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\qämWvSpIÄ¡pap¼v
GY\nte¡pÅ hgnbn cWvSp IhnIÄ IWvSpap«n.
X½n IWvSXn AXohk´pjvScmbncp¶p
cWvSpt]cpw.
H¶ma³ At\zjn¨p: CubnsS Xm¦Ä F´mWp
cNn¨Xv? \n§fpsS hoWbpambn AsX§s\ CW§nt¨cp¶p?
Fsâ IhnXIfn Gähpw al¯mbXv Rm\nt¸mÄ
FgpXn¡gnªtXbpÅq. Hcp ]t£ {Ko¡p`mjbnÂ
Ct¶mfw FgpXs¸«Xn ht¨ähpw al¯mb
IhnX! ]ctam¶X\mb knbqkv tZht\mSpÅ {]mÀ°\bmWnXv.
Xsâ tae¦nbpsS ASnbn \n¶pw AbmÄ
Hscgpt¯mesbSp¯p. CXm t\m¡q. AsXsâ ]¡epWvSv.
AXp hmbn¡m³ F\ns¡´p kt´mjamsWt¶m?
hcq. shfp¯ ssk{]kv ac§fpsS XWen \ap¡ncn¡mw.
Ihn Xsâ IhnX hmbn¨p. AsXmcp \oWvS IhnXbmbncp¶p.
CsXmcp al¯mb IhnXbmWv. bpK§fneqsS Cu IhnX Pohn¡pw.
\n§Ä Bcm[n¡s¸Spw.
Cu Znhk§fn \n§sf´msWgpXnbXv?
hfsc Ipd¨p am{Xta Rms\gpXnbpÅq. Ft« F«p
hcnIÄ am{Xw. AXpw tXm«¯n Ifn¡p¶
Ip«nsb HmÀ½n¨psImWvSv. B hcnIÄ
Abmfpw ]mSn. At¸mÄ atä Ihn A`n{]mbs¸«p:
tamiaÃ. A{X tamiaÃ.
cWvSpt]cpw thÀ]ncnªp.
C¶v, cWvSmbncw kwhÕc§Ä¡ptijhpw B
F«phcnIÄ Hmtcm `mjbnepw ]mcmbWw sN¿s¸Sp¶p;
kvt\ln¡s¸Sp¶p; Xmtemen¡s¸Sp¶p.
atä IhnXbmIs«, bpK§fneqsS {KÙmeb§fnte¡pw
hnZzm·mcpsS apdnIfnte¡pw Cd§nh¶p. AtXmÀ½n¡s¸Sp¶pWvSv.
]t£, kvt\ln¡s¸Sp¶nÃ, ]mcmbWw sN¿s¸Sp¶nÃ.
(Jen Pn{_m³: al¯mb IhnX)
Bcnepw KrlmXpcXzw DWÀ¯p¶ Imew... temIamIp¶
Xdhm«nte¡pÅ ]n¨hbv]v... Adnhnsâ
BZym£c§Ä... A\p`h¯nsâ Icp¯nte¡v
_me]mT§Ä A`ykn¡p¶ \mfpIÄ. "A½'
F¶ hnip² ]Z¯nsâ s]mcpÄ AdnªpXpS§p¶
ImeL«w; H¸w AÑsâ kvt\lhmÕey§fpsS
]qag. PohnXsa¶ Ifcnbnse Btbm[\apdIÄ shÃphnfnt]mse...
temI¯nsâ amb¡mgvNIÄ... PnÚmkbpw
IuXpIhpw ChnsS IqS¸nd¸pIÄ. Xn·bpambpÅ
bp²w ChnsS XpS§p¶p. kvt\ln¡s¸Sm\pÅ
B{Klw... {i²bmIÀjn¡p¶Xn\pÅ sh¼Â...
A\pkyqXamb Ime{]hml¯n ]¦ptNcm\pÅ £Ww...
IpkrXnsb {]Wbn¡p¶ emhWyImew. Nn´IÄ cq]s¸Sp¶
\nÀ®mbIL«w... amXm]nXm¡fpw A[ym]Icpw
Xm§mIp¶ _meyw. Cuizcs\ ]cnNbn¨pXpS§p¶
kabw. {]nb kplrt¯, hmÀ²Iy¯nsâ s\m¼c§fnÂ,
GIm´XbpsS CS\mgnIfn \o HmÀ¡pw. \nsâ
C¶seIsf¸än, kzX{´]£nbmbn ]mdn \S¶
\nsâ Ip«n¡mes¯¸än, H¸w
buh\s¯¸änbpw. \·bpsS hgnbneqsS \o \S¡m³
XpS§nbt¸mÄ, \nsâ kz]v\§Ä kmÀ°IamIphm³
ssZhw \n\¡p XpWbpWvSmbncp¶p. A´nahn\mgnIIfnepw
{kjvSmhn\p {]nbs¸«h\mWv \osb¦n hnip²nbpsS
]dpZokbnte¡v \o A[nIw AIsebÃ. AtX, a\knse¶pw
Hcp Ip«nbpWvSmIWw.
