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Fsâ
kzoIcWapdnbnse skänbn Rm³ HSnªpIp¯n
InS¡m³ XpS§nbn«v aWn¡qdpIfmbn. hoSnsâ
AS¨n« sKbvän\p ap¶n am[ya¸SbpWvSv.
Ahsc kw_Ôn¨v Rms\mcp hninjvSt`mPyamWv.
cWvSmgvN ap¼phsc Rm\mcmbncp¶p. Fsâ a\Ên\v
F´v Dt·jhpw kt´mjhpambncp¶p. Fsâ
hm¡pIÄ¡v F´p Kmw`ocyambncp¶p. Fsâ
\S¸n\pw t\m«¯n\pw hÃm¯ FSp¸mbncp¶p.
\m«pImÀ¡pw kl{]hÀ¯IÀ¡pw
Ft¶mSp kvt\lhpw _lpam\hpambncp¶p. hnZymÀ°nIfpsS
{]nbs¸« Kpcphmbncp¶p Rm³. Ct¸mÄ
Fs¶ ImWpt¼mÄ FÃm apJ§fnepw ]pÑamWv.
Rm³ \S¶p t]mIpt¼mÄ Fsâ ]n¶nÂ
tIÄ¡p¶ Nncn Fs¶ H¶pIqSn ZpÀ_e\m¡p¶p.
hoSnsâ hmXnepIfpw P\meIfpw Rm³ Xs¶ AS¨ncn¡pIbmWv.
H¨bpw A\¡hpanÃm¯ Cu hoSv Hcp t{]X`h\w
t]mse F\n¡p Xs¶ A\p`hs¸Sp¶p. Fsâ
ho«n Rm³ Hfn¨p Xmakn¡pIbmWv. Fsâ
hoSn\p Npäpw X¼Sn¨ncn¡p¶hÀ
Fsâ ta NmSnhoWv Fsâ càhpw amwkhpw
]¦phbv¡m³ sImXn¡p¶p.
P\¨nÃpIfn¯«n D¨shbnÂ
Fsâta ]Xn¡p¶p. hÃm¯ NqSv
A\p`hs¸Sp¶psh¦nepw Fsâ DÅnse NqSpambn
X«n¨pt\m¡pt¼mÄ CsX{X \nÊmcw.
Fsâ `mcybpw tamfpw ]n³`mKs¯ sNdnb tKäphgn
tdmUnte¡nd§n. ap³his¯ am[ya¸SbnÂ\n¶p
c£s¸Sm³ AtX hgnbpÅp F¶hÀ¡dnbmw.
ssU\nwKv dqanse tS_nfn F\n¡pÅ {]`mX`£Whpw
D¨`£Whpw aqSnh¨n«mWv AhÄ t]mbXv. F{X
Znhkambn Fsâ `mcy Ft¶mSp anWvSnbn«v. Fsâ
tamÄ UmUn F¶p hnfn¡m³ Ft´ ad¶p.
Fsâ aI³ saUnkn\mWp ]Tn¡p¶sX¦nepw
F¶pw AÑs\ hnfn¡mdpÅXmWv. Ct¸mÄ
AXpw \ne¨ncn¡p¶p.
C§s\bpÅ {]XnkÔnL«§fn `mcy
`À¯mhns\m¸w \nÂt¡WvSXtÃ.
"kmcanÃ. t]ms«. F\n¡p\n§sf hnizmkam'
F¶hÄ ]dªncps¶¦nÂ. AhÄ
Fsâ `mcybà aämcpsStbm `mcybmsW¶v Nnet¸msgms¡
F\n¡p tXm¶p¶p. Fsâ `mcy C§s\sbm¶pw
Bbncp¶nÃtÃm. C¯c¯nsemcp kmlNcyw
ap¼v DWvSmIm¯Xmbncn¡pw Fs¶ A§s\sbmcp
Nn´bnte¡p \bn¨Xv. Asænepw Fsâ
a\ÊÃtÃm AhfpsS a\Êv.
