡v CjvSam. ]tWvS F\n¡v C§s\sbms¡ ]dbm³
]äm¯sX´msW¶v \o HmÀ¡p¶pWvSmhpw.
Hmtcm ioe¯n hfÀ¶pt]mIp¶XmSo. ]cp¡\mbn
t]mbm ]ns¶ ]cp¡\m. ]ns¶ Ct¶hsc CsX¦nepw
]dbmªXv Ft´ F¶p \o tNmZn¡m¯sX´m?
\o tNmZn¡nÃ. \ob§s\btÃ... AXpw Rm³
]dbmw. C§s\sbms¡ s]cpamdm\pw ]dbm\pw F\n¡pt]Snbpw
\mWhpam... {_ntKUnbÀ G{_lmw k¡dnbmbv¡v t]Snbpw
\mWhpw! \n\¡p Nncn hcp¶pWvSmhpw. kXyam... F\n¡n§s\sbms¡
]dbm³ t]Snbm... \mWhpam...
AhÄ AÛpXt¯msS, hnSÀ¶ I®pItfmsS
Fgpt¶äncn¡pw. \n§Äs¡´p]än
F¶ `mh¯n tNÀ¯p]nSn¡pw. Gsdt\cw
A§s\ Ccn¡Ww. ]äpsa¦n £an¡Ww
F¶p IqSn ]dbWw. C{Xbpw \mfs¯ ]oU\¯n\p £an¡Ww
F¶p ]dbWw. Xm³ tXm¡p¶Xpw £a
]dbp¶Xpw H¶pw AhÄ¡njvSamhnÃ. AhÄ
Xsâ hmbv aqSn¸nSn¨p]dbpw. ""Gbv...
F¶m Ahncm¨m... Gbv... F\n¡njvSanà Ahncm¨³
C§s\...''
]äpsa¦n hoWvSpw ]dbWw. \nsâ ap¶nÂ
tXm¡p¶Xv F\n¡njvSam... \ns¶ F\n¡{X
CjvSam... \nsâ ap¶n tXm¡mXncn¡p¶Xm
k¦Sw. \o IWvSntà Fsâ _p²nap«pw
]cthihpw. I®v... Fsâ I®v... hÃmsX I®p
\ndbp¶p. IWvSntÃ? AsX¶m C§t\t¶m;
\ÃXp ]dªp ioeanÃm¯Xnsâ Hcp Ipg¸am.
Ahncm¨³ hoWvSpw ImepIÄ Itkcbn \n¶v
Cd¡nh¨p. Fs´mcp IjvSam CXv. I®p\ndbp¶p.
aqs¡men¡p¶p. ]dbm³ BtemNn¡pt¼mtg
CXm ØnXn. ]dbpt¼mÄ i_vZw CSdpsa¶Xv Dd¸m.
F¦nepw hnPbIcambn Hcp dntlgvk ]qÀ¯nbm¡nbsÃm.
C\n hnPbn¡pw. ]mXn hnPbn¨mepw aXn. AXp Xs¶ henb
Imcyam. {]mÀ°\tbmsS Fgpt¶äp. IXIS¨p.
sseäW¨v `n¯nbn ]nSn¨p. Zn¡dnªv
hfsc IcpXtemsS kmh[m\w NphSpIÄ h¨p. s_UvdqanÂ
sseäp InS¡p¶p. ]XnhnÃmsX tS_nÂ
emw_v AWbv¡msX AhÄ InS¡p¶p. kmh[m\w I«nente¡ncp¶p.
izmk¯n\p ImtXmÀ¯p. IqÀ¡w hent¡WvSXmWv.
km[mcW AXptI«mWv Xm\pdp§pI. Ct¶Xmbmepw AXp tIÄ¡p¶nÃ.
amÀ±hambn s\änbn XtemSn. NqSpWvSv.
teiw NqSv. Dd§s«. dntlgvkseSp¯p ]Tn¨ph¶sXms¡
{]tbmKn¡m³ Ahkcw In«m¯Xn AkzØX
tXm¶n. F¦nepw Hcp cm{Xnbpw ]IepwIqSn IS¶pt]mbmse´m
Ipg¸w F¶mtemNn¨p. H¶panÃ. Ahsf ieys¸Sp¯msX
AhfpsS heXp ssI¸¯n s\©nseSp¯ph¨v Dd¡w
]nSn¨p.
]peÀs¨bmWv Hs¡ a\ÊnembXv. B hm¡pIÄ
tIÄ¡m³ Iq«m¡msX AhÄ bm{Xbmbncn¡p¶p.
Fs´mcp bm{XbmIembnt¸mbn AXv. H¶p ]dªpIqSnbnÃ.
C¶pw B \nanj§fpsS HmÀ½ Hcp tX§emWv.
DWÀ¯nbncps¶¦n B hm¡pIÄ
]dbm³ Ignbpambncpt¶m F¶Xv Ct¸mgpw Ae«p¶
Nn´bmWv. AtXm AXn\p apt¼ Xs¶ AhÄ hnS]dªncpt¶m?
F´mbmepw C¶hÄ ag \\bp¶Xv X\nt¡mÀ¡m³
IqSn h¿. CSnan¶Â IWvSp sR«p¶Xpw
HmÀ¡m³ h¿. AXns\´m {]Xnhn[n.
H¶qÃ. Hcp {]Xnhn[nbpanÃ.
CSs\©nsehnsStbm HchXmfw. AXp hfcp¶p. hfcs«...
AXmtWm {]Xnhn[n? ]Scp¶pWvSv... ssIIfntes¡mcp ac¸pw.AtX.
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