I will go very far,
farther than those hills,
farther than the seas
to beg christ the Lord
to give back the soul I had
of old, when I was a child,
ripened with legends,
with a feathered cap
and a wooden sword.
(Garcia Lorca)
Cu ac§fpw ae\ncIfpw IS¶v, ISepItfgpw XmWvSn {InkvXp\mYsâ
k¶n[m\¯nte¡p Rm³ t]mIpw. F¶n«v
AhnSpt¯mSp bmNn¡pw: F\n¡v Fsâ ssiihIme¯pWvSmbncp¶
lrZbw XncnsI¯cWtasb¶v...
(KmÀjy temÀ¡)
PohnX¯nsâ s\cnt¸mSn sh´pcpIpt¼mÄ
s]mbvt]mb hk´¯nsâ HmÀ½IÄ
XpbnepWÀ¯m³ temÀ¡bpsS Cu hcnIÄ¡mhpw.
Xoˬ.
"inip¡sft¸mse Bbn¯ocpI' F¶ shÃphnfnbmWv
\ap¡p ap¶n tbip DbÀ¯p¶Xv.
""`qan X¶p¸p \pIÀ¶p \o ss]Xte!
`qan X¶p¸mbv hfcq...''
"tNmdqWv' F¶ IhnXbn H.F³.hn. Blzm\w sN¿p¶Xv
ChnsS kvacWobw. ]q¡fpw ]q¼mäIfpw InfnIfpw
\ndª {KmaoW _mey§Ä C¶v sasà adbp¶p.
"s]ä½ X³ `mj' \ap¡v A\yamIp¶p.
Hcp Iw]yq«À Xeapdsb \mw krjvSn¡p¶p.
aqey§Ä¡v hnebnÃm¯ Imew. al¯mb
\½psS ss]XrIw CfwXeapdbv¡p ]IÀ¶psImSp¡pI.
Asæn AhÀ asämcp \m«nse
sh®bpw sdm«nbpw t\Sphm³ am{Xambv amdp¶ Zp:JIcamb
ImgvN \s½ th«bmSpw.
al¯mb C´y³ kzmX{´ykacNcn{Xw [oc\mb Hcp
_mesâ Xnf§p¶ PohnXw hc¨pIm«p¶pWvSv.
\½psS cmPy¯n\p kzmX{´yw e`n¡p¶Xn\p
ap¼v \S¶ IYbmWnXv. Hcp \m«pImcsâ IqsSbmWv
{_n«ojv ssk\nIÀ B \Zn¡cbnse¯nbXv. ""tS,
]¿m! tXmWn thKw X¿mdm¡v. R§Ä¡p
thKw \Zn IS¡Ww'' IS¯pImc³ ]¿t\mSp \m«pImc³
A[nImckzc¯n ]dªp.
sNdnb Ip«nbtÃ, t]Sn¨v thKw tXmWnbSp¸n¡pw
F¶mWv B {Kmahmkn hnNmcn¨Xv. _mPndmhv F¶ ]{´WvSpImc³
]¿\mIs« {_n«ojpImcpsS X\nkz`mhw \Ã
h®w a\Ênem¡nbncp¶p. \Zn IS¡m³
k½Xn¨m AhÀ {Kma¯nÂIS¶v
A{Iaw Im«psa¶v Ah³ ap³Iq«n IWvSp.
{_n«ojpImsc \Zn IS¡m³ k½Xn¡cpsX¶v
Ah³ \nÝbn¨p.
""tXmWn ASp¸n¡m³ ]änÃ.''
Ah³ Xd¸n¨p ]dªp.
Ip«nbpsS adp]Sn tI« tk\m\mbI³ BÝcys¸«p.
""sN¡sâ Hcp Alw`mhw! AbmÄ a\knÂ
hmNmcn¨p. "tXmWn thKw ASp¸n¡v!' AbmÄ
D¨¯n Ip«ntbmSv BÚm]n¨p.
"]änÃ' Ahsâ adp]Sn Dd¨Xmbncp¶p.
"A[nI{]kwKn! FSps¡Sm tXmWn' ]«mf¯eh³
KÀÖn¨p.
"]änà F¶p ]dªm ]änÃ.
Hcp Imcyw ]dtª¡mw. Bsc¦nepw tXmWnbnÂ
IbdnbmÂ... At¸mÄ ImWmw Ifn' _mPndmhv ]dªp.
sNdnb ]¿\tÃ. shdpsX Xami ]dbpIbmbncn¡pw.
