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{Ko¡pImcpsS
{]nbs¸« tZh·mcmbncp¶p CutZm (AbntZm)bpw
aI³ eqanbpw. Hcn¡Â eqanIpamc\p hensbmcp
B{Klwþ`qanbnte¡p t]mIWw, AhnsS a\pjytcmsSm¸w
IgnbWw. ]nXmhnsâ A\p{KlminkpItfmsS eqan `qanbnte¡p
]pds¸«p; a\pjy\mbn ]nd¶pþANntcW
cmPmhpambn.
FÃm a\pjyscbpw eqan {]mW\pXpeyw kvt\ln¨p; AhtcmsSm¸w
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kzÀ¤¯nte¡p aS§nt¸mIWatÃm...
t]mtIWvS kabambt¸mÄ eqan Hcp hnZy {]tbmKn¨p.
Xte cm{Xnbn hensbmcp A¯mghncps¶mcp¡nþ
FÃmhscbpw £Wn¨p.
A¯mg¯n\nSbv¡v AhÀs¡ms¡
Xsâ icocw `£Wambn sImSp¯pþIgn¨hscÃmw
eqanbpsS Awi§fmbn amdn. A§s\ eqantbmsSm¸w
Ahcpw kzÀ¤¯n\v AhIminIfmbn¯oÀ¶p.
Hcp Xc¯n ]dªm eqantZh³ tbiphnsâ
Hcp hnZqck¦ev]amWv. tbip sNbvXXpw AXp Xs¶btÃ?
""Xsâ ssZhnIPoh\nÂ
\s½ ]¦pImcm¡phm³
\½psS a\pjykz`mhw kzoIcn¡pIbpw...
arXcmb \s½ Pohn¸n¡pIbpw sNbvXp.''
sat¯mUnÌp k`mkaql¯nsâ D]ÚmXmhmb
tPm¬ shkven Hcp Bw¥n¡³ ]mÌdmbncp¶p.
Hcn¡Â ]ÞnX\mb ävkzn³ sʳ
tUmÀ^v At±lt¯mSp tNmZn¨p: ""Xm¦fpsS
A`n{]mb¯n a\pjy\mIphm\pw a\pjytcmsSm¸amIphm\pw
tbiphns\ t{]cn¸n¨sX´mhmw?''
D¯cw DSs\ h¶p: "It
Was love love that swallows up everything, and first of all
self.'' AXncpIfnÃm¯ kvt\lw, kÀÆXns\bpw
Xs¶¯s¶bpw {Kkn¨p\nev¡p¶ A]mcamb
kvt\lwþAXmWv shkven ]dªXpt]mse \½nsemcph\mIphm³
\t½msSm¸amIphm³ tbiphns\ t{]cn¸n¨Xv.
hN\w amwkambn \½psS CSbn hkn¨p. a\pjyt\msSm¸w
hkn¡phm³ h¶ ssZh¯n\p ]nd¡phm³
CSw In«nbnÃ. Ccn¡phm³ Ce¨nÃIÄ
CÃmsX BImi¯neqsS ]d¶pgep¶ ]£nsbt¸mse
AhnSp¶p _XvetlaneqsS CSw tXSn \S¶pþeqan
Ipamc\v Hcn¡epapWvSmIm¯ A\p`hw.
AhnSp¶ ZmhoZnsâ tKm{X¯nepw ]«W¯nepambncn¡pw
P\n¡pI, F¶pw AXp _Xvelan Xs¶ Bbncn¡psa¶pw
{]hN\§fpWvSmbncp¶p (an¡m. 5þ2).
I\yIbn \n¶mbncn¡pw P\n¡pI F¶pw
Adnbn¸pWvSmbncp¶p (sFkbmkv 7þ11).
c£I\p hgnsbmcp¡phm³ tbml¶ms\¶
hyànbpw \ntbmKn¡s¸«ncp¶p.
F¦nepw, Ah\v Hcp hkXn Hcp¡s¸«n«nÃþAXpWvSmt¡WvSnbncp¶Xv
AhnSp¶p kÖoIcns¨mcp¡n \ndp¯nb
P\ambncp¶p. AhcXp sNbvXnÃ! a\pjyÀ aSn¨p\n¶nS¯p
arK§Ä apt¼m«p h¶p. \mev¡menItfmsSm¸w
Ah³ sXmgp¯n ]nd¶p...
]pXnb C{kmtbemb \½fpw c£Is\ kzoIcn¡p¶XnÂ
ap¼´nbnsem¶paÃ. at\mlc§fmb
tZhmeb§Ä ]WnXv BeànIZo]§fnÂ
ap§n\nev¡p¶ AįmcbpWvSm¡n
Pohsâ A¸s¯ \mw X¦¡pkvtXmXnIfnÂ
kq£n¨phbv¡p¶pþta¯cw
Ccp¼pskbn^pIfnÂ! AhnsS Zo]mcm[\bpw Item]mk\bpw
ItWvS¡msa¦nepw tZhmc[\ IpdhtÃ?
B XShdbpsS GIm´Xbn ASªncn¡m\mhptam
AhnSp¶v B{Kln¡pI? lrZbIhmS§fnte¡p
IS¡phm³ sImXn¡p¶ IÀ¯mhv,
Xmtg¡nd§n a\pjysâ kpJZp:J§fnÂ
]¦ptNÀ¶v Aht\msSm¸w bpKm´w
hsc Ignbphm\mWv Imw£n¡pI þ eqantZhs\t¸mse
Xsâ amwkcà§Ä \ap¡p \evIns¡mWvSv.
a\pjys\t¯Sn h¶ tbip{InkvXphnsâ cq]hpw `mhhpw
F§s\bmbncn¡pw? AtX¸än Hmtcmc IemImc\pw
kz´amb Nne `mh\IfpWvSmIpw. \nÀ½mXmhv
Hcn¡epw hn`mh\w sN¿m¯ coXnbn cq]s¸«
Hcp inev]amWv sU·mÀ¡nse tlK³ I¯o{UenÂ
Øm]nXambncn¡p¶ {InkvXphnsâ ]qÀ®Imb
{]Xna.
