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AsX¦nepanÃmsX CXp§sfsbm¶pw \nebv¡p
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A§s\ Xs¶. DÅXv DÅXpt]mse. ]nÅa\ÊnÂ
IÅansötà ]gsamgn? A£cmÀ°¯nÂ
Xs¶ AXp icnhbv¡p¶p Cu _me³.
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A«¸mSnbn sN¶v At§cn§s\ Hcp
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CSXp`cW¯n\p Imcy£aXbnÃ, hnIk\anÃ, km¼¯nIapt¶äanÃ
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tImSnIftÃ? bpUnF^v `cWIme¯v CXnsâ ]¯nsem¶pWvSmbncpt¶m?
FÃmhscbpw IpSnb·mcm¡pI. FÃm IpSnb·mscbpw
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hymP·mÀ sImWvSpt]mImsX t\m¡pI. sImWvSpt]mbmÂ
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hgn kÀ¡mÀ JP\mhn Xs¶ F¯n¡pI.
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F¶p hnfn¡p¶Xv?
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IpSn¸m\nà F¶p ]dªXpt]mse.
AXpsImWvSmWp a{´n ]dªXv. ip²amb aZyw Ign¡mw.
ambw tNÀ¯Xp ]mSnÃ. AXv BtcmKy¯n\p lm\nIcw.
ÌmNyq«dn hmWnwKv. AXpsImWvSp ip²ambXp am{Xw
Ign¡pI. ItÅmfw \sÃmcp hkvXp `qtemI¯nsÃSo.
tI«ncp¶hÀ¡p kwibw a{´nbpw C¯ncn
Ign¨ a«mWsÃm. AX{X ip²ambncp¶nÃsÃm.
Asæn C§s\sbms¡ hnf¼ptam?
AÃ, FÃm a{´namcpsSbpw AhØ Ct¸m
C§s\sbms¡bmWsÃm. X½nÂX½nepÅ
am´pw ISnbpw Noäepw sh«epsams¡ GXmWvSp
IÅpjm¸nteXpt]msesbms¡¯s¶. a{´namÀ
shÂhp XmI. FÃm IpSnb·mcpw shÂhpXmI.
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