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t\Àhgn \S¸oem! |
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"Ahsft¸Sn¨mcpw
t\Àhgn \S¸oem'' F¶p IhnIpeKpcp FgpXnbXp XmSIsb¡pdn¨mWv.
C¶p tIcf¯nse tIm¬{KkpImcpsS ØnXn GXmWvSv
Cu hn[¯nembncn¡p¶p. Ahs\t¸Sn¨mcpw
t\Àhgn \S¸oe! Cu Ah\msct¶m? \½psS eoUÀPnbpsS
Xr¸p{X³ {ioam³ sI. apcfo[c³.
tIm¬{Kkn \n¶p ]pds¸«pt]mb AÑ\pw
aI\pw tNÀ¶p sUtam{ImänIv CµncmtIm¬{Kkv
DWvSm¡n, ]ns¶bXp \mjWenÌp tIm¬{Kkv ]mÀ«nbnÂ
ebn¸n¨v CSXp ap¶Wnbnte¡p Sn¡säSps¯¦nepw
bm{Xbvs¡mSphn tKäv ]mkv In«msX cWvSpt]cpw
hgnbm[mcambn. Cu X¡w t\m¡n ImcWhÀ H¶pap§n.
]ns¶ s]m§nbXp ZnÃnbn tIm¬{Kkv A[y£
hntZiP·¡mcn aZm½bpsS ]SnhmXnev¡Â.
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{]knUâvPn AIs¯mcp aqebv¡Â NmcpItkc \o¡nbn«p
sImSp¡pIbpw sNbvXp.
CXpIWvS ]p{X\pw ]WvSp Im¡ GImZin t\mä t]mse, Xsâ
Øm\am\§sfÃmw hens¨dnªp. "`n£mwtZln'
F¶p \nehnfn¨psImWvSp sI.]n.kn.kn. bpsS ]SnhmXnev¡se¯n.
AhnsS Ic¨n tI«enbp¶ amXrlrZb§sfm¶pw
CÃmXncp¶XpsImWvSv Xpd¡m¯ hmXnÂ
ap«nhnfn¨p sXmWvSbSbv¡mt\ ]p{X\p hn[nbpWvSmbpÅq.
Ct¸mfnXm, I£n Ft¸msg¦nepw CSn¨pIbdm\nSbpWvSv.
F¶p IcpXn Hcp kwc£Wtk\ Xs¶ AhnsS DWvSm¡nbncn¡pIbmWs{X.
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apgph³ ]mXmfam¡nb ]m]nsb C\nsb¦nepw XSªnsænÂ
CcpKXnbpw ]cKXnbpanÃmsX hS¡psX¡etbWvSn hcpsa¶v
AhÀ¡pd¸mWsÃm.
i{Xp¡Ä¡pw C§s\sbmcp KXn hcp¯tÃsb¶p
{]mÀ°nt¡WvS KXnbnemWp ]mhw apcfo[c³. Hcp
Ime¯v B apcfoKm\w tI«v A¼mSnbnse Iq«pImscÃmw
HmSnbnd§nbncp¶XtÃ? B \Ã Imesams¡
Ft¶ t]mbvadªp! Bänte¡NypXm NmStÃ
NmStÃsb¶p Iq«pImscms¡ tIWp XSªn«pw
tIfmsX AÑsâ ssIbpw ]nSn¨v Hscmä¨m«ambncp¶ntÃ?
"Hcp tIm]w sImWvSt§m«p NmSnbmencptIm]w sImWvSnt§m«p
tIdmtam' F¶p kmXznI\mb ]q´m\wIhn tNmZn¨Xv Cu
AÑt\mSpwIqSnbmbncp¶ntÃ? Kpcphmbqc¸s\
FÃm H¶mwXobXnbpw sN¶p IWvSns«mÅXpsImWvSv
`àhÕe\mb `Khm³ IcpWmIct\mSev]w IcpW ImWns¨t¶bpÅq.
"AÑ\m\¸pdt¯dnbm ImWptam Xg¼p
]p{X\v' Fs¶mcp Ip¯p]m«p ImcWhÀ ]WvSp
]mSnbXv Ct¸mÄ aI\mWp sImWvSncn¡p¶Xv. Ahs\t¸Sn¨mcpw
hmXnep Xpd¸oe! \mcmbWmb \a: |
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hnip²hpw Aip²hpw |
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AgnaXn cWvSpXcw. hnip²AgnaXnbpw Aip² AgnaXnbpw.