AhfpsS `mK¯p\n¶p Nn´n¡pt¼mÄ
AhÄ Ct¸mÄ {]ISn¸n¡p¶ `mhw Xs¶
A[nIambncn¡pw. kl{]hÀ¯IcpsSbpw \m«pImcpsSbpw
AÀ°wh¨pÅ t\m«hpw kwkmchpw klnt¡WvSXv
AhftÃ. Fsâ a¡fpw kl]mTnIfpsSbpw A²ym]IcpsSbpw
ap¶n Xosc sNdpXmbncn¡p¶p.
kaql¯n DbÀ¶p\n¶ Fsâ {Km^v
F{X s]s«¶mWv ssa\kv Un{KnbmbXv. ]XnämWvSpIÄ
sImWvSv Rm³ BÀÖns¨Sp¯ bikv GXm\pw
an\näpIÄsImWvSv \jvSambntÃ. AXn\p X¡Xmb
F´p sXämWp Rm³ sNbvXXv? Hcp a\pjy\v Ah³
AdnbmsX C{Xbpw A[:]X\w DWvSmIptam?
Fsâ injy\mb Un.ssh.Fkv.]n. kn²nIv am{Xw ]dªp:
""kmdns\ NXn¨XmWv. kmdns\ ab¡pacp¶p
am^nb D]IcWam¡nbXmWv. kmdns\ c£s]Sp¯m³
Rm s\sâ ]camh[n {ian¡mw.'' AbmfpsS BßmÀ°XbpsS
\qdnsemcwiwt]mepw Fsâ cà_ÔapÅhÀ
t]mepw ImWn¨nÃ.
Hcp \nÝnXImet¯¡v Fsâ t_m[w \jvSs¸s«¦nse´v
F¶v B{Kln¨pt]mIp¶p.
Sn.hn. bnepw ]{X§fnepw \n§Ä IWvSXà bYmÀ°¯nÂ
kw`hn¨Xv. kXyw Rm³ Xpd¶p]dbmw.
Fsâ `mcybpsS amXm]nXm¡Ä hmÀ²IyklPamb
AhiXbnemWv. Ipsd \mfpIfmbn Ahsc ImWm³ t]mIWsa¶p Rm³
B{Kln¡p¶p. A{]Xo£nXambn F\n¡p cWvSp Znhkw
Ah[n e`n¨t¸mÄ Rm³ `mcytbmSp ]dªp: ""\msf
Rm³ FdWmIpf¯n\p t]mIpIbm. A½tbbpw AÑs\bpw
ImWm³.'' AhÄ Ahnizk\obXtbmsS Fs¶ t\m¡n.
AhfpsS apJw ]qt]mse hnSÀ¶ncp¶p.
A¶hÄs¡t¶mSp {]tXyI XmÂ]cyhpw kvt\lhpambncp¶p.
AÑ\pw A½bv¡pw \ÂIm\mbn AhÄ Nne
]elmc§sfÃm DWvSm¡n.
sh¦ntSizckp{]`mXw tI«p Rm³ _kv Ìm³Unte¡p
\S¶p. ]cnNb¡mcn NneÀ Ft¶mSp tNmZn¨p
Rm³ FhnsSt¸mIp¶p F¶v. Fsâ _mKn\v
kmam\y¯ne[nIw `mcw F\n¡\p`hs¸«p.
FdWmIpfw _Ênsâ sskUvkoän Rm³ Ccn¸pd¸n¨p.
{]IrXnbpsS Ipfncpw `wKnbpw \pIÀ¶pÅ bm{X ]tWvS
F\n¡njvSamWv. _Ên Xnc¡p Ipdhmbncp¶p.
_kv ]pds¸«v Hcp aWn¡qÀ Ignªt¸mÄ
Rms\m¶p ab§n.
bm{X¡mcpsS D¨¯nepÅ i_vZw tI«mWv Rm³
ab¡¯nÂ\n¶pWÀ¶Xv. t{_Iv UuWmb
_ÊnÂ\n¶pw FÃmhcpw ]pd¯nd§p¶
ImgvNbmWv IWvSXv. Ahkm\s¯ Bfmbn Rm\pw ]pd¯nd§n.
`mcapÅ Cu _mKpw Xq¡n C\n hcp¶ _ÊnÂ
CSn¨pXq§n \nÂt¡WvSn hcpw. BtemNn¨t¸mįs¶
Fsâ kt´mjw apgph³ sI«p.
