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þ_ÀWmÀUv jm.
{`m´meb¯nse ]qt´m¸n Rm³ Hcp
bphmhns\ IWvSpap«n. B apJw \ncmiXbn hnfdnbncp¶p;
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_©n AbmfpsS AcnIn¯s¶ Rm³ Ccp¶p.
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AÛpXt¯msS AbmÄ Fs¶ Däpt\m¡n.
]n¶oSv ]dªp: ""Cu tNmZyw DNnXaÃ;
F¦nepw ]dbmw.
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Fs¶. A½bv¡p {]ikvX\mb ap¯Ñsâbpw.
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F\n¡p ]n´pScmhp¶ amXrI. Fsâ ktlmZc\msW¦nÂ
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A[ym]I\pw F\n¡p amXrIIÄ cq]Iev]\ sNbvXncn¡pIbmWv.
Fs¶¡pdn¨v \nch[n t]À¡pÅ {]Xo£IÄ
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Xsâ {]mÀ°\ tIÄ¡p¶nÃ.
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\ÃsXs´¶v AhnSp¶v Xncn¨dnbp¶p.
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Cklm¡pamsc \mw Ah\p kaÀ¸n¡Ww. A§s\
Ahsâ hnizmk]co£bn hnPbw hcn¡Ww.
a\Ênsâ s\m¼c¸mSpIÄ¡nSbnepw
{]XymibpsS ]pecn hncnbWw. Fsâ FÃm \nkmc {]mÀ°\IÄ
t]mepw ssZhw A\phZn¨ncps¶¦n Rm³
C¶v FhnsS Btbt\? (kn.Fkv. eqbokv).
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hn\bw \·bpsSbpw lrZbhnimeX ]pWy¯nsâbpw. {]nbkplrt¯,
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hn{iasahnsS? hn{iaw AIse. {i² Aev]w ]Xdnbm Xe Ip¯n
AKm[KÀ¯¯n ]Xn¡pw. acWw XoÀ¨.
''to be or not to be'' Bi, \na{´n¨p. H¶pIqSn
{ian¡q. HcSn IqSn Ibdq. CXmbncn¡mw C\n hbvt¡WvSn
hcp¶ Ahkm\s¯ NphSv. ]t£, \ncmi Xncn¨Sn¨p.
tl hnUvVo, \o C¡mea{Xbpw {]Xo£bv¡p sNhn sImSp¯p.
t\m¡q AXp \n§sf FhnsS sImWvSpsNs¶¯ns¨¶v.
(_À{Sm³Uv dÊÂ). a\Ênsâ DÅnÂ
Ft§m tX§Â Dbcpt¼mÄ BÀ¯p
kt´mjn¡q. kvt\l¯nsâ ]mcnPmX¸q¡Ä
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Aev]w IqSn Im¡q.
sXäp ]äp¶ a\pjys\ hnizkn¡q.
aªenbp¶ Imew hcp¶q
aªenbp¶ Imew hcp¶q
B \jvSs¸« aghnÃv
R§Ä hosWvSSp¡pI Xs¶ sN¿pw.''
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A\oXn Im«nsb¶ tXm¶en AhÀ a\:im´n¡pthWvSn
Kpcphns\ ImWms\¯n. Kpcp Ahsc £am]qÀÆw
{i²n¨p. HSphn Ahsc Bizkn¸n¨psImWvSv
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]pds¯ XWp¸n \n§Ä Dt]£n¡s¸SpIbpw
sN¿pt¼mÄ \n§Ä \ncmis¸SmsX
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aeÀs¡ Xpd¡p¶Xp ImWmw. `mKyw \n§sf
t\m¡n hoWvSpw ]p©ncn¡pt¼mÄ IgnªXns\
HmÀ¯p hnjan¡msX hmXneneqsS AI¯p IS¡pI.
\n§Ä t\cntSWvSn hcp¶ Hcp A\oXnbpw \n§sf
\ncmis¸Sp¯m\pw XIÀ¡m\pw CShcp¯cpXv.
\n§Ä¡p ap¼n hmXn ASbpt¼mÄ
Xncnªpt\m¡pI. At¸mÄ FÃmw \jvSambnsöpÅ
Xncn¨dnhpWvSmIpw. hnjan¡pIbpw thWvS. hensbmchkc¯nsâ
hmXn \n§Ä¡mbn Xpd¶pInS¸pWvSmIpw.
PohnXw \n§Äs¡mcp ]pXnb XpS¡w hmKvZm\w
sN¿pIbmWv.
buh\¯n\¸pdw hmÀ[IyapWvSmImw. BtcmKy¯n\¸pdw
tcmKhpw PohnX¯n\¸pdw acWhpw acW¯n\¸pdw
tam£hpw DWvSmImw. \ncp]{ZhambXp {]Xymi am{Xw.
Hcn¡Â \mep hr²IÄ¡nSbn BcmWp
{][m\n F¶ XÀ¡w DWvSmbn. Hcp Xcw Egoclash.
`n¶X aqÀ²\y¯n F¯nbt¸mÄ
AhÀ Hcp aWhm«nbpsS a²yØX tXSn. hnjbw
AhcpsS XoÀ¸n\p hn«p. F¶n«v H¶mas¯
hr² Kuch]qÀÆw ]dªp: Rm³ hni¸nsâ
A½bmWv; Rm\mWv Gähpw henbhÄ. aWhm«n {]Xyp¯cn¨p:
""HcmÄ¡v DW¡¨¸m¯nbS¡w
F´p `£Whpw Ign¨v hni¸S¡mw. AXn\mÂ
\n§fà {][m\n.''
cWvSmas¯ hr²bpsS Dugambn. ""Rm³ Zml¯nsâ
A½bmWv.'' Xm³ Xs¶bmWv Gäw {][m\nsb¶v
AhÀ AhImis¸«p. ""Aà \n§fÃ.''
aWhm«n XSÊhmZap¶bn¨p.
""tXm«nse shÅw DsWvS¦n t]mepw
Zmlw XoÀ¡m\mIpw'' aWhm«nbpsS hmZw A§s\bmbncp¶p.
aq¶mas¯ hr² ]dªp: ""\n{ZbpsS A½bmb
Rm³ BWv Gähpw {][m\n'' At¸mÄ aWhm«n
]dªp: ""HcmÄ¡p ]md¡jW§Ä
InS¡bm¡n Dd§m\mIptam?''
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amXmhmWv... Rm.... hmNIw ]qÀ¯nbm¡nbXv aWhm«nbmWv.
""\n§Ä BWv Gäw {][m\s¸«hÄ.
ImcWw {]Xymi DÅnS¯v Pohsâ {]Xnkv^pcWw DWvSv.
C\n Imew IÃn sIm¯nh¨ {]XymibpsS AackwKoX¯n\p
ImtXmÀ¡q.''
NnXbnÂ\n¶p Rm\pbÀs¯gpt¶Â¡pw
NndIpIÄ ]q t]mÂ
hnSÀs¶gpt¶Â¡pw (H.F³.hn.)
kvt\l¯nsâ {[ph\£{Xw A§p Zqsc \s½
\bn¡m³ DsWvS¶XmIs« \½psS {]Xymi.
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