]ptcmKa\I£nIÄ AgnaXn \S¯nbmÂ
hnip² AgnaXnsb¶ \nebn Ah AwKoIcn¡s¸Spw.
AgnaXn¡mÀ¡p Øm\Ne\apWvSmhnÃ.
Nnet¸mÄ {]tamj³ \evInsb¶pw hcmw.
]t£, _qÀjzm]mÀ«nIÄ AgnaXn
\S¯nbm A§s\bÃ. AsXÃmw Aip²
AgnaXn Ifmbn¯s¶ XpScpw. AhÀs¡Xnsc
kJm¡fpsS h³\nc {]t£m`¯n\nd§pw.
AgnaXn hncp² {]XnÚIfpWvSmIpw. Nnet¸mÄ
ssI{InbIfpw DWvSmsb¶p hcmw.
CXp km£nbpsS IWvSp]nSn¯sam¶paÃ.
amÀIvkn Ìp]mÀ«nbpsS AXyp¶XkanXnbmb
t]mfnäv _yqtdmbnse {]apJ\mb AwKhpw ]caamÀIvknÌpamb
kÀtÆm¶XkJmhv Fkv. cmaN{µ³]nÅ
AhÀIfpsS \nÀhN\hpw hymJym\hpw hniZoIcWhpw
km£n ISsaSps¯t¶ DÅq.
emhven³ tIkp h¶n«pw kJmhp ]nWdmbn hnPbs\ sk{I«dnØm\¯p\n¶p
amäm¯sXt´ F¶ UÂlnbnse Nne ]mhw
kJm¡Ä¡p kwibw. "kwibmßmhn\iyXn'
(kwibapÅh³ \in¡p¶p) F¶mWsÃm
Ipcpt£{XIrjvWsâ ap¶dnbn¸v. A§s\
kw`hn¡mXncn¡m\pw apgph³ kJm¡sfbpw
]cn{XmW\w sN¿m\pw thWvSnbmWv cmaN{µ³]nÅ
A`n\hKoX D]tZin¡p¶Xv.
]nWdmbnsb amänsb¦n AsXmcp No¯ hg¡amIpambncp¶s{X.
\msf cmaN{µ³]nÅbpw {]Imiv Imcm«psams¡
AgnaXn \S¯nsb¶p ]dªm F´p sN¿pw?
inh inh! Ahcpw Øm\samgntbWvSnhcntÃ? F¦n¸ns¶
]mÀ«nbpsS KXnsb´mIpw? tIcf¯nsâbpw
_wKmfnsâbpw {Xn]pcbpsSbpw ØnXnsb´mIpw?
]sWvSms¡btà IÅpIpSnb·mcpw
kv{Xoe¼S·mcpw ap´nbd¸·mcpw
XWvSp Xpc¸·mcpsams¡ ]mÀ«nbnÂ
]mSnsöp ]mÀ«n Xs¶ ]dªncp¶Xv.
C¶v A¯c¡mÀt¡ amÀ¡äpÅq.
kmaqlnItkhItcm a\pjykvt\lnItfm k·mÀ¤mNmcnItfm
BsW¶p hà ]{X¡mcpw t^mt«mbpw hmÀ¯bpsams¡
sImSp¡ptam? AtXkabw hà ]oU\tam AgnaXntbm
tamjWtam ]nSn¨p]dntbm Hs¡bmsW¦ntem?
hmÀ¯IÄ, C³shÌntKj³kv,
A`napJ§Ä, ^o¨dpIÄ FÃmw Ipimev.
C§s\ hmÀ¯maqeyapÅhctà \ap¡p
thWvSXv.
AXpsImWvSmWv Fs´¦nepw AgnaXnsb¶p tI«mÂ
FSp¯pNmSn cmPnhbv¡epw ]pd¯m¡epsam¶pw
thWvSm F¶p h¨Xv. A§s\ No¯ hg¡§sfm¶pw
C\n krjvSn¡m³ Dt±in¡p¶nÃ.
_nj¸p IÅw ]dªm hnip² IÅamhnÃ
F¶ IWvSp]nSn¯w CXm, hgnamdp¶p. IayqWnÌpImc³
AgnaXn Im«nbm AXp hnip² AgnaXnbmIpw! |
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F¶n«pw
taml`wKtam? BÀs¡¶mbncn¡pw kwibw.
Cu sIm¨ptIcf¯nse bphP\§Ä¡v.
