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hcnI
hcnI lm¡Àamtc sshdkv kackabambv! |
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CsX´pIfn?
sF.Sn. Ifntbm? A§s\bpaptWvSm Hcp Ifn? DWvSs{X. ]dbp¶Xp
aämcpaÃ, \½psS tZic£mD]tZjvSmhv \mcm¬Pn
Xs¶. hnizkn¡mXncn¡p¶sX§s\?
C´ybpsS I¼yq«À irwJe XIÀ¡m³
ssN\okv lm¡ÀamÀ {ian¨s{X. ]sWvSms¡
AXnÀ¯nIS¶p ]«mfthj¯n h¶ncp¶
I£nIfnt¸mÄ sshdkv thj¯n I¼yq«À
AXnÀ¯nIÄ t`Zn¡m³ XpS§nbncn¡p¶s{X.
AXv GIapJamb Hcm{IaWambncp¶nÃ. Htckabw A§p
]Snªmdv Atacn¡³ I¼yq«À irwJebnte¡pw
Cu hoc·mÀ IS¶pIbdnbs{X. AhÀ¡p
t]À t{SmP³ IpXncIÄ. NXnb·mÀ¡p
Ncn{Xw \evInb Gähpw \Ã t]cp Xs¶.
Ct¸mftà kwKXn ]pSn In«nbXv. CubnsSbmbn \½psS
A\´]pcnbnse G.sI.Pn. skâdnepw C{µ{]دnse
G.sI.Pn. `h\nepw sImÂs¡m¯bnse ssdtägvkv
_nÂUnwKnepsams¡ AS¡n¸nSn¨pÅ
Nne kwkmc§fpw HXp¡n¸nSn¨pÅ Nne NncnIfpw
DWvSmb hnhcw km£n Adnªncp¶p. AXymk¶\nebnÂ
Ignbp¶ C´y³ IayqWnkväp t\Xmhp hnS]dbm³
XpS§p¶XnepÅ ]ckyZp:Jhpw clky\o¡hpsat¶
BZyamZyw IcpXnbpÅq. Ct¸mÄ a\Ênembn. AXp
ssN\okv {UmKsâ ssP{Xbm{XbnepÅ KqVkt´mjambncp¶psh¶v.
temI¯nse Gähpw henb cWvSp _qÀjzmiànIfpsS
sskäpIfnte¡tà ssN\okv {UmK×mÀ
\pgªpIbdnbXv. tÌmÀ sNbvXncn¡p¶
^bepIÄ XIÀ¡pI, kam[m\ktµi§fpsS
Øm\¯p `ojWnIÄ Øm]n¡pI, sIms¡¶p
]dbpt¼mÄ Ns¡¶p tIÄ¡pI, XÃm³
]dªm sImÃm³ XpS§pI XpS§nb
Iem]cn]mSnIfmWs{X ChcpsS kvs]jyssetkj³. FÃm ]q¡fpw
XÃns¡mgn¨p sN¼³]q¡Ä
am{Xw hncnbn¡p¶ A`n\h _tbmsSIvt\mfPn Xs¶! \qdp
]q¡Ä Hcpan¨p hncnbp¶ Imesams¡ IgnªsÃm.
AXpsImWvSpkq£n¡pI. FÃm I¼yq«ÀDSaIfpw
tkm^vSpthÀ \nÀ½mXm¡fpw {i²n¡pI.
s\dpIbnset¸mgpw AcnhmÄ NpänI ASbmfw C«ncn¡Ww.
Asæn ssN\okv {UmK·mcpw sF.Sn. t{SmP·mcpw
hewssIbn hmfpambn sshdkv aqÀ¯nIfmbn kwlmc¯ns\¯pt¼mÄ
]mh§fpsS incÊpw Acnªpt]mIm\nSbpWvSv. Atacn¡bpsS
km{amPyXztamlhpw C´ybpsS km¼¯nItamlhpsams¡
apfbnte \pÅm\mbnsæn ]q¯pImbv¡msX
t\m¡ms\¦nepw IgnbtWvS? AXn\p hgnsbmcp¡n
Im¯ncn¡p¶ apXemfn hntcm[nIfpw GIm[n]Xy{]WbnIfpw
^mknÌphnt[bcpsams¡ CS¯mhf§fn a[pcat\mlcat\mÚKoX§Ä
aqfp¶Xp shdpsXbmbnt¸mImsX t\m¡tWvS, Im¡tWvS?
FÃm I®pIfpw ]o¡nwKnte¡v. AXm ssN\okv
lm¡ÀamÀ A§n§mbn hcp¶p. ]pXnb
ssN\okv ssP{Xbm{Xbv¡p Pb]SlaSn¡pI. hcnI hcnI lm¡Àamtc,
sshdkv kackabambv! |
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kmwkvImcnI\mbIsâ hociqc]cm{Ia§Ä hmepXmgv¯n
aS§nt¸mIp¶sX§s\sb¶dnbWsa¦nÂ
almcmPcmP{io k¡dnbm AhÀIsf t\m¡nbmÂ
aXn. Bfp NnÃd¡mcs\m¶pambncp¶nÃ.