C§s\ IcpXn Hcp shÅ¡mc³ in]mbn tXmWnbnÂ
Ibdn. Ip«ntbm Xsâ ]¦mbw sImWvSv ASp¯\nanjw
in]mbnbpsS Xebn HäbSn! Xes]m«n tNmcsbmen¸n¨v
AbmÄ shůnte¡v sXdn¨phoWv ssIbpw Imepan«Sn¡m³
XpS§n.
""Al¦mcn! \n\¡v C{X ss[cytam?'' Bt{Imin¨psImWvSv
ssk\y¯eh³ Xsâ ssIbnepWvSmbncp¶ tXm¡nÂ\n¶v
Ip«nbpsS t\tc XpcpXpcm \ndsbmgn¨p.
B {KmaoW_mesâ tZl¯v shSnbpWvSIÄ Xpf¨pIbdn.
B [octZim`nam\n AhnsS ]nSªphoWp acn¨p. X\n¡p
Poh\pÅXphsc shÅ¡msc Xsâ {Kma¯nÂ
IS¡m³ A\phZn¡nsö Ahsâ \nÝbZmÀVyw
XeapdIÄ¡p {]tNmZ\ambn. _mPndmhphnsâ PohXymKw
tZim`nam\¯nsâ Xnf§p¶ GSmbn.
aqeyt_m[hpw [ocXbpw ka\zbn¨ _mPndmhphns\t¸mepÅ
_mey§Ä Ime¯nsâ k½m\w Xs¶.
Cfwa\ÊpIfn hnip²nbpsS \oÀ¨mepIÄ
Hgp¡m³ IgnªmÂ... Adnhns\m¸w Ffnabpw
emfnXyhpw hn\bhpw klmbk¶²Xbpw k¶nthin¸n¡m³
Bbm `mhnbn AhÀ Xnf§p¶ Ncn{Xw
cNn¡pw.
Ip«n¡me¯p e`n¡p¶ ]cnNcWhpw hmÕeyhpw
HcmfpsS hyànXzhnIk\s¯ kzm[o\n¡p¶p. ""Ipªp\mfnÂ
C¯ncn kvt\lw In«nbncps¶¦n Rm³
C§s\bmIpambncp¶nÃ'' ssZh\ntj[nbmb kmÀ{Xv
Xsâ Ahkm\\mfn hne]n¨p.
Hcp hyànbpsS {IqcXbv¡p ]n¶n kvt\lhpw
IcpWbpw \ntj[n¡s¸« Hcp _meyapWvSmIpsa¶mWv
Ncn{Xw \ÂIp¶ km£yw. lnävedpw Ìmen\psams¡
DZmlcW§Ä. lnävedpsS A¸³ alm{Iqc³.
lnävesd IW¡n\p in£n¡pw. Ipªp\mfnÂ
A½bpsS hntbmKw. ]n¶oSv h¶ cWvSm\½ at\mtcmKn.
lnävetdmSv ChÀ Øncw t]mcSn¨p. {IqcXbpsS
Npäp]mSv lnävesd AklnjvWphm¡n. hfÀ¶v
tkzÑm[n]Xnbmbn.
kz´ambn _pÄtUmkÀ ssIh¶ AbmÄ BZyw
sNbvXXv A¸sâ IpgnamSw CSn¨pXIÀ¡pIbmbncp¶p.
\m«nse {`mt´m, apSt´m DÅ kÀÆkv{XoIsfbpw
sIms¶mSp¡m³ BÚm]n¨p.
{IqcXbpsS \mÄhgn a\pjy\v Iim¸pimeIÄ XoÀ¯
IYbv¡p ]n¶n C§s\bpw Hcp Idp¯ _meyw.
kvt\l\ntj[§Ä krjvSn¡p¶ apdn¸mSpIÄ...
Hcp Ipªpt]mepw hni¸nsâ t\mhdnbm¯ Imew
hnZqctam? ssZhw Bhiys¸Sp¶Xv Ip«nIfpsS \njvIf¦XbmWv.
"iniphmWv apXnÀ¶hcpsS Aѳ' F¶v
thUvkv hÀ¯v ]dªXv ChnsS kvacWobw.
ss__nfn C{]Imcw ]dbp¶p.
"Out of the
mouth of babes and sucklings
hast thou ordained strenth''
(Psalms 8:2)
""i{Xp¡sfbpw càZmlnIsfbpw \ni_vZcm¡m³
AhnSp¶v inip¡fpsSbpw apeIpSn¡p¶ Ipªp§fpsSbpw
A[c§ÄsImWvSv kpiàamb tIm« sI«n''
(k¦oÀ¯\§Ä 8:2)
s\t¸mfnbsâ hm¡pIfpw \mw hnkvacn¡cpXv:
""inip¡fpsS `mhn amXm]nXm¡fpsS ssIbnemWv.''
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