U·mÀ¡nse Gähpw henb inev]IemhnZKv[\mbncp¶
t_À«³ tXmÀhmÄUv sk¶nsâ
\nÀ½nXnbmWXv. kz´amb `mh\b\pkcn¨v
tXmÀhmÀUv sk³ {InkvXphnsâ Hcp {]Xna
hmÀ¯v ]pd¯ph¨n«pt]mbn þ
Aev]w DW§n¡n«phm³ thWvSn.
B cm{Xnbn AhnNmcnXamb Hcp lna]mXapWvSmbn.
aªnÂs¸«v Xsâ inev]w BsI sam¯w
hncq]ambn F¶p IcpXnbmWv ]ntäZnhkw cmhnse At±lw
hcp¶Xv. {]Xnabv¡p sshcq]yaà cq]t`ZamWv
ssIh¶sX¶v At±lw IWvSp]nSn¨p. cmPIob
{]uVntbmsS DbÀ¯n¸nSn¨p\n¶ inckv
Ip¼n«v FÃmhscbpw t\m¡n \nev¡p¶
coXnbnembnþAXpt]mse DbÀ¯n hmÀ¯
ssIIIÄ Xmtg¡p Xncnªv FÃmhscbpw X¶nte¡p
amSnhnfn¡p¶Xpt]msebpw. AXpIWvS]msS tXmÀhmÀUv
sk³ hnfn¨p]dªp: ""CXmWv bYmÀ°
{InkvXp.'' At±l¯n\v Hcp Xncn¨dnhv ssIhcnIbmWv:
Xm³ hn`mh\w sNbvXXns\¡mÄ XnI¨pw hyXykvXamb,
AtXkabw AÀ°kw]pjvSamb asämcp {]XnabmWv
AhnsS cq]s¸«ncn¡p¶Xv! hmkvXh¯nÂ
AXmWp {InkvXpþXsâ ssZhnIPoh\n \s½
]¦pImcm¡phm³, Xs¶¯s¶ \ap¡p
`£W]m\ob§fmbn \evIns¡mWvSv \½nte¡p
IS¶phcp¶ Ncn{X¯nse eqantZh\mb tbip.
B{^n¡ IWvSn«pÅXnte¡pw henb anj\dnbmWv
Bw¥n¡³ k`mwKambncp¶ tUhnUv enhnwKv̬.
ssIIÄ Iq¸n ap«pIp¯n {]mÀ°n¨psImWvSv
acWs¯ kzoIcn¨ hnip²mßmhv! Sm³km\nbmbnsebpw
kao]{]tZi§fnsebpw Im«pPmXnIfpsS IqsSbmbncp¶p
PohnXImea{Xbpw At±lw sNehgn¨Xv.
F¯pw ]nSnbpanÃm¯ sImSpwImSpIfnÂ
Xs¶ a\Ênem¡m¯, X\n¡p a\ÊnemIm¯
Hcp kaql¯nsâ IqsS tcmK§fpsSbpw AkuIcy§fpsSbpw
\Sphn PohnXImew apgph³ IgnªpIpSphm³
Xs¶ iàns¸Sp¯nbsX´msW¶v
enhnMv̬ Xs¶ shfns¸Sp¯pIbmWv
þ kzX:kn²amb ssienbnÂ. bpKm´whsc
\t½msSm¸apWvSmbncn¡psa¶ tbiphnsâ
Dd¸mWs{X At±ls¯ A{X henb XymK¯n\p
t{]cn¸n¨Xv:
It was this, ‘Lo,
I am with you always even un to the end of the world.''
{Ko¡v CXnlmk§fn \ndªp\nev¡p¶
eqantZhsâ amXncn Xs¶¯s¶ \ap¡p `£Wambn
\evIns¡mWvSv \t½msSm¸ambncn¡p¶
tbip, Bbnc¡W¡n\p anj\dnamcpsSbpw càkm£nIfpsSbpw
iàntI{µw IqSnbmWv. tPm¬t]mÄ cWvSma³
amÀ]m¸mbv¡pw tdma³ IqcnbmbnepÅhÀ¡pw
2000þamWvSnse almPq_nenthfbn [ym\{]kwK§Ä
\S¯nb hnbäv\maokv BÀ¨p_nj¸mWv {^m³kokv
tkhyÀ Psb³ hm³ Xzm³. ]Xnaq¶psImámew
\oWvS Xsâ PbnÂhmkhpw ]n¶oSpWvSmb ho«pXS¦epw
A\pkvacn¸n¨psImWvSv At±lw ]dbpIbmWv: ""B
Znhk§fn F\n¡p iàn]IÀ¶Xv
Pohsâ A¸ambncp¶pþAXmbncp¶p Fsâ
acp¶pw.''
XfÀ¶ icoc¯n\p `£Ww BhiyapWvSv. þ
hoWvSpw iàn e`n¡phm³. AXpt]mse B[ymßnIPohnX¯nepw
\ap¡v Hcp `£Ww thWw. tbiphmWv B `£Ww. þ
\½psS Bizmkw, \t½msSm¸w Ignbp¶ F½m\pthÂ. |
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