Iqä³ AÂtkjy³ Xs¶. temI¯nte¡pw
ap´nb C\w. ISphbpsS hÀ¤w. ]¿¶qcnÂ
sN¶p cWvSp Ipc Ipc¨p. tIcfw \Sp§nsb¶pw
InSp§nsb¶pamWv hnNmcn¨Xv. Ae¦cn¨ thZnbmbncp¶p.
Ipc D¨`mjnWnbneqsS D¨¯n Xs¶bmbncp¶p.
]t£, Xmsgbnd§nh¶t¸mÄ ctWvSm aqt¶m
Un^n¡mÀ ap«³ \m¡psImWvSp cWvSp
sImSp¯p. C\nbnhnsS§m³ h¶p Ipc¨mÂ
\mhcnbpsa¶pw hmepapdn¡psa¶pw ap¶dnbn¸pw
sImSp¯p.
aebmf\mSnsâ sXt¡bä¯ncp¶p ]oemt¯mknsâ
hntij§Ä Xnc¡nbt¸mgpw s{]bvkv Z temÀUv
Dcphn«t¸mgpw tbip{InkvXphns\ I®mSn ImWn¨t¸mgpsam¶pw
hS¡³ hocys¯bpw hocKmYIsfbpw]än I£n
Xosc AÚm\nbmbncps¶¶p ]dbmw. hS¡p sN¶p
hmep s]m¡nbt¸mftà hnhcadnªXv. sX¡³
Nn«bpw hS¡³ Nn«bpw X½nepÅ
sshcp²mßI t]mcm«imkv{X¯n\p \{kmWnbphmhnsâ
Kufnimkv{Xs¯¡mÄ hocytadpw F¶p \Ã
t]mse t_m[ys¸«p.
Hcp kpµckmbwkÔybn Fgp¯pImc³ F Fgp¯pImc³
_n sb Hcp hnf¡pact¨m«n h¨pIWvSpap«nbt¸mfpÅ
kulrZw temIsa¼mSpansöpw ]nSnIn«n.
Imdn \n¶nd§nbt¸mÄ FXntc \n¶
Un^n¡mcpsS apJ¯p sXfnªXv Fgp¯pImcpsS ]m¨ncnbÃ
Iim¸pImcpsS sIme¨ncnbmbncp¶p. AXp IWvSp \Sp§nb
k¡dnbmbv¡p XeØm\\Kcw ]qInbt¸mÄ
]pXnb shfn]mSpWvSmbnþX\n¡pw sXäp]ämw!
_p²nPohnIsfs¡msWvS´p {]tbmP\w F¶p tNmZn¨ptI«t¸mÄ
FÃmhcpw ]Ãnfn¨Xp IWvSp taÂ]Snbm³
Gsd kt´mjn¨ncp¶p. ]t£, Fgp¯pImscs¡msWvS´p
{]tbmP\w, ^q Fs¶mcm«v hS¡p\n¶pWvSmhpw
F¶v Èn \ocn£n¨ncp¶nÃsÃm.
AXpsImWvSp Xncp¯m³ Xocpam\n¨p. al¯mb CSXpiànbmWp
Xsâbpw iànsb¶v Gäp]dªp. AXp £oWn¨mÂ
Xm\pw £oWn¡psa¶p Xsâ kÀKclkyw
]ckyam¡n. AXp {]kvXmh\bm¡n. ]{Xamb ]{X§Äs¡Ãmw
Ab¨psImSp¡pIbpw sNbvXp. lmbv, Fs´mcp NmcnXmÀ°yw!
_p²nam·mÀ _p²niq\ysc hnUvVnIfm¡p¶
hgn a\ÊnembntÃ? F{X almßm¡fmWp k¡dnbmbv¡p
]n´pW {]kvXmh\Ifpambn NmSn hoWXv. ]mh§Ä shdpsX
tamln¨p t]mbnþk¡dnbm C¸w R§sS IqsS
t]mcpsa¶v. ao\¨n \{kmWnbpsS Iuieadnbm¯
ip²mßm¡Ä. Idnbm¨sâ Ccn¸pIWvSntÃ,
Hcp aqfn¸m«pw ]mSn! heXmWn¶psasâ Zp:Jw,
CSXmsW¶psasâ kuJyw! |
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kwib¯n\hImianÃ. tIcf¯nse amÀIvknÌp]mÀ«nbpsS
kÀÆm[nImcy¡mÀ A¡mcyw AÑkv^SnIk¦miambhn[w
hyàam¡n¡gnªncn¡p¶p. ]mXncnamÀ¡pw
]mÀ«nØm\mÀ°nIfmhmw!