ASp¯ _Ên\mbn Im¯p \n¡pt¼mÄ
\ncmiXbsSbpw CÑm`wK¯nsâbpw i_vZ§Ä
Npäpw ]c¡p¶pWvSmbncp¶p.
shbnen\p NqSp IqSn h¶p. Hcp hr£¯nsâ Nph«nte¡p
amdn\n¶p. _kv hcp¶ `mKt¯¡p Xs¶ ZrjvSnIÄ
]mbn¨p\n¡pt¼mÄ sNa¸p \nd¯nepÅ
Hcp km³t{SmImÀ ap¶n h¶p t{_¡n«p.
¥mkv Xmgv¯n kpµcnbmb bphXn \¶mbn ]p©ncn
XqIn tNmZn¨p.
""kmsd´m ChnsS \n¡p¶Xv?''
AhfpsS tNmZy¯n\pÅ adp]Sn ]dbmsX Rm³ A]cnNnX`mht¯msS
Ahsf t\m¡pI am{Xw sNbvXp.
""kmdns\s¶ a\Ênembnà CtÃ''
IqfnwKv ¥msÊSp¯v AhÄ H¶pIqSn a[pcambn
Nncn¨p. ""Rm³ ebbm kmsd. kmsds¶ ]Tn¸n¨n«pWvSv.''
Po³kpw tSm¸pw AWnª B kpµcnsb Rm³
GXp hÀjamWv ]Tn¸n¨sX¶p a\ÊnembnÃ.
C{Xbpw kpµcnbmb s]¬Ip«nsb ]Tn¸n¨Xmbn
HmÀ½n¡p¶nÃ.
""Rm³ FdWmIpf¯n\m. _kv Im¯p \n¡pIbm.''
Rm³ ]p©ncntbmsS ]dªp.
""Rm³ FdWmIpf¯n\m. kmdv Ibdnt¡mfq.''
]dªXpw AhÄ {^WvSv tUmÀ Xpd¶Xpw H¸ambncp¶p.
AhfpsS apJ¯p t\m¡n Rm³ hcp¶nà F¶p
]dbm³ tXm¶nbnÃ. Fsâ _mKv AhÄ hm§n
_mIv koän h¨p. lrZyamb ]p©ncntbmsS AhÄ
ImÀhn«p. t{_IvUuWmb _Ênse Nne bm{X¡mÀ
Fs¶ AkqbtbmsS t\m¡p¶Xp Rm³ IWvSp. Imdn\pÅnÂ
hntZikpKÔ¡q«pIfpsS ]cnafw. ÌocntbmbnÂ
\n¶p t\À¯ kwKoXw.
Fsâ Nne IYIsf¡pdn¨pw ¢msÊSp¡p¶XnepÅ
Fsâ ]mShs¯¡pdn¨pw AhÄ kwkmcn¨t¸mÄ
F\n¡htfmSp aXn¸pWvSmbn. AhfpsS amtcyPv Ignªn«v
Bdp amkta BbpÅpsh¶pw `À¯mhn\v FdWmIpf¯v
_nkn\kmsW¶pw AhÄ ]dªp. AhfpsS amXm]nXm¡Ä
Im\UbnemsW¶pw ]dªp.
Xnc¡pÅ hgnIfneqsS AhÄ \¶mbn ss{Uhv sN¿p¶Xp
IWvSt¸mÄ F\n¡kqb tXm¶n. Xnc¡pÅ
tdmUn A{Xbpw \¶mbn hWvSntbmSn¡m³ F\n¡mInÃ.
t]meokv ssIImWn¨t¸mÄ AhÄ ImÀ \ndp¯n
sskUv ¥mkv Xmgv¯n.
""FhnsSt¸mIp¶p'' C³kvs]IvSÀ
Kucht¯msS tNmZn¨p.
""FdWmIpf¯n\v. F´m kmÀ'' AhÄ
]p©ncntbmsS tNmZn¨p.
""R§Äs¡mcp C³^Àtaj³
e`n¨p. AXp {]ImcapÅ tNmZyam. Bcm IqsSbpÅXv.''