]dbp¶Xp aämcpaÃ, Hcp Ime¯p bphP\§fpsS
lcambncp¶ \½psS ½nWn _ey Fgp¯pImc³
Fw. apIpµ³ Xs¶.
Bfnt¸mÄ tIcfkmlnXA¡mZanbpsS A[y£\mWsÃm.
]ptcmKa\I£nIfpsS hfÀ¨bv¡p kmckzX
kw`mh\IÄ \ÂInb A`n\h amIvknw tKmÀ¡nsb¶p
kJm¡fpw kz´w hfÀ¨bv¡pthWvSn
\oebpw Nph¸pw ajn \nd¨ t]\bp´pImcs\¶v
Akqbmep¡fpw A\ptamZn¡p¶ apIpµsâ
Fgp¯p]pgbpsS Xoc§fn XeXÃn¨¯
Zmk·mÀ NnÃdbmtWm?
]t£, AsXms¡ taml`wKw h¶ bphXeapdsb kap²cn¡m\pÅ
Iemhym]mc§fmbncp¶p F¶mWp apIpµ\hÀIfpw
Bcm[Icpw AhImis¸Sp¶Xv. NcÊpw I©mhpw
hnev¡p¶ kmaqlnItkhIcpw D²cn¡p¶Xp
bphXeapdsb¯s¶bmWsÃm F¶mWp i{Xp¡fpsS
Ip¯phm¡pIÄ. AsXms¡ ssZh¯nsâ
hnIrXnIsf¶p kam[m\n¡m³ apIptµ«\p
bmsXmcp hnjahpw DWvSmInsömWv BZnXy\pw cm[bpw
aäp Nnecpsams¡ Hä izmk¯n ]dbp¶Xv.
]ns¶´m Ipg¸w?
Aà Ipg¸w At§À¡ÃsÃm.
\½psS bphXeapdbv¡tÃ? Fgp]XpIfnse
bphXeapdsb hgnsXän¨Xp ]pXnb Fgp¯pImcmsW¶p
]ecpw Bt£]ns¨¶pw Ct¸mÄ Ahscms¡
]g©·mcmbn«pw taml`wKw ]ns¶bpw XpScp¶tÃmsb¶v
BtemNn¡pt¼mÄ kXyw ]dbWatÃm apIpµsâ
sXmWvS CSdnt¸mhpIbmWv. Xsâ IrXnIsfÃmw
hmbn¨phmbn¨mWv Ahscms¡ C§s\bmbsX¶p
]dbm³ ]äptam?
]änsænepw apIpµm, Hcp Imcyw adt¶m?
As¶m¶pw kwkvImchpw hnZym`ymkhpw \¶m¡m³
Hcp t__n a{´n DWvSmbncpt¶m? At±lw \½psS
sNdp¸¡mcpsS apgph³ ]cthiambn amdnbncn¡pIbmWsÃm?
AXdnbp¶ amXm]nXm¡sfms¡ BkvXvamtcmKnIsft¸mse
Bªphen¡p¶Xp ImWp¶ntÃ? Ahsc
c£n¡m³ C\n apIpµsâ hnem]§Ä¡p
Ignbptam? Hcp ZfnXv bphXnbpsS {]WbIel¯nt\m \r¯¯nt\m
Ignbptam?
{]mbw sNÃpt¼mgmWsÃm ]eÀ¡pw
temIhnÚm\apWvSmIp¶Xv, klPohnIsf¡pdn¨v
DXvIWvTbpWvSmIp¶Xv, sNdp¸¡mÀ hgnsXäp¶Xns\¸än
[À½tcmjw DWvSmIp¶Xv. AXp Xs¶bmWv apIpµ\pw
]änt¸mbncn¡p¶Xv. XIÀs¯gpXnb
Ime¯v ap³]n³ t\m¡nbnÃ. AsXms¡
hen¨phmcn hngp§nb bphXeapdbv¡v A¶p am{XaÃ
C¶pw APoÀ®w _m[n¨ncn¡pIbmWv. AXn\p
]cnlmcambn hà JmÞhZl\hpw D]tZin¡m\pWvSmIptam
Bthm?
km£n¡pÄs¸sS Hcp ]cmXntbbpÅq: apIpµ\v
F¶pw apIpµt\mSp am{Xta CjvSapWvSmbn«pÅq.
cm[ F{X hnfn¨n«pw tI«nÃsÃm! |
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