ASp¯ sXcsªSp¸n ss{IkvXh]ptcmlnXcpsS tfml
[cn¨ kn]nFw ]mXncnamÀ tKmZmbn \nc¡psa¶pd¸mbn.
apÉowh\nXIfpsS ]ÀZ [cn¨p hn¹hkJnamcpw
AWn\nc¡pw. ]mÀ«nbn CuizchnizmknIÄ¡p
Øm\aptWvSm CÃtbm F¶v C\nbmÀs¡¦nepw
kwibapWvSmIptam?
Adp]g©³ Bbp[amb cmPnsb¶ I¯nbpambn ]mÀ«nsb
Ip¯nbaÀ¯m³ _qÀjzmhÀ¤N«pI§fmb
at\mPns\t¸mepÅ ap³kJm¡Ä sXcphnend§nbmÂ
]mÀ«nbnse AXohmXy´m[p\nIt]mcmfnIfmb "]mXncn'
amsc AWn\nc¯n Hcp ssI t\m¡m³ kn]nF½n\p
]m§nsöp sXän²cn¨ BØm\hnUvVnIsf¸än
F´p ]dbm³. AhÀ Pohn¡p¶Xp ]nWdmbnbntem
]¿¶qcntem I®qcntem Ft¶ At\zjnt¡WvSXpÅq.
Cu at\mPns\t¸msebpÅhcpsS Hcp hnhct¡Sp t\m¡tW.
A©phÀj¡mew ]mÀ«nbpsS Fw.]n. bmbn
kkpJw hmWcpfnbn«pw, AXyp¶Xsk{I«dnbpw tIcf¯nse
kakvX]mXncnamcpambn XcnInS XcnInS A¦w AWapdnbmsX \S¶n«pw,
AsXm¶padnbmsX A©phÀjw C{µ{]دnse
sImSpwXWp¸n I¼nfn ]pX¨pd§nbn«pw
Cu ]mÀ«nsb¸än Hcp Np¡padnªpIqSm
F¶p h¶mse´p sN¿mw? ae©c¡pI¨hS¡mc\Ã
At¸m¯n¡cnbmbmepw ]mÀ«nsb kw_Ôns¨mcp
{]mYanI hnÚm\sams¡ DWvSmbncnt¡tWvS?
Hcp Xncp¯Â tcJbpWvSmbs{X. AXn aXhnizmk\ntj[apWvSs{X.
]mhw at\mPv, Ncn{X]camb A_²§sf¸än am{XaÃ
sshcp²y§sf¸änbpw Cu tUmIvSÀamÀs¡m¶padnbnÃsÃm
ssZhta! amÀIvknÌp]mÀ«nbn FÃm¡me¯pw
Xncp¯Â tcJIfpWvSmImdpWvSv. F¶Ã hÀjwtXmdpw
DWvSmImdpWvSv. IgnªhÀjw sNbvXsXms¡ Cu
hÀjw Xncp¯pw. Ct¸mÄ sN¿p¶sXms¡
ASp¯hÀjw Xncp¯pw. CsXmcp \Ã kz`mhatÃ?
sXäp]änbm Xncp¯p¶Xp alXz¯nsâ
e£WatÃ? F¶pw A_²§Ä sN¿pI.
AXp \nc´cw Xncp¯ns¡mtWvSbncn¡pI. hfcp¶
Hcp cmjv{Sob]mÀ«nbpsS e£Watà CXv?
At¸mÄ tUmIvSÀ tNmZnt¨¡mw. BtemNn¨pImcy§Ä
sNbvXm A_²w ]äptamsb¶v. At§À¡p
]mÀ«nsb¸än H¶padnbnà F¶Xn\p
sXfnhp thsd thtWm? sXäp sNbvXnsænÂ
]ns¶sb§s\ Xncp¯pw? Xncp¯nbnsænÂ
]ns¶§s\ Xncp¯Â tcJbpWvSm¡pw? AXpsImWvSp
Xs¶bmWn¶p R§Ä ]dbp¶XvþthWsa¦nÂ
]mXncnamÀ¡pw Øm\mÀ°nXzw sImSp¡msa¶v.
AXpw \msf Xncp¯ntb¡pw. ]mXncn Pbn¨m ]mXncnhkv{Xw
DcnªpIfªncn¡Ww. Ipcnipw Incnipsam¶pw thWvS.
AcnhmÄNpänI am{Xw aXn!
C{X hnizhnimeXbpw kÀÆP\kmtlmZcyhpw \ndª Hcp
]mÀ«nsb ssIhn«pIfbtÃ, tUmIvSÀ.
Xncp¯v, thKw Xncp¯v at\mtP. |
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