""Fsâ ^mZdm kmÀ. tImfPv s{]m^kdm.''
""icn s]mbvt¡mfq.''
bm{Xm\paXn e`n¨t¸mÄ AhÄ Bizmkt¯msS
ImÀ hn«p.
F´n\mWv ^mZdmsW¶p ]dªsX¶p Rm\htfmSp tNmZn¨t¸mÄ
AhÄ ]dªp IqSpXÂ tNmZy§Ä tNmZn¨v
BhiyanÃmsX t]meokpImÀ t_mdSn¸n¡patÃm
F¶p IcpXn ]dªXmsW¶v.
ss_]mknse PwKvj\n t]meokv ImÀ XSªp. H¶ne[nIw
t]meokv hml\§Ä IWvSt¸mÄ ]´ntISp tXm¶n.
""\n§Ä hWvSnbn \n¶nd§v.
hWvSnsbm¶p sNIv sN¿Ww.''
""kmÀ. CsXsâ ^mZdmWv. tlmkv]näenÂ
sN¡¸n\p t]mIpIbmWv.''
""Oo Cd§So'' t]meokv `mj tI«Xpw R§Ä
cWvSpw hWvSnbn \n¶nd§n. Rms\mcp tImfPv s{]m^kdmsW¶pw
_kv t{_Iv UuWmbt¸mÄ Cu Imdn IbdnbXmsW¶pw
]dsª¦nepw Bcpw {i²n¡pItbm {]XnIcn¡pItbm
sNbvXnÃ.
Fsâ _mKpw AhfpsS _mKpw ]cntim[n¨Xn\ptijw AhÀ
Rm\ncp¶ koäp amän XInSv Hcp Bbp[ap]tbmKn¨p
Iodn AXn \ns¶mcp t_mIvkv ]pds¯Sp¯p. t_mIvkv
IWvSXpw F¶n `oXn \ndªp. sXmWvSbnse Pew hän.
t_mIvkv Xpd¶t¸mÄ F\n¡p a\Ênembn
AXn\I¯ncn¡p¶Xp ab¡pacp¶p ]mbv¡äpIfmsW¶v!
Fsâ Imen \ns¶mcp hnd Ibdn icocw apgph³
hym]n¨p. t]meokv Fs¶bpw Ahsfbpw IÌUnbnseSp¯p.
`qan ]nfÀ¶v Xmtg¡p t]mbncps¶¦nse¶v
B{Kln¨ \nanjw.
tImSXn Fs¶bpw Ahsfbpw dnamâp sNbvXp. \cIPohnXw Fs´¶dnªp.
F\n¡v C¶se Pmayw In«n. A´mcmjv{Sab¡pacp¶p
am^nbbnse AwKamWv Ahsf¶p am{Xadnbmw. AhtfmSv F´p
sXämWv Rm³ sNbvXXv? Ahsf´n\v Fs¶ _enbmSm¡n?
F\n¡p \jvSs¸«Xv Hcn¡epw hosWvSSp¡m³
]änÃ. Hcp a\pjy\v IoÀ¯n Hcn¡Â
am{Xw e`n¡p¶XmWv. AXp \jvSs¸«mÂ
PohnXw Xs¶bmWv \jvSs¸Sp¶Xv.
tImfnwKv s_Ãnsâ i_vZw tI«p sR«n. aWenÂ
jqkpIfpsS i_vZw. Btcm aXn NmSn IS¶ncn¡p¶p.
am^nbm kwL§tfm t]meotkm Fs¶ tXSnsb¯nbn«pWvSmIpw.
AtXm am[ya{]hÀ¯IcmtWm? Fsâ icocw InepInem
hndbv¡m³ XpS§n. F\ns¡mcp A¯mWn IqSntb
Xocq.
anI¨ tImfPv A²ym]I\pÅ AhmÀUp e`n¨t¸mÄ
{]n³kn¸f¨³ k½m\n¨ tbiphnsâ
cq]w tjmtIknencp¶v Fs¶ t\m¡p¶Xp
IWvSp. ""`b¸tSWvS; Rm³ \nt¶mSp IqsSbpWvSv.'' |
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